Night Out with 30mcg of -None
I’m just got back to my apartment after a night out in Manhattan. It was a kind of odd evening but not quite what I expected from a -none OD.
I went out with the following:
1 Spray Instant Jerk to my right side covered by D&G cologne.
1 Spray Instant Jerk to my left side covered by D&G cologne.
1 Spray of TUTH to my stomach
1 Spray of TUTH to my throat
In total, this is supposed to be 30mcg of -none.
Self Effects
I really didn’t feel that much different but there were a few subtle effects.
- My awareness of my soroundings was significantly increased.
- My sense of smell seemed slightly improved
- My general sense of anxiety was lessened.
- Eye contact didn’t cause as much anxiety as usual.
The best word I could use to describe how I felt on this combination of Pheromones was “chill”. People say that Instant Jerk is supposed to make the wearer agitated or angry but this was not the case for me.
On the subway, I noticed both men and women look at me more than usual. I don’t know if this was because more people were actually looking at me or if I was just noticing it because of my increased awareness. I usually am very oblivious and I definitely was picking up more visual details than usual with this combination of pheromones.
On the subway, there was a girl sitting across from me. I caught here looking at me and I looked right at her and she looked down. She never looked at me again for the rest of the trip. Usually eye contact gives me a jolt of anxiety and is uncomfortable for me but today that anxiety seemed gone.
I go to a neighboorhood bar in the lower east side that is always crowded. I walked in and hung out for a little while. For the most part people seemed to respond to me the same way they did when I wasn’t on pheromones at all. The only difference was when I was leaving, I was pushing may way through the crowd to the door. A younger skinny guy was walking in my direction and our eyes met. He looked intiminitated, moved back and said, “You go first.” That is unusual for me so I wonder if the -none made me seem intimidating at that moment. 
Next I go to an upscale lounge and the bouncer looks at me and asks me which party I’m coming for. I told him that I’m not here for a private party. Then the bouncer scanned me and said, “You can come in but if you have friends meeting up with you, they may not make it in.” That was kind of weird because the bouncers normally turn me away in this situation. I wonder if this was a respect hit? Anyway, I ordered a seltzer water and looked for signals from women but I didn’t get any. Perhaps this was the ghost effect that people talked about. I kind of felt invisible at this moment and I left after 20 minutes.
Next I go to an upscale lounge/club. The place is pretty empty. No one is on the fairly large dance floor and there are only a handful of people at the bar. I order a seltzer water from the male bartender and sit at the bar sipping my seltzer water.
As I’m sitting there, my eyes briefly lock with the female bartender as she is talking to another guy. This is unusual because I’m usually too oblivious to make eye contact with people so the self effects of the spray came in handy here.
After a few minutes, the female bartender comes over and chats with me. We engage in small talk for over 5 minutes which is also unusual for me. I’ve sat at bars dozens of times in Manhattan and I have never had a conversation with a hot female bartender for that long. It is the pheromones or just a coincidence? I think the sprays may have increased my conversational ability but the effect was subtle so who knows? Anyway, the bartender told me that the place doesn’t start to pick up until after 12:30AM and it was only 11:30PM so I didn’t want to waste my time. I said bye to the female bartender and she told me the nights she worked and told me to come back.
I go to another lounge and this place is a bit more crowded. I go to the lower level and start dancing on the dance floor. I really don’t notice any IOIs and no girls approach me.
There was one weird situation where there was this one girl who briefly looks at me. Then she moves 3 feet towards me, bumps into me, and runs away. The a few minutes later she is right there dancing in front of me and bumps me a couple of times but never looks at me so it might me incidental. I touch her shoulder to get her attention and she runs away. The a few minutes later she is dancing right next to me bumping me again and I touch her arm trying to get her attention and she runs away again. Then a few minutes later she is dancing right next to me again so I just ignore her. I wonder if the -none was having a weird affect on her.
So I go upstairs and dance a little bit but I’m completely ignored by everyone. So after about 10 minutes, I go back downstairs. I see a girl standing there by herself. She is chubby and not my normal type. She is texting on her phone and somehow I accidentally bumped into her phone. I asked her if it was a blackberry and she said no. But she has the sweetest smile and as soon as I saw her smile I felt an attraction to her. So we talked and danced for a while and got to know each other for a while. I tried to kiss her at one point where it seemed appropriate but she would not have it. We never kissed at any part of the night.
I suggested that we get a drink near where she lives and she agreed. So, we walk towards the subway holding hands. While waiting for the subway, we have our arms around each other. On the subway, she put her head on my chest and takes a nap. I’m thinking WTF? She has her head on my chest where there is 27.5 mcg of -none and there is another 2.5 mcg of -none on my thoat above her head. Yet she falls asleep on my like I’m her boyfriend that she has known for years. This is not really what I was expecting from Instant Jerk and TUTH combo. So, we basically cuddle the entire subway ride but she has no interest in kissing at all.
We finally arrive at her subway stop and go to a local Irish Bar. (As soon as we get off the subway, she is wide awake) I have my first drink of the night (whiskey) and she drinks soda. We stay at the bar for about 30 minutes. The whole time she is stroking my back and I have my hand on her leg. We are acting like a couple who has been together for a long time. I suggest that we go back to her place to look up something on the internet. She says that she will not take me home tonight but maybe another night.
So we leave and I face her to gauge if she wants to kiss. She has her arms around me but she is still not interested in kissing. She sees a taxi coming and tells me that I can take that taxi home. So we walk to the taxi and I say, “See Ya!” to her. She gives me a really pissed off look, turns around, and walks way.
So, I’m sitting there in the cab thinking WTF? Why is she pissed off since she suggested that I grab the cab. At that moment, I realized that we never exchanged phone numbers. So there is no way for us to get in contact with each other again. I think she thinks that I didn’t ask for her phone number on purpose. She doesn’t know me well enough to know that I am just absent minded by nature and I do forgetful things all the time. Oh well.
Anyway, the 2 sprays of Instant Jerk really didn’t make me aggressive or anyone around me aggressive. I wonder if covering the Instant Jerk with D&G cologne made it ineffective. Oh well.
Anyway, I left the bars early so I can regroup for tomorrow night.