Tigerlilly's Reports

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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o wow thanks so much tisha. i woudlve missed this post if tigerlily didnt tell me about it..

i guess that makes sense that it was off for some ppl..

i only tried a half a bottle of mx134 so i couldnt really notice the difference but i actually just got a big bottle of mx300 and added eow to it.

umm if you dont mind me asking.. what should i have done (other than adding some cops) to make it more similar to mx134? i added about 3 squirts of eow (it stinks horrible so i actually kinda stopped using mx300..)

thanks!

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the amount of EoW you applied to your bottle would have been nice if you were looking to get hot dominatrix-sex out of it.
and BTW, that you would :wink:

the amount that was prolly actually in MX134 was more like half of one squirt for the whole bottle.

not enough to to say “do me this instant”
more like
im a female, deal with it.

if you were to eventually get another bottle of MX300, you could prolly dilute it just fine.
or find someone without copulins that would like to try them while still being the boss. then trade.

i dont think you should toss it, just trade it or dilute it :slight_smile:

MX134 is still my fave gal-blend.
i get so much respect, that at times NOT having the respect would be nice…:smiley:

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Question for you all -

I think I have crossed an emotional line inside my head in regard to Texas McBlues.

We spend a lot of time together, do a lot of fun things, and greatly, greatly enjoy each others company. We communicate via txt/crackberry/phone at least once a day. He gets cuter and cuter each time we see each other. Always asking me to email him when I am “safely home.” Last night, as we were both at the same light on our way home, he motioned for me to roll my window down and shouted one last, “good night! Talk to you soon!” with a goofy grin. This morning, he crackberry emailed me on my way into the office with a “Good Morning!” He will be out of town this weekend and made sure to say that we would be in contact while he was gone.

We seem to be getting closer emotionally. Just to be clear - there has been no physical relationship. Much physical attraction, and some sweet n’ innocent making out, but nothing further.

I am now feeling a need to draw closer to him emotionally by sharing more about myself. I have some fundamental “stories” about myself, especially related to certain work activities that I have done, that are very near and dear to me, and especially showcase who I am as a person. Revealing those is a way for me to reveal myself.

I want to share these with him.

He is also undergoing a significant personal change in his life at the moment however, and I am second-guessing myself as to whether we are on the same emotional page. I am second guessing myself as to whether he is also feeling an emotional desire to escalate our “close-ness.”

There’s no real taking back these “stories,” once I tell them. They’re out there. Some of them are very not pretty. Some of them reveal a very ugly side of me.

Also, one big component of what I want to share with him is my own experience going through exactly what he is going through now. So I sort of bring that up in a letter I wrote to him.

Which I am holding in my hands, wondering if I should send.

Any thoughts?

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I love P86.

I no longer get sleepy wearing it. I am still referred to as “young” when wearing it. I still notice the most beautiful aspects of a person (physically) while wearing it, and either don’t see or minimize the not-so-pretty. I have a hard time focusing on the visual effects of it, because I am so in love with everything, and everything looks so good, that I dont think to think that something might be visually different.

However, I think the beauty of it is the “vibe” that it engenders. I think P74 and P86 have an affinity for each other, but in different aspects. P74 (for me) creates an intellectual, mental friend vibe. There is a cognitive thought process of thinking you are close to a person - whereas the P86 vibe is a wonderful heart-and-soul, feel good, the world is pink and gold, I feel like I am in love with you vibe.

P86 is feeling what P74 and I/Honesty make you think.

P86 seems to be similar to the feeling of TAH, but sharper. More intense. It also doesn’t last like TAH does, and while wearing the P86, I never got the “disinterested” vibe from Texas McBlues that I got with the TAH. A real “falling in love” feeling without the potential for weird masculine/feminine reactions to the TAH femininity vibe.

P86 + MX135 is an amazing combo.

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BATHED in cops the other night - then layered I/Openness on top.

And then went to the first of the SAR team meetings.

Oops. :o

It was a small, closed, no-ventilation room with about 50 bodies crammed into it. I was smack in the middle. It was rather warm…

The men around me were whipping around to look at me all wide eyed. Head to toe looks. Eyes a bit wide around the edges. Engaged me with curiosity. There was an air of “something is different about her.”

I was very happy and friendly - I was also supremely confident. That was unexpected. Maybe it was the social/psychological effects of having nearly everyone around me falling over themselves to be near me, talk to me, help me, etc. :wink:

The A-nol started taking effect though… what a way to drag a meeting on!! Oh my god… never make that mistake again. The people around me were most effected, obviously. They chattered on and on, when they had to talk, and also very much wanted to talk to me. Only social rules of etiquette made them not talk out loud to me in the middle of the meeting.

