Always remember to B+

2x 1 spray shine
2x IH
2x IO

Busy and productive day, out to lunch and waiters exceptionally friendly and attentive,
now out bowling. Maine has candlepin bowling with small balls, and it takes a different kind of skill. Looking forward to my new mx pheremones, it will be trying something I have not yet tried, hope that they will arrive early next week!

I have tried to lie around and heal but to little avail, too boring :smiley: my leg will just have to make do and heal up without my fussing over it much. They used some internal stitches, and surgical glue to hold it together and it is healing very nicely, the glue really seems to work well, much better than stitches that let in germs. I have a zigzag harry potter scar now, looking heroic.
9:00, we were altogether loud and silly and had fun, wound up bumper bowling because we had an eight year old with us, fooze ball, bowling, claw machine and food that was junky, a great time. we had the people around us giggling too. left in several cars and we all went to burger king, I had veggie burger which is surprisingly tasty,the entire burger king place started to become friendly, with strangers admiring the baby and people we did not know stopping to chat. For some strange reason a car alarm went off in the parking lot and again we got the giggles, and a group of four strangers smiled and held the doors open and talked with us while we set out for the cars

the bowling alley has a pool table so we are going to go back to play. Loves me some pool!

burger king has veggie burgers?! :open_mouth: and they’re decent?! Wow, they just got much cooler in my book!!

You sound like my mom, she’s had a couple surgeries on her leg & doesn’t understand the concept of taking time off - to her that’s working a half day at work instead of a whole one. :roll_eyes: I understand because I think I got all those traits too, but be careful & heal well :slight_smile:

Thanks and thanks@ well, you are right, gotta treat the leg a bit better, did pull out a bit of stitches and now resting it better.:o

yes try veggie burg when they do not over cook it is yummie-(I dont eat meat except fish) but it is not low calorie at all :smiley:

yes yes and more yes I got the mx 397 and mx 398 will try tomorrow they both smell great!:smiley:
tomorrow is now today, just a short note about how I felt before I sprayed mx397- I was tired and a bit depressed, sore and groggy, I had a second minor surgery on Tues and was knocked out for it, it was longer than expected and now I am miffed that I needed surgery at all @#$%$# ( I had them both scheduled around the same time so I could recover at once and not put it off) so this morning, Wednesday, I had started with a bit of attitude. and I gave myself two good sprays of MX397, torso,
a nice 63 degrees.
5:30
2 sprays MX397 torso

love the scent, and feeling energetic and upbeat this morning. Really want to go out and do stuff. Got up and did a bit of housework and cant wait to go meet people to try the MX 397 on. It is a great uplift for me. Feeling great, even though pretty sore.Desperately want to exercize, will content myself with going for a beautiful ride and looking around. Great day to enjoy the blue skys and we had rain that took the heat off of the day. Going out now, will report back later, but the self effects are really very positive.
Strangely I found myself putting on makeup and tryking to look pretty before I go out-feel feminine and content.

Today I went to breakfast with a friend, at a local diner. I am friendly with the owners and we often chat while I eat the very tasty home made food they cook, it is a local favorite. It is very common for them to stop and chat with me while they are cooking, so when they came over to say hi it was not unusual. However, both of them told me all about their planned vacations, discussed every detail with me and spent a good ten minutes doing it, which is unusual for them, bercause usually they are too busy to stop and talk that long. They were in the middle of bread making and I got to sample some great home made soup, and was given a discount on the bill too.

