You should write a script. Sounds like a great TV series.
Diane
i am going to kick the ass of your forum persona for implying cops were the reason Texas was huffing you .
seriously.
that boy was going to run away with you cave-man style
communicating in your language
and your going to flutter your eyelashes and say
oh it must be the cops,boys!
areyou MAD, woman ?
NO, no no no!! 
I just wanted to know what the scent and the taste was when he was “down there” enjoying the cops on the legs.
Some men say “Mmm, you smell so good,” and huff a cops area.
Trust me, he doesn’t need the cops! But they do zero him in. I think I might try that elbow trick of GWTW though… 
Of course, we met this am for breakfast and I wore EST + P86… some passionate, passionate kissing going on today!!
jealous
i agree,
nomatter WHAT anyone says about the way cops smell,
they work.
end of subject,LOL.
Thanks for ya’lls help on post #290, btw. I really took your advice to heart.
I ended up giving him the letter. he was very appreciative of the increased knowledge of me (“you are not as green as you are young”), and said that it had some very, very thought provoking and profound things in it for him to ponder regarding his own life.
I figure it could have gone one of two ways - either he could have been pissed off and angry, or react as he did.
I am pleased he reacted as he did. Obviously.
I think we have both crossed some emotional line within each of our own heads - it’s more than dating now, but still undefined and amorphous.
So my date with Texas McBlues was cancelled last night because of the “thing” that happened in NYC yesterday. 
It was no problem, I completely understood. I felt bad for him actually, 'cause he called all tired and stressed, saying he had a long, long night ahead of him and wasn’t going to get out of there till very late. I understood and said I’d talk to him later. Apparently he must have felt that I was “short” in my reply (I knew he was calling from the office, so i was merely just letting him go back to work); he called me back after 3 minutes, saying, “So… I was going to say something corny… then I wasn’t… but now I am… Look, I really miss you, and I was really looking forward to seeing you tonight.”
Guess I didn’t blow it with the letter!
That was quite cute, and I reassured him that I knew he missed me and it was all good - I knew he was hard at work and would be thinking about him.
THEN… an hour later I get a call from Hunky SAR Dude.
“… Save me!” Uhh… WTF??
He was stuck at a political dinner at a VERY fancy downtown hotel, with the mayor, commissioners, city council, politicians, etc. BIG brass. The dinner was over and so were the speeches, but the mingling and socialization had just begun. He was in Hell.
I was in jeans and boots, with a white short tee shirt and brown leather jacket. All I needed was a Stetson and I would be a total cowgirl. I was so not dressed for fancy schmancy schmoozing (and my ball gown wasn’t pressed that day!) but he did not care. “Come up here - I’ll take care of everything.”
And so, because I am weird, and a magnet, I go.
We end up schmoozing and walking around, then find a corner of the hotel bar to hang out in and chat. It was really fun. We had a very fun time. Traded stories and learned a lot about each other. He’s more of an adrenaline junkey than I am! 
I have no interest in dating him or pursuing him romantically, but he is a fun, flirty friend. God, we flirt like mad - it’s dangerous. We’re both mad, mad flirters, and it’s like “Fire, meet Gasoline” when we’re together.
I did not get cell reception in the hotel ballroom, so I have no idea if Texas McBlues called or not. I did get my customary “sweet dreams” email when i got my signal back when I left at midnight though.
We’ll see how he reacts to finding out I was “out” with someone else last night… there’s no expectation of exclusivity, and no “couple-dom” as of yet. I wouldn’t bind being exclusive and or committed to him, but thats not a path we’re walking down just yet…
MX274 Work Week Testing Series
Day One - Normal self, felt a bit peppier after application. Work went smoothly with the few coworkers around me. Smell lasted quite a while, but teh grapfruit is most dominant.
Day Two - Major major discussions, for which I was caught NOT wearing it! Grr!!
Day Three - Major conversation with the Boss; decided to move me to a new project area, new office and new responsibilities. Boss started the meeting feeling “disconnected” form me, but at the end, we were happy and back in our groove. I am trying to wear this stuff to decrease my intimidation factor at work. I have long suspected that she doesn’t like me chiefly due to feeling threatened or intimidated by me. Several comments she made in the meeting seemed to indicate she wants much more control over my schedule. However, the pheros seemed to accentuate my message of subordination to her. She left the meeting feeling like she had transmitted her message and it was received loud and clear; she then asked if there were things she could change to better accommodate me - we had a lengthy discussion on work style and better synergy together. Overall, I think the pheros helped to transmit my message to her, as well as help her feel more appreciative and connected to me.
Day Four: Noticed a pattern of increased interaction and friendliness/willingness to talk from people i am already close to. Friends become more friendly. No discernible effect on the Boss Lady.
Day Five: Wearing MX274 w/no cover, one male coworker walked by, saying he smelled sweet florals (wtf?) and felt soothed by my presence. It was slightly tongue in cheek. We designed and test new methods to inflict bodily harm on each other daily. Still no discernible effect on Boss Lady.