People that I knew from the earlier rescue made a point to seek me out and say hi, and hung around to chat for a long time. Got a long, long big hug from the Hot SAR Dude. :smiley:

No beers afterwards though - the meeting went long. Huh, wonder why!? :wink:

Met Texas McBlues afterwards and had a long evening with him. Chatted and hung out, in a fun, friendly way. I was goofy, and he was sort of blank at first. Some people can get “blanked” by lots of a-nol. I was definitely a motor mouth, but he was loving it. He was giggly and liked to be right next to me. We joked a lot, and we stayed out till very late, just chatting and laughing together. And even when we did leave, we didn’t want to.

Thank you Lor, for inspiring me to test Anol more. :slight_smile:

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Reagrding Cops -

Guys who have been exposed to cops - What do you smell? What do you taste, should you run your tongue over cops-applied areas?

I have some seriously hot legs. Very muscular - Texas McBlues loves them.

When I wear cops, I mostly mix them into my lotion and apply to my legs. Up and down, inside my thighs, all the way up, and around to my ass, especially if I am wearing a thong. (Gotta be smooth and supple everywhere!) We’ve had a few hot make out sessions that led to him kissing every inch of my leg, then licking in a long, unbroken line from the start of one cops covered leg all the way up to my cops covered ass.

Really, our clothes were actually on. :slight_smile: I had a nice skirt with a very lovely side slit on that allowed for creative access.

So he seems to like it, and responds very well!

The other week, I spiked my IS/a with 15 drops of EoW. On initial spray, you smell the cops badly. then it dissipates. I sprayed one spray to my cleavage - about 2.5 hours later, he face planted into my cleavage, then looked directly up into my eyes and took a huge, deep breath. His eyes were dark- dark dark. I couldn’t get a good look, but I thought it was pure lust in them. (could have been disgust though.)

So, what did he smell? That make out session was pretty hot. :o

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Reallly???

I like thinking of you a Caprica, or as Roslin. :wink: You seem to have the otherworldly/knowledgeable vibe.

I’ve been told MANY times that I AM Thrace. I think it’s the shit magnet…

:slight_smile:

BTW, what do you think of the cops issue?

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I wore quite a bit of Anol around Texas McBlues one day. He seemed to “blank.” Instead of being talkative, he actually was more quiet (if that’s possible). He was interactive though - reached out to me with his arms, playfully wrestled, held my hand, etc. But not very talkative. Fidgeted a lot but I dont know if that was phero related.

I wore a lot of Bnol around him one day and he spilled his guts. Almost as soon as I sat down in the truck. He had a lot to say and was excited about it.

:confused:

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Am wearing the Androsterone spiked lotion again.
It has Androsterone and Anol, in a creamy lotion base. As soon as I put it on, I had a pressure headache. It felt like a wet blanket of fog was pressing around me head like a vice.

I added one spray of cops spiked IS/a and two apps of EoW Oil I just received from an awesome someone. (Yes, it covers with lotion! yeah!) The headache is gone.

I feel calmly in control. Not rockstar confident, but solid feeling.

Just had a knock-down, drag out fight with a coworker. He feels very, very passionately about an issue, and I feel very opposite. He was enraged - shaking with anger. Had to physically take deep breaths and calm himself down. I did not get worked up or hyped up. I was able to talk to him and (I think) calm him down.

He did not “magically” see my way, not at all, and I didn’t expect him too. but i think my calmly confident vibe helped to ease the tension and aid communication.

I still I should have worn MX274 though. The meeting was sort of a surprise though.

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Lor, I’ve got to credit you with this one. :o

Small is the new Big.

Lor has been saying it for forever. Your “personal” signature needs to be private and personal. I am now using one spray or at max two sprays of anything. Big, crazy mixes are good for being a cloud and attracting a wide variety of people, or diffusing to a room - you can be the hottest girl in the bar, easy, with a big mix. I have done it.

But interpersonally, as I have found with Texas McBlues - one spray does it. Your personal, private, personal signature is much more intimate and you.

:slight_smile:

Thanks, Lor. You Phero Magic 8 ball, you.

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Add P93 to that combo mix and see where things change, Tigerlilly. P93 is the uber “recruitment” pheromone. It helps others see your way and want to pitch in when you wear Androsterone.

It has been known to take a bunch of leader types, all on different pages, and make them into a cohesive unit. It has also been known to take meetings that were expected to drag on for hours and turn them into very, very short and productive ones.

They don’t call P93 the “Honey Bee” for nuthin!

Diane

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Dammit! You always bring up THE PUTATIVE I dont have, EXACTLY when I need it! :stuck_out_tongue:

Good to see you again - thought you vanished! :slight_smile:

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Hey TL, going back to your alphanol post of about an hour ago, here is a thread that was resurrected today which may raise an eyebrow…

Maybe McStud felt that he was being slapped into friend zone?

There’s also a short but interesting precis report on a small scale test of betanol here

PsycNET

Right, I’m off to shower in alphanol and TUTH now :wink:

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Just been busy…

and preoccupied… meh.