I went out to shop at Target, where I spent much more time than usual deciding what to get, I stopped and had some tea there in the cafe they have, and the cooks both went out of their way to come over to the table and chat, one woman actually left her station and hung out just to talk for about three minutes, and i do not know her, nor did I try to get into a conversation, the young and male coffee guy at starbucks was unusually friendly too, lots of big and confusing grins, which I did not know what to make of because he was young enought to be my son. I felt confused.
I stopped to get my phone fixed at verizon, a woman fixed it for me, with a strange twist, while she was fixing it she was standing on the edge of a rim on the legs of her chair and sort of towered over me for about five minutes, which made me wonder if she was the height of an amazon, when I commented upon her height in a friendly way she blushed, it seems as if she had been so interested in fixing my phone that she was unaware that she was standing on the base of the chair, lifting herself about a foot from the floor, and she was startled that she had been doing it, she had been unaware! She was so intent on fixing the phone that she did not realize she was towering over me.
I went to pet store for dog food, and went to the back of the store. Some one in one of the aisles was squeezing a dog tog. A woman who worked there walked up to me and started saying "Ok, it squeeks, we all know that it squeeks! " complaining about the sound the other person was making in the other aisle! She continued to confide in me about her job there, although i did not know her at all!
Continued other basic out and about activites. Other then a bit sore I felt great. When I got home construction guys were installing the insulation for the walls, noting unusual happened, but I was not close to them, they were on ladders and they were busy, tired, sweaty and itchy from the stuff they were installing, poor guys. They are doing an outstanding but very slow job. work like the blazes for a day and then leave me for two, and come back a half day, ect. I can not complain about the quality however the job is really well done. Guys are always very nice and I bribe them with goodies too, most of them are youngish and treat me as a mom/aunt food bearing person .They are polite, friendly and respectful like they would be around a favorite teacher. Wonder if this would make them chatty close up, will see tomorrow.
Home at 5:00, one last spray of MX397. It seems to be a social pheremone with the added touch of femininity somehow to it but a lady like type of femininity. I did not feel overtly sexual at all, but did feel feminine, energised. People were strangely helpful and friendly to me today, although I did not feel demanding or expected any thing unusual. It seems to somehow bring people to me, unless this was a very unusual day. Most of the people were women. They confided in me an unusual amount too, with no regard for normal boundaries that we have with strangers, but not in any uncomfortable way, just seemed very odd.
I will wear this again tomorrow, go to three sprays and try to get some men my own age in my immediate area to see if it makes them chatty too. Really love the smell of this pheremone spray, I would wear it for the smell alone as well as self effects too.

5:30
68 degrees
3 sprays MX 397 Strangely compelled to put on makeup and jewelry, went to grocery store , actually sashayed down aisle, and was stalked by several guys my age and glanced at by guys about ten years younger. seriously. Two of the ladies who were in sixties and worked there went out of their way to come and chat, hardly know em.
Had my butt looked at at least four times, saw out of the corner of my eye.:smiley::open_mouth:
Fish counter lady was equally nice, as were several men my age
This stuff is princess in a bottle, really. I sing classical and jazz, and found myself singing too, when alone.
I dont know why- if pheremones or if placebo, but it makes me strut, suck in my gut, wanna look pretty, and people treat me super nice-
seriously good stuff. Also like the fact that both men and women seem receptive. Only one neg hit. I am very tall, and tower over some people, and take long strides. When pushing my cart I went by a very short man of my age, who seemed to glare a little, and he started pushing his cart quickly along side of me , ( we were in a very wide aisle, so no need too at all, it was on the side of the building where there was so much room I was at least seven feet from him and he could easily pass me. ) and seemed like he wanted to race past me. I went faster, he went faster, and it was almost like two car drivers-he was wanting to go past me although there was plenty of room and no need to race! he gave me another glare, I went to look at something in the aisle, pulled aside and he slowed down and went past me and seemed pleased he had “won” like he was annoyed by my groove, my stride, my height, my womanliness. :smiley: All sorts of good though, as I just found him rather silly.:cool:

Now I am healing up I am gonna join the Y and also gonna get lean/strong and more like me!
!2:30
my cat adores the MX 397, he has been snuggling every time I go home. Went to eye doc apt, in reception area was a lady wearing a pretty dress, which I admired, she proceeded to share all sortts of personal info: " I am reinventing myself" and tells me all about her work-jazz and blues singer, and her life, we shared some common interests–my voice teacher’s mother runs theatre she is associated with- and she was chatty and friendly as if I have known her for years-I think she was as suprised as I was, she seemed imbarrassed about how much she shared, and I gave her my business card, and she went into the dr.s office looking a bit embarrassed about how much she said to me, a stranger. Eye doc and I are friendly and he greeted me warmly, gave me some free contactsand a cup of tea while I waited for my order to come in, but he is very kind any way so he always treats every one well here. I feel great!
2:00 I more spray MX 397

I just got a coupon from the scenticorn! ( One day only coupon offer yesterday) Can not wait till I get my order, yay! Some new mx to try.
Lots of positive interaction with on site construction fellas, who are working hard, friendly and also being extra nice. One guy, (I know it was just to flatter me) told me he thought I was in my late thirties. Well for an older gal I do look good :smiley: Young guys just look like kids to me though, give me a man with grey hair and some lines on his face for character any time, with some wear on him. Much better!

5:30, mx398
two sprays torso and arms
66 degrees

before mx- felt fine, good, a bit tired but upbeat

self effects: first impression is how very different from mx 397-the smell is heavy and musky and seems more sexy, but does not give me an immediate lift like some others do. If anything it is the opposite at first it seems a bit too strong and intense, I regret two sprays and will try using one in next test.
has become a nice scent still heavy musky,
7:30
self effects: not a social mone for me at all, I am not feeling upbeat or social, just want to get work done. I am annoyed by things that usually are not quite as annoying, on edge a bit. My dogs bark at construction guys and usually annoys me, but this is intensified, just want them them to shut up. Generally feeling annoyed at the world a little- and slight headache too.
I have not had a period or a cycle for 13 years because of chemo, and I would say that this feels a little like PMS, just cranky and want people to leave me alone, not a good feeling and very unlike my usual state. However this could just be from an unusual mood and not the mx, so will keep trying it.
9:00 still headachy and annoyed, went inside my room and put on ear plugs, dogs barking because I had to lock them away in a room while the house is getting opened into the new additions. One wall was opened up yesterday, the window broke and the whole wall crashed down and after clean up my entire kitchen is magically twice as large with windows and room for a table and a spot for a loveseat that will be in the sun and a cozy place to read books and watch the birds and garden outside!! Yay! the walls are knotty pine, smells nice and looks really nice. Next phase is cutting out the wall between front of house and new stairway, living within it is such an odd feeling. Really fun to see the walls come down. Still cranky though ans trying to not show it but will try one more spray around noon.
I chatted with construction guys a few minutes, they are still as nice as ever but less chatty then with the social mones.

spray number three, covered with pink sugar perfume

I figured out why I am cranky, I miss my husband who is away on business, and want to love him up, and am cranky due to frustration. I wonder if the smell reminded me of him wnich made me frustrated and cranky. humm. Now that I realize why I was feeling annoyed it makes sense. Perhaps it heightened my need for him, he gets home in five more days. Now the smell is OK with me, still musky smelling but would be nice with the right company instead of being by my lonesome. It does seem to have a very sexual effect on me, but he has been gone a while and I have my needs :smiley: Going out to see if it seems to have effects on other people. I realize however that I should journal about it and try it when he is home! It may be I am just repressing my need for himand when he is home I would not respond in feeling annoyed but would respond by flirting with him. He is always receptive to that! :smiley:

10:30 am yes this stuff puts me in the mood for love. yeppers. Five more days.
3:30-10:30 pm
one more spray before I went out with friends and family to movie and dinner, cowboys and aliens which was so packed we had to sit squeezed together, in this theatre chairs are large armchairs which are moveable and there are long tables for people to share to place their drinks, a couple my age, dressed like bikers sat across from me, and the man was hitting on me like mad, in a very humerous style that showed he was not really meaning anything, just a flirtatious and funny individual. However from his behavior i think if he had been alone he would have tried for my number, just to see if he could. He was trying to show me pictures on his phone and also giving humerous advise to my teen son who was with us, (he is 17) The biker guy who was hitting was being alternately glared at and smiled at by his good natured wife, who interjected often to let him know she was watching, and she would alternate between glaring at me and smiling when I obviously was not responding to her hubbie, except good natured laughter. What a character he was.
sat being squished through the movie by a few guys surrounding us, the tables and chairs were placed too closely, buy we all seemed to settle in and enjoyed the movie together. My little group made a quick retreat at the end and biker guy staired at me the entire time we left, while being glared at by his wife.
Phremones seem to be sexually stimulating to me, perhaps I was a bit more flirty than usual, which may have gotten this hit, or he could have been a very flirty and outgoing man.

I have noticed when wearing MX397 and mx 398 I seem to eat much less than normal, food seems to be unattractive to me.I seemed to pick at my food at dinner, and couldnt find anything I wanted to eat on the menu although I am usually not quite as picky. No longer cranky and annoyed now that I understood why I was feeling that way.

pheremone let down?
This day I went without pheremones, and found myself tired and wanting to take a nap, not as interested in getting out and going new places. I slept a bit ( It was a Sunday and not much work to do) and found myself just having a lazy day and getting nothing done. I wonder if it is a rebound effect from all the pheremones I had used over the last week.

5:30
feel upbeat, awake, ready lo go.
MX398, three sprays, torso and neck

I want to give this a good try, with a good attitude, unfortunately, I get a large headache after application. MX398 seems to just not work well for me.:frowning:

self effects: this mx still seems to give me a combination of feeling slightly annoyed and on edge mixed with a strong sexual charge- and a large headache too. Sad. I was not feeling myself with this MX398. even if it may have effects upon others the headache makes this mx one I would not use. I could try to apply it on the back of my neck but dont see why I would want to, there are other pheremones that I like so much better.

9:30 added two sprays of IS/B so I would feel better, still have headache. I will try to wash the mx398 off.

9:30-2:30 I had a headache and was cranky until it started to wear off, did not get a chance to shower, I stayed to myself, although other people were as polite as usual I was not in a good mood and wanted to be left alone.

