I just got my first order of pheromones yesterday…IS to go, TUTH to go, IH (2x) to go. I will definitely be ordering more in the near future but I want to go ahead and start my journal now so I have documented results to look back on and maybe I could do some help even in my noobish state haha.
Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010:
Woke up. My phero’s had arrived. Lazy day. Went to a family cookout without trying any of my new mones. Nap. Shower.
Pheromone(s) added: 1x IS on left wrist, rubbed on right wrist, chest, neck, and ears. 8:30?
Environment: Fairly temperate but humid as usual. Spent most of the night inside though.
To the bar with my friend/wing. Felt great. Before we get there we’re joking and laughing our asses off. IS? Maybe, maybe not. Got to the bar, ordered drinks, and started playing pool. I’m not a very experienced pool player and was not playing well at all. I started getting really irritated. I mean REALLY irritated…like, start a huge fight irritated.
Now I’m a very competitive person and it bothers me that I haven’t played pool enough to be good at it…but I lose to my homeboy all the time and do not usually feel like such a poor sport about it. Not sure if it was the IS but the transition from loose and fun before the bar to downright angry maybe 20 minutes later was weird. I think a loud, obnoxious girl’s (an acquaintance of my boys) presence could have had something to do with it though. Or maybe it was just the fact that they doubled the price of their Wednesday drink special. Went to the bathroom.
Pheromone(s) added: 1x IS on right wrist, rubbed around again in a similar fashion as before; smelled myself hoping to loosen up. 10:30?
Still a little irritated but I felt better after I stopped playing. Chilled at a nearby table watching and drinking. My boy got knocked off after a couple games so me, him, and a bartender who we know are talking and joking. Realized I felt much better again. Now this is purely speculation but I have read about people claiming that they felt they needed to be socializing with others while using social mones…that thought crossed my mind at that point.
Left that bar to go to another. I guess this could be considered more of a club. Met two chicks my boy works with there…one’s a little on the heavy side and the other is a blonde MILF in her late 20’s with big fake tits. They’re flirting with my friend but almost totally ignoring me…could I be ghosting? Later I considered the IS could be having some sort of intimidating effect, as I wasn’t exactly talkative/friendly (trying to see the mones effects by themselves). Or maybe they just didn’t like me haha. We hung out for a while drinking. Eventually I went back to the bathroom. Screw the scientific method at this point…the bar was kinda dead but I couldn’t resist seeing if TUTH would change anyone’s reaction.
Pheromone(s) added: 1x TUTH to lower throat, directly below the opening of my shirt; wanted to purposely limit diffusion a little. 12:00-30?
Chilled some more. Flirted with the bartenders. Drank. Watched groups of guys follow the blonde around like stupid little puppies. Laughed it up with a couple random people. My boy was saying some semi-outrageous things…not sure if that was because he knew the girls, the mones, or what. It’s not like I was wearing IO/IH. The blonde starts giving me some eye contact, a little closer, a little brushing. It’s also worth mentioning that she was talking to guys all night but her body language seemed kinda nervous talking to me. Not a very significant hit though.
I start noticing a cute girl down the bar is almost staring at me but she’s with a group of guys. She later ends up standing right next to where I’m sitting and getting the bartender to spray her down with water. The bartenders will squirt people all the time but this chick let them literally soak her while she danced around. Possibly TUTH? I don’t know but it was hot
. She seemed to be avoiding looking at me or my boy while she was there though…weird because she left for a minute then came right back to stand next to me and let them spray her down again.
Still not sure whether she was one of the guy’s GF.
Anyways, I went to the bathroom as my boy went outside. Came out there and one of the blonde’s little puppies (she had left already…without them of course haha) was sexually frustrated and claimed my boy had been talking shit. No dude, you’re just pathetic and angry. He started to say something to me but I shut that down real quick. Another of the puppies started talking to me but I was controlled about it. Not sure if it had to do with the mones, my muscles
haha, or them being women but they both backed down. The main guy ended up leaving in a tizzy and the second guy ended up being cool with us. We went home after that. 1:30-45?
Long ass first journal entry but I didn’t want to miss something that could be important. Looking forward to more opportunities to experiment.