Did I find my sweetspot or am I delusional?
I just got home and the sun is already coming up. I might as well make it an all nighter and post my results from tonight before I forget them. If anyone reads this, excuse my spelling and grammer. I am a bit drunk and tired.
Tonight I wore the following Pheromones:
1 Spray of Instant Jerk to my Throat
1 Spray of TUTH to my stomach
1 drop of A314 to my wrist and rubbed it all over both wrists
(No socials because I am convinced they weaken the -none based products in a clubbing situation.)
Other Factors
- Intense Cardio workout 4 hours before I went out
- 3X200 mg Nodoz spaced an hour apart before I went out
- I just got my best dressy casual shoes shined at the local shoe repair place, brand new slim fit JCrew Jeans, and a brand new fitted T-Shirt that was classy. I felt like I was looking good tonight.
Summary
There were several possible hits but most of them might not be a pheromone hit on their own. But I’m sure the pheromones had an effect due to the sheer number of possible hits this evening. I’ve never had so many possible hits like this before I started wearing pheromones. But most of them were subtle on their own. I was a pussy again and I didn’t take advantage due to self doubt.
I decided to take the subway that is further from my apartment because the station is an elevated station and the underground stations get really hot during the summer. I did confident power walk that I do sometimes to boost my state. I was also thinking that my horrible Friday night was the result of not breathing enough due to anxiety. My theory is that as I felt anxious, I started breathing less which had the effect of lessening my feeling of anxiety but made me incoherent. So I was focusing on my breathing tonight.
Between my walk to the subway station, the subway platform, and the train itself at least 4 or 5 girls made eye contact with me. Again, I not sure if it’s because more girls are actually making eye contact with me or if it’s due to my increased awareness from the -none.
Anyway, I go to this underground club with a big bar in the middle. (It’s underground meaning a long stairway leading deep in the ground just in case there is some confusion about this.)
I get in an the place is absolutely packed. I make a lap around the place which is very difficult due to the large number of people in the place. I face the bar to get the drink.
I get my first possible hit. This girl walks by me and she shoves her breasts into my back and and drags them along the width of my back. Then she touches me one more time before she moves on her way. I’m thinking at first that the place was crowded so maybe it was incidental contact. But the more I think about it, it was totally unnecessary for her to make that much contact with her breasts into my back so I pretty sure it was deliberate but I’m not 100% sure. If it was deliberate, did she want me to talk to her? I don’t know. I didn’t get a good look at her either so I couldn’t identify her later.
I see an opening in the bar behind a large fake tree. So I take the spot in the corner and chill for a while. I know from experience that if I stand at the corner of a bar for a while, sometimes a girl will approach me but not too often.
So, I’m just standing there at the corner of the bar listening to the music and I start to daydreaming. I’m an intense daydreamer so I go into fantasy land and forget where I am. All of a sudden, there is a cute blond sanding in front of me looking at me. I’m a bit startled. She holds up her beer to me so I stupidly assume that she wants me to open it so I reach for it and she pulls it back (it’s already open of course). She points to my drink and apparently she wants to clink drinks with me so I do that. Then she lingers for a few seconds and I’m like a deer in headlights so she ejects. F#$k, I was not ready for that one.
Then a few minutes later, a somewhat chubby but cute girl is standing next to me with a group of other people. I catch her taking a sidelong glance at me to I open her. The conversation lasts for a couple of minutes but her group pulls her back in. Before I can reopen her, the staff moves me aside because someone purchased a hookah and they needed the space for that.
Then a girl stands next to me and her bare arm is touching my bare arm. Her arm is touching my arm for a solid 15 or 20 seconds. She is really hot and way out of my league so I’m wondering if she is aware that her arm is touching my arm. Then I’m thinking that I’m pretty oblivious and if I know that our arms are touching, she must know too. Then I wonder if she moved that close to me because it was crowded or if this was really a hit. Then I’m thinking that it wasn’t that crowded for her to maintain contact with my arm for that long period of time. Then our course she breaks contact. Then her group (4 really hot women in their early 30s) hang out next to me for about 30 minutes. I see her look my was a few more times but I coudn’t tell for sure if she was looking my way or not. During the next 30 minutes several guys approach them and they all get shot down so I figure I don’t have a chance. Then they left the place.
So I sit at the spot for another 30 minuets and there are no more hits. At this point it’s like 1:30 AM and I decided to stay at this place till closing which is at 4AM in NYC. The place is a little less crowded so I go the dance floor and I start dancing. The rest of the night is a blur.
Several women bumped into me while dancing. I don’t know which onces where hits and which ones were accidents. It’s so hard to tell. Around 3:30 AM when it was no longer crowded women were still walking into me so I’m more confident those were hits because I’m not invisible and there was plenty of room to get by me without bumping into me.
There were a quite a few instances where a woman would stand right in front of me without out making eye contact for no good reason. I would wonder if this was proximity alert but before I could finish analyzing the situation, she would walk away. It’s possible that they just stopped in front of me due to chance but I’m not invisible either. This is a tough one.
There were also quite a few instances where a woman would make a sideways glance at me and then dance right in front of me occasionally bumping into me
as they danced. Again, I’m not sure if this was accidental or not.
There were a few instances where I’d pick a spot on the dance floor and just dance. Next thing I know, I’m surrounded by girls. Now did they surround me just because that was the only empty space near by or was this a pheromone hit? Impossible to know.