Diane

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The PsycNET link takes you to the Alpha Androstenol spacing test. I put that whole article on the research papers forum, I think. Or maybe I just talked about it. Anyway I think there is a better, more full copy of the research paper on the net somewhere. I think I linked it.

Diane

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Bah humbug, I thought I was actually contributing something useful for once :frowning: As for the psyc net link, it proves a point, never trust google :open_mouth:

Thank you Diane :smiley:

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For respect, cooperation, information at work: Androsterone + Instant Honesty + P93 OR MX134 + IH + P93 + Androsterone + cops for a more feminine, yet authoritarian vibe.

20 - 25 mcg P93
2 sprays MX134 or 10.0 mcg Androsterone
2 sprays Instant Honesty (back of head)
cops

Diane

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I get plenty of respect at work. I actually come across too harsh many times. I don’t need anything to augment that - I need to bathe in pheros to reduce my aggression and assertive work nature. I come across as a dictator many times, when that’s the furthest from my brain. :frowning:

I think I need to go on a long MX274 test series at work.

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So yesterday I went out for a nice, quiet hike… We all remember how well that went LAST time! :roll_eyes:

Turns out my trailhead is closed till next weekend, and I was a goober and didn’t check before hand. So i was turning around, and there is one tiny, tiny shack of a restaurant along this stretch of highway, the only thing for 60 miles in both directions, and I stop there for a break. As I come in the door, I quite literally bump into two of the SAR Dudes from a month ago, who are talking about me at that exact moment.

“So, it was great seeing Tigerlilly at the last meeting, yeah?”
“Yeah, she’s great. What an incredible… HEY! Tigerlilly!!”

:smiley:

We chatted for a bit, then they invited me to hang out on mountain rescue patrol with them, which involved hanging out at the SWAT/SAR teams helicopter base camp, assisting with a load n’ go, cavorting off roading, and watching awesome helmet cam footage of rescues and extractions. This “secret base camp” is totally at the top of the mountain range around here, perfect, beautiful views everywhere. It’s a dilapidated missile launch site from WW2/Cold War, but has state of the art electronics, a fuck-off big satellite receiver dish, and the sweetest, baddest, biggest, outdoor grill ever. They know their priorities up there. :wink:

I wasn’t wearing anything for the hike, but slapped on some pheros quick like going up there. IS/A (these guys love it, apparently), P86 to mute the TAL vibe somewhat, and Cops, covered with vanilla lotion.

It was hotter than hades up there, so I was seriously venting. I smelled like musk-vanilla, which actually worked well. No comments about smell, and lots of people being physically close to me.

Had a great time. Several DIHL looks, though that might have been situation based as well… how often does a daisy duke wearing young woman stroll into their Manly Man Secret Base Camp, especially wearing IS/a and Cops!? :slight_smile:

Afterwards, i went on a quick hike down a short little creek i wanted to explore some more.

NEVER wear Cops out in the wild!!

I thought I was in a Disney movie - I had all the furry creatures of the forest coming out of the (literal) woodwork to see/smell me. I swear, i thought I saw a fish poke their head out of the river. I’ve never seen so many damn squirrels in my life, and I’ve seen the Central Park species of squirrel.

Holy Shit - I scampered, afraid that the bears and mountain lions were soon to come. I already had a herd of squirrels, a couple foxes, and some other unidentified furry-ness.

But a very fun day. :slight_smile:

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Oh, and in relation to the above -

Hunky SAR Dude was one of the guys I ran into. He was pleasantly flirty and chatty! He’s a very fun guy.

He emailed me several hours later, jokingly accusing me of setting that whole thing up. “There are no coincidences with you…” Which is true, but only because I am an utter shit/weird magnet. :wink: We flirted/joked back and forth via email for a while.

I apparently like tangled webs though -

The SAR team is searching for a new medical trainer - I am recommending Medic McSteamy Muscles to Hunky SAR Dude. (The web begins). Hunky SAR Dude works as the #2 guy in an office that my co-worker is all set to go pitch a proposal to. That Co-worker… is Texas McBlues. Texas McBlues is all set to waltz into Hunky SAR Dude’s Boss office and try to explain to them why they need to hire me. (The web grows) Next week, during this meeting, I can picture Texas McBlues describing me and Hunky SAR Dude chiming in, “Tigerlilly? Yeah, I know her - we hung out on Saturday! Great rappeler!”

Life is so weird. Weirdly interconnected. I was telling texas mcblues all this yesterday and he couldn’t believe it. “You meet a random guy in a canyon, on a SAR mission, who just happens to be THE guy that ONE MONTH LATER we need to talk to for the project?”

And they both flirt with me… and I flirt back… that’s the deadly bit, I suppose. But, I am only seeing texas mcblues.

sigh
:smiley: