So here I am. Brand spanking f**n new. A bit o’ background…
I’ve been around the block. Dated and been in a few very serious and committed LTRs. A few years ago I came to the realization that I was unhappy with the quality of the romantic relationships I was in and really wanted to change this. I heard about Neil Strauss book, “The Game” and when I read it, my mind was blown. The guys in the book were relating with women and experiencing situations that I only dreamed of. I made the decision to change the way I was doing things and pursue my dreams with vigor and become a successful PUA.
My ‘game’ has been in development for two years and I’ve come a long way for myself but not necessarily a long ways in terms of ‘the game’ and it’s typical goals. I’ve studied and actually met in person many of the characters from book, including the author. I’m well versed in the philosophies and techniques of both inner and outer game. I changed the way I look and dress, updating my style. I exercise and work out fairly regularly when before I never did. I have made a list of life goals and am pursuing them passionately. I’ve gone on to continue my education and explore new things I never did before. I’ve studied NLP and hypnosis to the Masters level. All these changes have really aided in my pursuit of relationships with women, but also my development as a ‘real’ man and all around successful and positive human being.
Suffice it to say that I can approach almost any group and number close even the hottest of women. (took me a lotta work to get here tho!) I’m fine in both day and night game. Catch me at peak moments and I am that guy … surrounded by the most beautiful women, who are laughing, having the time of their lives and completely engaged in me. My social media profiles are full of pics with me and hotties at parties, events, outings, etc. To top it all off, I’m very lucky in that the industry of my profession is filled with beautiful women.
So what the hell am I bitching about!?!
Well, sticking points my friends. These women love me, really love me. Just not like that. Not in the way every guy dreams of. Seems like, every way, BUT that one. Which is really frustrating. I count many beautiful women as very close friends and they confide in me almost everything (I should be selling my blood as IO and IH), but as for sex … it’s not there. The term is, ‘the friend zone’. And while it’s great to have female friends, particularly very hot ones, it’s frustrating as hell when all I can do is think of having sex w/them and the feeling isn’t necessarily mutual.
The other ironic twist is that most people assume that my relationships with these women are sexual or romantic. I don’t encouraging these beliefs, they are the assumptions these people are making. In fact, one girl told me she felt ‘intimidated’ when we were getting sexual because so many of the girls she saw me with were attractive.
Which brings me to the world of ‘mones. Apparently, my major issue is that I’m terrible at creating successful sexual tension. By getting the right mix of ‘mones, I hope to to generate a sensual/sexual/erotic atmosphere around me, and start succeeding with these great women and others that I meet. Like many men, I’ve always dreamed of having that instant rock star or celebrity appeal sex appeal … the guy that walks into a club or social setting and the women say, “that’s the one I’m going home with tonight”. It’s been my fantasy and I’ve gotten bits and pieces of it working using ‘game’ skills. Now I want to make it a reality.
As I mentioned earlier I’m pretty good with the front end of pickup … opening, building rapport and getting women to really open up and feel comfortable. I’m very lucid about the process … I am even aware of the turning point, I can see it happening, the crossover point where it becomes pure sexual attraction, where’s she really considering whether or not I am the sexual choice for her. My present goal is to amp up the sexual power part of my game. I want to appear alpha, attractive and also accessible. Wish me luck!
My first products are CTTM2, TUTH, A314, and IS.
First day ever with ‘mones!
IS – 1 spray to chest
CTTM2 – 1 spray to back of neck/ hair
TUTH – 1 spray to wrist, rubbed together with other wrist, then rubbed on neck
Effect on self: None.
So, my very first time with this stuff. I’m pleasantly surprised because even with a lot of commercial colognes I’m not a big fan of their fragrance blends. These ‘mones smell pretty good. Relatively subtle and not too obtrusive.
I was going out w/a relative to a hockey game. I thought this would be a great opportunity to test things out as there would be a big group of new people to interact with in relatively close quarters. So to sum up my first experience … well there was nothing that I don’t regularly experience. No reaction from random people, either male or female. I did bump into a woman I know who’s very very attractive whom I haven’t seen in a while. We chatted briefly and she hugged me, which is a pretty usual greeting from her. None of the suggested effects of the products materialized and none of the reactions that I’ve read on this message boards happened either. It is of course the very first time I’ve made use of these products. I made sure to keep first doses low and I understand that it’s not an exact science. So I will probably double the amount next time (basically to 2 sprays) and see how things go.
So … an exciting hockey game, but not an exciting ‘game’ game. Onward ho!
Day 2
IS – 2 sprays to chest
CTTM2 – 2 sprays to back of neck/ hair
TUTH – 1 spray to each wrist
Effect on self: None.
Off to an NBA Game. So a different game then last night and a different crowd. My focus was to observe any reactions that were out of the ordinary, as I am now ‘moned up. My results were the same as yesterday, essentially nothing. After the game at dinner, I offered my wrist to our waitress, told her I was wearing a new cologne and asked what she thought. She took my wrist in her hand, and breathed in deeply. For a very brief moment, her face softened and so did her eyes. She said she really liked the way it smelled. I’m guessing I need to up ‘dosage’. Next stop, three sprays.