There was one girl in particular with medium length black hair that gave me a sidelong look. I actually caught her looking at me like five times. She bumped into me a few times and I didn’t really know what do do. (I don’t know dance floor game but I better learn it soon.) Our bodies kept on touching each other as we danced and I was 75% sure she was doing that on purpose. Then a guy game over and puller her towards him so she started dancing with him. Then a girl behind be started to bump me and made contact with me a couple of times. I saw her look to the side sort of but I wasn’t sure it is was a sidelong glance towards me. But at this point I was right near the speakers and my ears were hurting so I went to the bathroom.
Then I moved to a quieter area of the bar and started dancing but I felt like fool because no one else was dancing there. Then I made my way around the bar back to another section of the dance floor. I saw a girl look at me but she was in a tight circle formation with her friends. How the heck am I supposed to approach with her in that formation?
Next thing I know, the girl with short medium length black hair is dancing right next to me again and bumping into me. Then there is a girl to the right bumping into me as well. So I have two girls each bumping one side of me as they dance. Then next thing I know the girl with the short medium black hair starts grinding one of her female friends so she is no longer in my proximity. Then another woman leans against my shoulder and is leaning against me like someone would lean against a tree. I start wondering if this is a hit but after just about 5 seconds of this she retreats away from me.
Then the girl with the short black hair in bumping into me again. So I hold her shoulders and start dancing with her. I start grinding her a bit and she pushes against me for a little while. Then all of a sudden she looks at her friend and they walk away. I don’t see her for the rest of the night. I guess I mishandled that situation but I really don’t know what to do with a woman on the dance floor. I can barley dance myself.
As I’m dancing this girl walks by and squeezes my arm as she walks by. Then I start wondering if this is a hit. Maybe she was just trying to get by me. But I’ve had many women walk by me before and they usually don’t grab my arm like that.
Then I notice an Asian girl give me a sideways glance and then start dancing in front of me. I’m wondering why girls always face away from the guy after an IOI? Maybe I’m just imaging it but she dancing awfully close to me for it to be a coincidence. But I notice some women just walk up to random guys and put their arms around them but that wasn’t happening to me. I don’t know what to make of it.
It’s about 3AM at this point and this is where it really gets strange. I notice two really hot women standing uncomfortable close to me facing me but they never look at me. Then a third girl squeezes by me and is standing right next to me with the other two girls. The three of then are standing uncomfortably close to me but they are way out of my league so I’m wondering what their purpose it. They aren’t dancing or doing anything. So I walk away and get a drink at the bar.
Then I see a petite girl with a revealing outfit sneak a glance at me. Then her and her friend dance right in front of me and her friend bumps into me as they are dancing. But then they move away from me. Then as I’m standing there I see the three hot out-of-my-league girls walk by me and they go to the bar. After a few minutes a return to the dance floor.
I look to my side and I see another girl in a sparkly outfit standing near me. Then a guy asks her to dance she she starts dancing with him. She bumps into me as she is dancing with him so I move to move to the side. She bumps into me again as she is dancing with him and I caught her looking at me. Strange.
Then another couple is dancing and the girl bumps into me as they are dancing. I move to another area of the dance floor and she bumps into me again. Is this a coincidence or is something strange going on?
Then the next thing I know, the three hot out-of-my league girls are standing next to me. The get into a really strange formation. I standing there and all three of them are facing me but the way they are aligned, it’s like we are the four sides of a square. It’s almost like they were including me in their group but I didn’t catch any of them looking at me so I thought this was quite bizarre. So after few minutes of them just standing there facing me, they move to another area of the dance floor.
So I continue dancing and I’m all of a sudden surrounded by women again with two of them bumping into me. I’m not sure if this is accidental or not. But after a few minutes they migrate away and I’m dancing alone again.
Then all of a sudden, the three out-of-my-league girls are standing right next to me in the exact formation again but again I don’t catch them looking at me. Then one of them goes to the bar. So there are to of them standing right near me facing me and doing nothing else.
Then all of a sudden, one of them moves towards me and bumps into me. I’m a bit surprised and I look at her. She apologizes for bumping into me and and moves away. At this moment, I think the unthinkable. Could these out-of-my-league girls think I’m out of their league? I have been working out and have improved by body. Plus the pheromone combo was working well. So I concluded that it’s unlikely that they thought I’m out of their league. I’ve never been good with women so that would be pretty much impossible.
A couple of minutes later the out-of-my-league girls retreat to the bar. All of a sudden I see the petite girl with the revealing dress dancing in front of me with her friend but she never looks at me. Then her friend runs away. She just stands there right in front of me and yells to her friend to come back. So her friend comes back and they both start dancing in front of me again. Then her friend runs away and she is standing withing a foot of me and doesn’t budge. She yells to her fiend to come back so her friend comes back and they start dancing in front of me again. Then after a couple of minutes, they disappear and I’m dancing alone again.
It is now about 3:50 AM and there is no one within 6 feet of me and all of a sudden I feel someone bump into me and they walk by. It was a waitress at the bar and and she looks back and gives me a flirty look. At first I feel like I did something wrong by getting in her way. But then I thought about the possibility that she actually was hitting on me. I have never been hit on by a waitress at the bar before so I was a bit doubtful. But now that I think about it, I should have walked up to her and struck up a conversation.
So 4AM rolls around and the bar closes. I walk by the out-of-my-league girls who were just standing at the bar area facing each other and doing nothing. I pussy out and don’t approach. I just go home. Now I just finished writing the field report and it’s 6:30AM.
I’m sure I’m missing some of the potential hits because there were so many. In any case, I love this combo of pheromones. I hope I get similar results in the future and I have to learn to take advantage of the hits and not be such a pussy. Too late to check the post for grammer. F#$k it.