2:30-5:30 Gave myself two sprays of IO grapefruit cookie scent, so yumm smelling! I feel so much better and I think my trial with mx398 is over, or at least give myself a week away from it. For some reason it just does not jive with me at the moment.
I have some new mx to try tomorrow though and I am looking forward to them!

7:45, good day, now that I no longer have the cranky feelings associated with the mx398. Very nice and cool evening, had some veggies for dinner and will go out for a walk.

From Sillykitty:

You’re there! lol :smiley::stuck_out_tongue:

Hoping you have some fun tonight!

:smiley::stuck_out_tongue::smiley: Yes I am hee hee! and I will have some fun tonight too, miss my boo.:smiley:

6:00
63 degrees, going to be 73
sunny and clear, not very humid
woke with a start, had to hurry cause construction guys were ariving and I slept in! shower and
3 sprays mx397
1 spray IH

self effects: I get consistant results form the mx397, I feel cheerful, want to look pretty so I tend to put on makeup and something a little nicer than usual, feel a bit flirty and upbeat. What I like about mx397 is that it seems to be attractive to both men and women, younger and older people. The fragrance is light and fresh, and I feel energetic. The effects last about four hours, although I can stuill smell it throughout the day, I tend to freshen up the fragrence with one spray after four hours.

distance: immediate,inches away

My husband has responded very well to the scent and we had a lovely evening last night. He came home a bit earlier than expected and sprprised me, we went out to dinner. I could see that the stress and pressure he was under starting to life, after a few hours home he was relaxed and stress free, and smiling and making jokes. Lovely to see him like that. We had a warm homecoming.
That evening he was unusually affectionate.:wink:

7:30
IO 2x torso
IS/B two sprays torso
1 drop copulins
pink sugar on top

My husband responded very well to pheremones, especially the IS/B and copulins! very affectionate, arm around me or holding my hand all day
We went by ship around the sound and stopped at an island to get some food, it was lovely but overcast, no seals or puffins to be seen today but lots of eider ducks. Stropped at a farm stand to get some potatoes and corn and had a fish feast today when we got back home.
I am certain that my husband has responded in unusually affectionate ( and sexually responsively)ways. He had his hands on me all day today and even held my hand when we were in Portland, unusual for a New Englander, all right, ayah. He was a bit stary eyed too. Made me feel pretty!
Now, what to wear tonight!:smiley::wink:

Getting my mani/pedi done and did ( first this year, certainly not something I do often, my hands are a mess as a sculptor)
apt at 11, showered/shaved/scrubbed my toes and feet well ( I am barefoot for many hours at beach and my feet are tough and rough)
8:30 am
rainy and slightly chilly, I feel fall starting here
applied:
2x Instant Honesty ( grapefruit cookie)
1x Instant Shine

I really like the IH scent. Going to get dressed nicely and makeup and feel a bit female. Gotta start lookinjg for a winter job because tourists are gone now and my artwork sales have had the seasonal drop, as well as the gallery going broke ( my friends gallery was my main outlet for my work, sad, a pipe broke and flooded it and now litgation because her landlord wants her to fix up the gallery )

1:00 and very long two hour chat with man of my era about music /philosophy/ art/ music again, and life in general, he is a local guy who owns a store I wandered into for the first time today. Learned quite a bit about Los Vegas from his perspective. The honesty/shine combo was perfect for conversation. I could tell he was interested in the conversation we had, and it was hard to leave because he kept on bringing up interesting things to talk about :slight_smile: . He plays in a band, should have him come over to visit with other art/music friends when the house is done. music and food. I think an early winter party of some type would do it!
Fall is in the air, I can feel it, getting chillier now. low fifties at night, rain and low seventies daytime. Getting a bit less sunshine too. I can see a slight tinge of yellow in some of the trees, in a short time the trees will be gold and red and apples ripe. ON the mountain my fall begins early September, so I have about three weeks left before the leaves will change and fall. Mid September for the coastal and southern parts of Maine. Got some food from my garden and made roasted red peppers, eggplant,onions, herbs, topped w cheese and was yumm..but in just a short while I will have frost. I have a sad little watermelon which may or may not be ready in time, but the pumpkins are starting to be happy.
Because we are so north the sun starts to go down so early in the fall. I miss the sunshine already, and will need to make sure I get some more of it soon! I spent most of last night on the back sunroom with all of the windows open just listening to the last of the summer sounds and feeling a bit sad that summer is almost gone. The start of winter brings mild anxiety-because I have power outages so need to be ready for days without it, stocked up with food, wood, water, insulated, and the construction is not finished so will need things in place over this next month. I live on top of a small mountain, and a few years back the roads off the mountain were all washed out so I couldnt leave for a few days,and I have had ice storms which took power away for a week or so as well, so it is just natural for me to worry a bit that things will be in place in time for first frost. Fall is lovely but has some worry with it.
Used up all of my IS?B and just ordered new! Thanks, John!

Last bit of sunshine fading at 4, turining into rain and reminding myself of the long nights and short days ahead of us.
4:00
tried a tiny touch of Ammo I bought as a gift for my seventeen year old son, to start his high school year out well, sprayed it on my wrists as a self test to see if I find the smell attractive, and it is absolutely wonderful, masculine but not overbearing, great scent and good for his age group too, teen women would like it as long as he does not spray on too much! Teen men do two things wrong at his age, one would be not showering enough/soap, or they go the other extreem and spray on way too much aftershave. Either one is a problem. I can see this as a very attractive thing and I am very glad I bought it for him. I have read a lot about ammo and thought from what I read that it is good for his age, as well as Instant Gentleman, IO, IH and IS. No, I am not trying to encourage him to become a sexual genus, ( rather not even think about him having sex at all) just want to help to give him a bit more confidence and a good vibe, and be a happy camper through the tough high school years, he is not a jock, short for his age, and could use the ammo to even out the playing field, make him a happy teen. So, as a mom, I think it is like other things to add to his attractiveness, including the braces he will finally get taken off in a few months, and the contact lens in his eyes! This summer he has grown a foot, gotten a deeper voice, and will enter tenth grade as an older guy, I hope the next two years will be good ones for him.
Now I will wash it off and replace it with something for women.
4:30 pm
scrubbed it off well, and applied mx412 2 x left wrist and mx 413 2 x right wrist, smell for self effects and for scent . I likke both scents, will continue to sort it out over the next few hours.I am invited out by my daughter to go find something to do, we will go to get some sherbert and to a stripmall about 20 miles away just to be out. We are so rural there is little here local to do except watch the garden grow, which is lovely most of the time but boring at the moment. So, out with mx412 and mx413

after reading so much about mx412 and mx413 zI was sad about not having a large response to either one. Certainly not as strong as my reaction to IH IO and IS, or IS/B. I read that they were like IFM, which many men have written about, and I also had seen some women who feel that IFM was like its name, magic, great for PMS ( which I dont ever have) is it specifically for hormonal shifts and I am not reacting because I dont get hormonal shifts? Dont know what the hype was about, but no response that was out of the usual for me today. Perhaps I used too little so will try again.

8/11
I got a call from an agency that wants to set up an interview, I go Monday. I have been spending the day tweeking my resume, getting recertified and transcripts mailed out, and trying to get all the paperwork done that is required for gvt jobs. It may be worth while though, I will see Monday :wink:

Today was cloudy, overcast, 73 degrees, and I wore:
IH 2x
IO 2x
I was much more chatty than usual, went to a friends business and sat around talking and giggling too much. They had gone skydiving, and are taking the courses to get some sort of certification, which reuires six sky diving lessons with someone strapped to thm, and some more independent dives with someone supervising them. I dont think I would have the courage, I wad told that free fall is seconds, but the ride down once the chute opens is about ten minutes and that is the fun part. I dont think I would do it however.
I am going to look for a good interview outfit, something professional but not too stuffy looking, and easy to move around in.

House construction is at a stand still, and hope that they will get itn done before winter comes here, I will need a heater in about two or three weeks, or it will be chilly here and I will have to set a fire at night.
Tomorrow will be another island trip, I want to do it as often as I can before the water get too bitter to travel on! Tomorrow a nice long hike, a swim, and a boat ride for a few hours.
I am going to fix up our catamaran for one last sail and perhaps set it up with a car battery and a prop to give myself an easier ride when it gets tough. The cat is fun but takes too much work sometimes. It sails low, and usually we ge soaked on it, and it zips along so quickly, but it is a lot of work to sail and I would like to enjoy drifting sometimes and not having to be at the mercy of the wind when it drops off, but I am not the sailor my husband is, he can sail with no wind to speak of , and knows just what to do by watching the waves. I have a lot to learn before I can go out on the ocean and I keep to large lakes. It is a hobie cat with a trampolene, large enough for two if you dont mind lying down, butt in the water. My husband has been sailing since he was a tiny kid, he is an island boy and spent his childhood on the edge of the ocean. He would sail when he was eleven or so, island to island, trying to get into the worst waves, eddies and currents that he could. He can see patterns in the waves that I am just beginning to see after about seven years. He told me that if you ever get lost you can follow the waves back to the shore, as long as you know how to read them. The hobie is a small catamaran, it is simply a few sails, a trampoline, ropes, nothing much to speak of, so it is not equipt for long ocean trips, you have to skip around the shoreline, and stick to bays and coves. I would like a speedboat, with a small cabiin, and would like to go along the shore till I get to florida some day, but never travel far enough from sight of land to get lost, the waves are just too much for small craft. Still, I have been out enough to have earned some sea legs, even in slightly higher waves, five feet or so, I have learned to ride it out, sort of like riding a horse. However, I would be no match for rough weather, and I am not dumb enough to try!

