I got my bottle of instant shine on Saturday, and applied two sprays (one to neck, one to wrists) before going out to my friend’s party that night. Self effects- I was definitely more bubbly, talkative and optimistic than normal. Overall, the effect was still subtle.
At the party everything still seemed pretty average. I’ve realized that it can be extremely difficult to decide when something is a hit and when it’s not, especially in the presence of alcohol. For instance, I refreshed in the bathroom with a spray to the chest (then rubbed on wrists), and when I went out had a friendly conversation with my ex. On the other hand, maybe things are just better between us now.
One effect I would say I definitely noticed: after spraying to my chest/wrist, I was talking to this guy and it was a fairly pleasant conversation. About halfway through I threw my arm around him, leaving my wrist close to his chin. He got this super zen/blissed-out look on his face and said something about loving everyone at the party. I also received hugs from quite a few people, and generally people who got one hug came back for more. Possibly an effect of the mones, or just the inviting smell?
Getting a cab afterwards, a guy came up behind me and also put his hand out, then joked that I “needed to teach him the proper hand posture.” We talked for a bit, until I dropped the bomb that I’m both very young and very gay. He was friendly and both he and his friend seemed in an excellent mood for the whole interaction.
The next night (last night) I sprayed three sprays- two to my neck, one to my wrists. Went out to dinner with a friend, my ex and my ex’s friend. The conversation was pretty great, friendly and lively (although that might have also been the extensive beer menu helping things along). I definitely got into that mode of being the center of the group, and everyone seemed pretty willing to go along with it, which I think was due not in small part to the mones.
After that we split up, and me and my friend went to a bar a bit farther uptown. I felt uneasy, but chatted with a couple people and refreshed with 1 spray in the bathroom. Despite my nerves, conversation seemed to flow easily (except, unfortunately, with the ONE GIRL I was interested in. She seemed to be physically avoiding me, even as I bonded with her friends.)
And finally, today. I sprayed twice before going out to a rock gym I’ve been meaning to check out. The staff were friendly, and I was feeling sort of witty and cocky (definitely felt like a self-effect). After some banter with the guys behind the desk as I got my membership set up, one of them offered to climb with me. Seemed nice and a little unusual, as he had turned down someone earlier saying he was off work.
Anyway, as you can see I’ve made pretty extensive use of these mones since I got them. I think I want to get IO next, along with IS/b. Might help things along in the bar scene so I’m not falling back on the “Do you come here often?” line.