So as mentioned in the title of the thread “luck () up!” to all of you.
Why this? It’s ‘cause i’m a german from a mining area and that what is the traditional alas forgotten greeting formula around here.
It means I wished you all to see you comin’ outta the shaft healthy.
Among others it was uranium that was mined here, so … the formula made sense^^
What comes now will give you something to read an think 'bout reason being i’m a kinda thinkertoy. Anyway, I’ve spend some of the last hours reading your forums, so why shouldn’t you return this favour? ggg
Ok, so who am I? A tall and slim man in the middle of the 20ties who has gotten his diploma in physics some months ago.
I’ve used pheromones before - first a product called C-18, kind of a spray, and then a bottle of what should be high concentrated “pure” ~none from what the shop meant.
I was so dumb never to look for exact data on conc. - but from the smell the shop did not lie and I certainly overdosed it “from time to time”. However it was fun playin with it, as far as I can remember.
Anyway this was some years ago and no I’m in a situation quite stuck.
So I searched around a little bit for new ideas and came also back to the ideas of pheromones.
Primary I tried to find answers to some questions:
a) Is there a method to determine one’s own production of pheromones?
Reason for this question later…
b) How can one alter and control the own production of pheromones?
c) How could possibly synthetic pheromones influence one’s own pheromone budget?
d) How does ones phero-budget change with living circumstances?
e) damn right now i’ve forgotten question e)…oh well i will post it, once it comes back to my mind.
Sadly I have not found answers to any of this questions, but I’ve found my way to here…and I like it here. Maybe you can help.
Why did those questions arise?
So, what puzzles me is kinda status-related.
Considering my almost wolfman-like hairgrowth (alas also the little loss on the head
) and e.g. my evidently good odor I would think I’ve got a good amount of Testosterone, Androstenone and Androstenol production going on insida me.
You could certainly call me an alpha, also from behaviour.
I’m not the too muscular type; sporty but certainly no He-Man. But this has to do with genetic disposition, I suppose.
On the other hand, I have many many girls and women around me an feeling comfortable and all this - but I end up as the older brother or father-figurine time after time, the one that understands you female’s of the world. Friendships over friendships.
That’s frustrating and also kinda embarrasing, as you surely understand.
Beeing a scientific type, this made me doubt and bthink…and led to question a), meaning I wanna know if I’m a man with much ~none or less, accordingly to ~nole and b) can I do something about it?.
The next thing to mention is that I move in the “dark scene”.
Females here are…strange.
Many are dumber than 20 yards of cart road, I must admit. But the ones that are not are “addictive”.
And I have become addicted, I can tell you…
But the females in the goth-scene are … let’s say complex. For instance the are realy attracted by metrosexual / androgyn look and behaviour, most are kinda bisexuall and so on.
Androgyn is something I certainly am not and never wanna be ![]()
Much public reaction comes from behaviour, thats for sure, but a not negligible part from scent.
So what I also wanna test is playing aroung a bit with phero’s again.
Deducted from a) comes the question whether I could need a boost in ~none or rather not, also the question of maybe trying something like “Instant Shine” and ALSO arose the idea of testing the use of copulines with regard to the attraction of androgyn male’s here in the scene.
I think I don’t need something like Instant Openness or Instant Honesty, I’m chatted to a lot and am chatty myself, as you see..
You see, I’m not the easy “wanna get the girl next door laid” type^^
Right now I’m interessted in what you think…and if i’ll find answers here.