Nothing exciting to report, the IH and IO combination has a consistant response from myself and other people, I will use it on the interview. I just hope that I do not get too chatty. When I was called for an interview it was a little out of the blue, i was looking around but it was unexpected, so I felt a bit out of touch when she called to set up and interview. I sort of rambled a little, but when I emailed her a resume, she called me right back and that conversation was a bit more comfortable for me. She seems bright, and kind, and organized, sent me very accurate directions and many forms to fill out. This job would pay well but be emotionally exhausting, and take up a lot of time with red tape and paperwork, so I have mixed feelings about it. I guess it would depend upon the people I would work with, and the nice part is that I could set my own schedule.

Congrat YOU lations! An interview!

I got a good feeling about this interview; if nothing else the practice of a good interview is invaluable. I think you should be great with IO and IH. Just keep the IO level below the IH level. I found that worked for me. Just enough so I don’t sit there with them prying words outta me with a crow bar.

I love cats! Haven’t been on one in years! Art college, I think. It’s always surprised me that no-one here has cats. The Sound is perfect for it and it’s never quite without breezes. But they all have the little 12’ sailboats. ? What’s up with that? :confused:

Thanks for the information about IH and IO, I will use your advice! I am excited about the interview too.

I am surprised that no one there has cats, they are great! So fast, light and less expensive, easy to move, into and out of water. I wonder why? I will keep ours forever, regardless of how weathered it is getting!

5:30
sunny days, cool evenings low 70s day, low 50s night
2x IO
2x IH

Peaks island ferry and spent the whole day on the island, hiked the beach and climbed rocks and got sunburned and wet, visited the umbrella cover museum, ( yes it exists on peaks island!) Portland was in its glory today, ate pizza from a wood burning brick oven, the streets had live music and balloon animals and people being mellow and happy. Got home and tired and sore, thinking about winter.

lakes freeze so solid here you can drive a truck out on them, pulling ice fishing shacks onto the ice, people cut holes down deep into the ice, which is strangely blue and glows. They heat their shacks with little propaine heaters. The ice moans and creaks and when you walk across the lake it is like a trampoline, it bounces and waves under your feet, it squeaks and cracks and shudders. Places on the ice have rock like formations formed when the ice pushes into itself, like fault lines.I understand why the Inuit have so many names for snow now, how each type has a character that tells you something about what is happening in nature at the moment. Some snow is almost like sand-it blows gritty and can whiteout your vision and scald your cheeks raw, like they were burned. and there is spring snow that smells like spring.

So I am nesting, getting ready for next spring and weathering winter again.The trees have lost the lighter green of spring, the darker green of summer, they are now that final green before winter, the dark, dry looking and slightly waxy color right before the leaves turn. The last of the baby animals have started to wander into the roads, the skunk babies are some of the last to go, hunting season will start and even our dogs will have to wear bright orange in the yard for fear of being shot. Here hunting season arrives and all of the peope here wear bright orange, even going to check their mail, businesses have early hours for coffee specials for the hunters, and a cow or horse gets shot at by some idiot some years, people have started to dress their horses in orange blankets. Guys walk through the back acres wearig cammo and carring rifles, and deer run through my yard, bless them, to hide near my apple trees. The hunters are supposed to respect the house and leave them be.Crazy guy next door shoots off his porch this time of year. My yard is full of wild turkeys that wander into my drive way and stare at me, they have little fear and are dumb as bricks, following each other right into passing cars, like squirrels, they have no idea what to do about traffic. I still think they are somehow cute though, with their strange walk and necks poking forward when they walk, as if they can not move legs without moving their funny, tiny heads.And of course, we worry about moose on the road, which can kill you if you hit them, because they fall on the cars. never hit one, but came close a few times, mostly I see deer, especially on these mornings, it is cool and they like the mist of the season, they also like the early twilight and late sun in the mornings, deer are creatures of mist and dusk. They love to eat my apples, which fall and turn into semi alcoholic cider mush, wild things love to eat them and get slightly drunk. Some mornings I can see that animals have eaten them up from the ground to six feet or so off the trees, but they also like the ones that drop. Have some chipmunks, saucy little guys who live near my mailbox and who stare at me fron a few feet away, scolding me. Some strange animals living a few acres back, I hear it call at night. Dont know what it may be, and the call is loud. I know we have fishers here, they eat cats, they are like giant ferrets with attitude.foxes, mink, wolves, here too.