Observations:
After spraying, I feel a bit more grounded and connected. No matter what stress I had before, I feel like it will all work out. I feel more confident in the outcome of the day. I feel more upbeat, a sense of “things working out,” a synergy of activity and intentions.
Noticed I was moderately motivated and focused on work activities after spraying.
Conclusions:
While I might feel or think that “it will all work out” clearly the Boss Lady does not. I have exposed her to it every other day now for two weeks and she has not changed any behavior pattern towards me at all. We had one heavy work discussion, where we were in close proximity for aprox 30 mins. The meeting ended on a much better note than it began, and she made slight overtures to extend a working relationship back to me. However, nothing substantial or productive has happened since.
This mix seems to be a dud for my target. It is not calming her, or increasing her empathy and teamwork vibes towards me. It is not inspiring teamwork or partnerships, nor is it allowing her to view me in a capable or partnership light.
With my co-workers, who are already socially friendly and like me, it has inspired increased friendliness, communication, and a desire to be around me.
NOT one to continue employing at work!! 
Effects to Others: BoD kept glancing over with a bemused smile and a confused/happy look on his face. When I wrote a note to him, he sniffed the paper where my wrist touched the pad. I don’t think he knew he did this.
What’s bod?
Oh I see! I read more ha sorry :o
Wore 2 sprays IS/A (Cops spiked) + 50mcg P83 last night to the political dinner -
I do not generally like mixing p83 with other pheros. I find that it abuses and misuses the delicate balance of the mix that I try to produce. When paired with emotional pheros, it seems to knock the balance off and swing it more toward aggression or frustration.
HOWEVER, it worked very very well with the IS/a.
Snoopyace posted a recent review of P83 where he called it “human velcro” pheros. I have to agree!
Hunky SAR Dude, who definitely likes the aggressive, assertive, adventurous side of me, loves loves loves the TAL in IS/a. He also went bat shit insane over the cops, but the P83 put him over the edge. He could NOT not touch me. As soon as he saw me, he hugged me, put his arm on the small of my back, and walked with me, touching me all the way, sometimes brushing his leg and body against mine as we walked. When we sat down for drinks, he squeezed my leg, then rubbed my knee-high boot, complimenting me on it. then he squeezed my shoulders and arms, complimenting me on my jacket, and it’s texture. His hand went back to my knee, where it stayed for a long while.
The best I can relate it to is it was as if he was on Ecstasy, and I was his personal touchy toy.
Squeezing, touching, holding… even when he “wasn’t” touching, he was. His hand would slide over to my knee or my boot while we were sitting next to each other on the bar couch.
it was very sexual, very forward, very touchy touchy.
Also, IS/a MUST have 'nols in it, probably in between CTTM and Openness. He was talk talk talk, starting off as somewhat verbal diarrhea, then veering into more serious territory.
it was fun, but it’s a HOT combination - probably shouldn’t wear it again with someone i have no intentions towards…
I am THRILLED that you are reading my journal from the beginning! Thanks so much!!
BoD = Bubble of Dumb.
Enjoy!
Bubble of dumb!!! I NEVER would have guessed that! That’s great AHHHAHAHAHHAHA !
Wore 60mcg TAA today at lunch - needed to make lots o’ people happy and fun to be with for the holiday weekend kick off.
Boss was there - big meeting earlier this week. Wore MX274 and walked out feeling good on both sides. Wanted to continue the “good/happy” vibes in regards to her.
Worked brill.’
Lots of laughter, jokes and fun. Lighthearted and airy. Relaxed laughter.
Good go-to mood brightener for The Boss Woman.
I love Mx274 for work! It’s so good for making the work environment relaxed and harmonious I’ve never teamed it up with TAA though… Maybe I should give that a go!
Glad to see you’re back! How’s life??
Yeah, I’m back 
Life’s pretty good, busy as hell at the moment so I’m not testing as much as I’d like , but I’m sure it wont last forever No new TG has made an appearance yet tho, a bit disapointing…
Sounds like you’re having fun for the both of us tho 
dear, BoD is what endeared me to Tigerlily from the start,LOL…
Ahhh, so THAT’S what it was! I wondered…
He’s a daddy now, Lor… God save us all!
LOL
I don’t know how I get this reputation… first Diamond, now you…
A new one will show up. How’s the old one? Doing anything we discussed?
Busy is good, yes? How’s the medical field over there? I have a sometimes-serious fantasy of immigrating over there, as a medic/nurse.
I’m keeping my fingers crossed a new Steamy Hunkaliscious surgeon will appear The “old” one, well I’ve managed to avoid him but I think I’m ready to face him again. I’m going in fully armed with phero’s of course… I’m going to be that bitch who waves chocolate infront of a diabetic humming “look what you can’t have” except the chocolate is me oouzing of phero’s…
Busy good? Hmmm…I do like to keep myself busy but this busy is more of a not enough staff so everyone is working their arses off, unpaid overtime & no support staff. And they wonder why patients complain they don’t feel they are getting the best care