Mini-report (more to report tonight)
Dosage:
P130 - 2 sprays, 12.5 mcgs each = 25 mcgs. One spray on each side of neck, rubbed onto wrists from there.
Self-effects:
Typical results I’ve gotten before - negative self-talk vanishes. Easy to talk with and look at people. Social-based mone.
Outer effects:
Found myself spontaneously (without even thinking about it) approaching two Asian babes on the street. One of them had a camera, and the other was modeling for it. She had this cute Japanese-inspired get up.
What struck me as most interesting was how spontaneous the whole event was. I just freely walked up to them and asked them if they spoke Japanese. They spoke Chinese.
Now, it’s not completely out of character for me to do this when not wearing mones… HOWEVER… without the mones, I have that little voice of doubt or wariness. P130 wipes it out.
Anyway, I shared my limited knowledge on Mandarin, then figured out they were model and photographer. I immediately got down next to the model (she was kneeling next to pumpkins) and started doing some modeling shots with her. Was fun!
Already mentioned - but what struck me afterwards was how it was this spontaneous, natural action I took without thinking.
It’s made me postulate - do mones have a lasting conditioning effect on our behavior? I’ve noticed some cumulative effect of P130 over the past few days. More spontaneity now? Deserves further study.
That’s my short report for now. Will have more tonight after I go out dancing!