i can still hear a few grasshoppers. after first frost, when the ticks, biting flys and mosquitos are gone, I will cover myself with orange and climb up the mountain. There are old foundations of settlers houses there, old cemeteries, camps and trails, lots of logging so some places look bad, but animals love places that have been logged. I will climb up, and tie orange plastic ribbons around trees to mark my path through my yard, It is not possible to mark it well enough to keep hunters out but they will notice the path and understand a house is five acres back. It also helps me find my way around in winter when I cant always make out a path. It has certainly been a help some days when I get lost.

fall makes me long for spring, although it is lovely it is so short lived here, and winter so long and so dark. usually you go to work when it is dark out and get home when it is dusk, and the only sun you see is during lunchtime. I just miss the sun, weekdays. Laine sunshine is white light, a clear and still light, not like the hazy golden light of the midwest. The colors are crisp here, and the little towns look like currier and Ives lithographs. I think Wyeth paints New England at its best.

what does this have to do with pheremones? nothing

7:30, 58 degrees
sunny and cool

Instant Shine 2x
Instant Openess 2x
torso, arms

Instant Shine has a giddy effect on me, it makes me laugh! Today it was tested an hour while I was up a mountain, both my travel partner and I were cracking up the entire time during a hour long trip being lost and unable to turn around.
A long, giddy drive with a GPS that went very very wrong somehow, I wound up driving up a gravel and rock covered road, getting higher and higher onto a mountain, meeting an atv on the way, so we had to drive to the edge of the gravel and rocks, with a steep incline on either side, impossible to turn around and so went forward until we got to a logging area, a tiny little path into the woods, much too small for a car, where we could turn around and make the trip back down. The entire time the GPS
was telling us to continue!:smiley:

Gravel and dirt roads are very common here, so we were not aware of the problem for several miles, it just got more and more narrow and precarious until we had to laugh, and so steep and impossible to back up because of the fear we would wind up in a ditch or upside down. It would have taken us to the top and over the mountain! Just not by car, donkey perhaps!:slight_smile: So onward we went hoping to find a side of the road level enough to not get stuck or slide over the edge of, going slower and slower, road getting tighter and tighter, rocker, steeper, GPS insisting all would be well.

Thanks to Shine it was hilarious.We made it back down and was an hour later arriving to a party that was fun, and the home owner told me, yes, that has happened many times, somehow when people put their address into a GPS, it often tried to take them over the mountain and onto a road not meant for cars!Ah, Maine. Some one must have named and registered a road somehow, and left it a path in the woods.

Finished the day with a stop in a garden, home now!

ps 9:30 pm very very very noisy and somewhat large animal prowling in my yard I can not see because all outside light fixtures not yet hooked up EEEEk hope just a moose, but I went around house to close screens and even locked the doors, how very very silly, but have been hearing a strange cry in yard for a few nights and now big beast, must be moose or deer haven’t been bears around this part of the mountain. LOCKED door, how very sillly but did it any way, as if that would change anthing-(moose would knock first they are very polite, lol), and of course there are occasional animals that are dangerous, dogs are going nuts, a big cat? (lynx,bobcat,couger,mountain lion) very rare here but not unheard of, or wolf coyote fox? There are many around here but this is not sneaky sounding, sounds too big and noisy though. no bear snuffs, and lower to the ground, bold but not graceless like bear, not sleek like big cat or wolf. large and low to ground sounding. Whatever it is it is not afraid of me bustling around and shining a flashlight out, too dark to see anything. worst case is fisher or a wolverine, eeek, dangerous little beasts both of them, both fearless but the wolverine is bigger, both climb and hunt from tree tops . There was a fisher in my yard a few years back that ate peoples house cats, it would rear up on its hind legs when i drove home at dusk, and when i tried to drive into my driveway would growl at the car, totally fearless. Like a giant ferret. They are fearless but stay away from people unless they feel cornered. But I have never seen a wolverine here, it is so dangerous it would need to be hunted, and taken to a sanctuary far from people/ they are bigger than a fisher, and aggressive enough to be a real problem. Hope that is not the strange sound!!! The next few days I will have to keep my dogs close to home, and look at tracks, I hope the ground is soft enough to get some. Its ten now and it has gone. going to bed now. N.o fisher screams yet, they sound like a human screaming, yeegads hope it is nothing to be too worried about, I am usually comfortable with wild animals this one gives me the creeps cause I cant place the sound or behavior at all and it is too bold, big, and strange to me, I know the sound and behavior of most wild animals here. was not a bear, or moose, not the right sound. alien mountain creature alert!!!

I had that happen with a specific GPS; I’d flown to San Francisco to go to Oakland for an interview - I just love how well the roads are marked in Cali (sarcasm - btw.) Ended up at Pacifica (look it up - I was horrified) but the damn thing didn’t acknowledge any deviation from the chosen route. It never corrected and just kept on telling me to take these turns and those exits. :open_mouth:

Had to look both of those up on Google images. :slight_smile:

:open_mouth: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
squealing like a little Barbie princess whose tutu just got caught on a chainlink fence!
OMG**.**

OMG yes !!!, fishers are aggressive, and common here but it sounded bigger than a fisher and heavy, it broke small branches. And wolverines are downright dangerous, hardly ever hear of them out where I live, but it happens rarely that one is spotted in our town. Last night I had both dogs shivering on the bed and my cat actually slept with us too, so whatever it was it smelled scarey to all of them. My house backs up to wilderness, a mountain and wild woods with a few trails and logging areas, so critters visit sometimes. But never one that scared me this way before. I am keeping to the front acres today, and both dogs kept by the house this morning. I will look for prints and broken branches once it is gone, I still hear activity back there and it is daybreak.

It did not want to eat my veggies from the garden either, which would be attractive to a veggie eating animal. I am not happy that it feels OK sticking around during daylight though, bold animal whatever it is. Sometimes moose get a disease called brainworm ( yes, worms in brain) makes them crazy and fearless and dangerous and bold. It could be a sick animal, acting strangely and sounding strangely to us, or a predator that is rare so I dont understand the sound, cry, and behavior. Just very uncommon that it would be around during the day, it is past 8 right now, so we are all still scared a bit. It is not out in the yard though, just an acre or so back, walking around.

Didnt sleep well last night though. My little dog snores, and I didnt have the heart to throw him out of the room, usually I dont allow them on the bed but he was scared. All three animals had a truce last night :smiley: cat usually dislikes the big slobbery dog who tried to lick him all the time, last night it snuggled up to him!. I am beat. If it sticks around a few days and moves into the neighborhood I will call animal control, unless i spot something more harmless like a lame animal which would account for the excess noise and odd behavior. Could be wounded from a trap.

I hadnt had a lock that worked on my door for 35 years, and now, with the new construction I have one that works. it was one of the few times I have ever locked the door here! I am glad that the door works now. I know we need to get into the habit of locking them now. When my husband built the house there were hardly any people here and he left it open in case someone came down from the mountain in winter, so they could keep warm. Only hunters, people on atvs, or someone lost would come and would need to get warm so it seemed smart to leave it open in case someone came by on a freezing day, still, times have changed.

Now, there are are ten or so houses up and down the mountain on our road, wilderness behind and before us, it is getting a bit crowded now. just a few years back it was more common to see animals, perhaps they are getting crowded out of their territories now that more people are moving in around us.
anyhow, tired and will get some more rest, now that I have taken care of everyone, dogs walked and fed, son settled in and going out to movie with his friends and warned several times to keep away from back acres the next few days. He will want to look, but at least he will be aware and more careful and stay out of deep woods or from under trees. Most of the predators here are ambush, they dont outrun, just leap from above or behind things, they dont usually like fields and yards that are open, and almost all of them leave humans alone most of the time. It is very common to see wolf packs, but they stick to eating rabbit and turkey, I actually like wolves but farmers dont. the big cats are almost never here because they have territories up more north and need so many miles of land to wander about in, people talk about seeing them occasionally and once and a while you see a picture of a big cat in the newspaper here, but not in this town. They are very unlikely to hurt us.
year back a baby moose wandered into our yard, it was so young it was fearless, and smaller than a regular moose and careless about how it walked so it made a racket moving about, so it could be a big and young animal just leaving mom and not able to hide the noise it makes.:smiley: That would be the best case, young moose are so cute to watch, one walked right up to me and stared down at me so intently. I was scared it would stomp on me, so I just backed up to a tree and stood there and it came right over to be, almost touched me with its huge head, it is all legs at that age, ungainly, skinny, with a huge head and eyes with long black eyelashes. I wanted to stroke its nose but was too scared I would spook it, (if you come upon a moose in the water swimming it is safe to touch it, because it can not stomp on you and will be docile and allow people to take a boat right next to it, but moose are fearless , and walk up to anything, and step on it if they find it threatening in any way they simply squish it, which is why they are dangerous around cars, they dont run from them like deer do, they either find them neutral or want to fight them if they are in rut)

Still I need to find out what makes that strange cry I heard the past few nights. I can google animal sounds :slight_smile: