Amicitia: P85 on the neck under IJ or Ammo keeps breaking barriers in my classes

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I have felt so lazy as of late when its come to reporting so I figured I would at least try to write something. I usually have nothing interesting to report but I have found a pattern with one of the putatives I have been using lately.

Back to back I’ve been using 40 mcgs of P85 to the sides of my neck along with either 1 spray of IJ or 3 sprays of Ammo layered on top.

In all my classes I’ve been in P85 has this common denominator of breaking barriors with people. Normally people have this barrier of not knowing me so they resort to this utmost boring form of small talk that leads to a couple one word answers lacking every quality of good socializing. When I talk to people in my classes with this stuff on I come off like a “Ryan Seacrest” TV personality type. I’m not saying I get charisma or socialibility or funnier but people see me as a representative of something “known” to them so they talk to me as if we have familiarity with each other even though its still quite superficial in the actual relationship sense.

People find my company enjoyable and even funny at times and I enjoy some respect from these individuals. The poison vindicated by the concept of “stranger” is quite subdued and the idea of community fosters itself as long as some effort is put it on my part. Even in one of my writing classes there were these 2 girls that ended up instantly clicking on the second day of class and now they chill and come to class together and all that good college nonsense. I know it seems like a coincidence but I never see anyone click that fast and these 2 sat right next to me.

I was never good at making friends so a development like this is a blessing of sorts to feed my social appetite. Although like anything I do have to warn that just as with all pheromones are misconstrued “miracle workers” of sorts I won’t make more friends with P85 but at least it will give me a fair shake with people.

This was my biggest reason for using pheromones in the first place. Tacitus has a post talking about individuals that in no way shape or form fit in society. I hate to acknowledge that I am one of those people but what can I do. Society didnt know what to make of me. Society didnt know what to do with me. I’m not american. I’m not chinese. I’m simply a person living on the outskirts of society only entering it to fulfill whatever needs I can achieve. P85 helps me bridge that gap while I have to entertain the society that I really have stake in.

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I don’t know how you can possibly not get along with people, based on what I notice here you are a likeable person with good intents, maybe something just holding you back?

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I’m a person you can have a good conversation with when your stuck in a place like work, school, a office, or any sort thing like that. Other than that though nothing ever holds in terms of seeing people again to hang or do stuff outside of those premises.

Basically in a PUA sense applied to overall relationshisp I’m a kewl guy that no girl wants to sleep with. I’m MX297 in every sense of socializing except more rough and less smooth.

I’m a guy with a off beat type humor, I can’t tell stories, and I’m a straight edge (better than calling myself a good two shoes) for the most part and when you couple that with a introverted personality and not liking to watch sports or UFC of any kind its hard to have true camaraderie with guys much less girls.

Its tough to actually connect with people in my perspective P51. I should be happy I can be “fake” enough to be congruent with my signatures so people dig me for the moment. My father was always my crutch. He was great with people, great with women, great at telling stories. The more I try to be like him the further away from it I get. I’ve learned to accept my personality for what it is. Nothing can change that.

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Is P85 a game changer for you?

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For my game yes. I can actually “be” one of the boys while playfully entertaining the girls with witty banter style flirting. Does it make me the life of the party in a casual setting? No. It brings more life to my own party and people like the vibe I give out enough to listen, stick around, and most oddly enjoy and laugh at what I say.

I would like to see someone try P85 with P99 or Beta Nol to see if it enhances the bonding attributes that are akin to friendship or general closeness. Its my favorite molecule right now and the best thing about it is most people wouldnt be interested in buying P85 especially with the way I describe it :smiley:

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Interesting. So you think it’s mostly the P85? I have to say I agree with P51 you seem like you would be easy to talk to. However on here I see that you bring a certain level of intensity when you do post. Do you let your passion fly when you are socializing?

Living in shadows can be rough. Break free of them can be painful. Instead of seeking balance or even seeking to be more or less like a person think 3 dimensional. Be more of you. BTW straight edge is what’s up. That’s who my clothing line fans are. Straight edgers, those that don’t fit in a box. Those that seek to do right. :slight_smile:

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I’m too conservative to give myself credit for the great socializing. I’m a social butterfly stuck in a eccentric reserved mindset. Its a little tough to go against that but with mones I can fight it certainly.

I always sought social acceptance throughout middle and high school through being helpful, kind and all that other stuff. It took me many years to reconcile with the fact that being helpful and kind was fine but not in the sense I was doing it. Even though being considerate and sweet is a part of me I used it as payment for people to like me and obviously it totally backfired in my face because I had this overwhelming lack of self worth and instead of showing people me, all I showed was the shell of me.

P51 talks about holding back and you JW talk about the shadows. If it makes sense in the case of a character being at war with myself thats how its representative of me. I always have this feeling that people won’t like inner me so I only show bits and pieces of it. The fact is the child in me is very fragile and gullible and ignorant. He wants everyone to like him, He wants the world to be peaceful without racism and segregation and the violence that still goes on today over it, he wants a woman that will be his princess and adore all the romantic things he does for her. I can’t let anyone get to that part of me. I have to protect him. Hes the only thing I have. My tough practical “the world is a warzone” side of me has to protect him even at the loss of the chance of connecting with someone. The fact that hes brazen and foolish enough to keep dreaming those ideas and doesnt want to conform to more sensible ideology makes him stronger than my unwavering tough side in spirit yet at the same time the most vulnerable to attack.

The inner me is like the King in chess. Hes the most important piece because without him the war is lost yet hes also the most insignificant piece because he cant fight and in terms of ability is only better than a pawn.

I don’t show passion openly. If I see a girl that awakes all my desires mental, physical, spiritual I can only express it on paper not in the form of kino or verbal flirtation.

I’ll try to be more 3-D although I have to say I have always preferred 2-D Metroid over 3-D metroid. Perhaps my life can be related to video games after all :cool:

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What are you talking about Olfact? You are one of the amazing people in this site.

I just wanna say something if you don’t mind. Not everyone is born with this attractive personality. it is based on how you were raised. everything can be changed. If you are not progressing in life the way you want to, guess what? you can change yourself.

I got a good friend of mines that had this shyness issue that everytime he meets a girl, his eyes water. Yes, that is how bad it was. What I did is that I took him to this shopping mall in downtown and made a deal with him. He gives me everything he has on him except his clothes and there is no way for him to go back home then walk for 4 hours or talk to 15 girls. I mean talk as in not just say hi and leave but go and talk to them. I know i was harsh but I believed that when you fear something you just need to throw yourself at it and you will find out that your mind made it bigger then what it seemed.

yes, within 3 hours he gave up about 10 times. 6 times just before he approaches a girl I point at and 4 times after the approach. The motivating thing for him though was that he knew I know what I’m doing because he trusts me so much.

His eyes began watering for the first couple of approaches but then he was like what the hell, he didn’t care and wanted his stuff back so he started acting bolder and bolder knowing that he will get rejected anyways, so might as well show his real self. Guess what, after the 9th approach, he doesn’t seem to get rejected at all and started getting phone numbers. Something he only dreamed of. I know he’s a cool guy in the first place but this little(big?) thing stopped enjoying his life to the fullest.

Anyways after he finished the whole 30 approaches we stayed there for another 3 hours “testing his skills”.

He met a girl later on just by walking up and saying what was in his mind and now, they are married and had their first kid last month.

What I’m trying to say is that, I know it feels weird being someone that is not you. But when you implement something and stick to it, it becomes who you are.

Like I said at the beginning of the post, you are an amazing person seeing ur posts and conversing with you a couple of times, very very interesting. There is nothing wrong with you in trying to adapt or change a thing to advance your life and “owning your world”.

You also mentioned that people wont like your inner you. Have you revealed it fully to others or its just a thought that you are not good enough for them? I used to have confidence issues but I learned at a younger age from my dad that be very honest with your feeling and that not everyone would accept who you are. You have to be looking for getting rejected more then getting accepted in the beginning by showing your true inner self to others, and you will find out that the people who accept who you are is greater then the others. I wont lie to you it feels so weird but stick to it everyday and watch how your life changes. leave the acting for others, be who you are and if you don’t like who you are then change it and adapt better qualities and stick to them.

I don’t know if I’m on topic or not but I just wanted to say what is on my mind.

Take care man

God bless

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I find P85 is a light social beta mone… It’s a none buffer, alone it’s weak, a combination of anol (but less hitting and not romantic) and P130. Nothing special, but it seems that people around me are more open, to each other (mood elevator), but far less to me…

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Dude I don’t know if there is anyone out there that doesn’t really want what you are talking about. You’re talking about real human interaction. Real transparency. Core to core connections. I don’t see anything wrong with that.

You’re talking about your inner child, and I can certainly relate to your words. I have felt the same way. In fact now that I have my own children I am constantly trying to protect them from the world. And usually I succeed. I don’t want them to be hurt by all of the lies, apathy, anger, and BS. But you know what, my oldest son who is still really a baby lives from the inside out and I can’t always protect him because he’s growing. The funny thing is, that it’s not him that needs protecting. It’s the world that needs protection from him. He lives every moment with so much child, because he is a child, like passion that he breaks down barriers with a simple smile. People who have preconceptions about him or life in general cannot stand against his inner truth, love, and idealism.

I’m an idealist too bro. I agree that I have learned that I can’t let everyone see the real me. Some of that is reserved for those that can appreciate it, but everyday I attempt to open up more. Because I believe that I was made for impact. My outer shell no matter how tough it is impacts nothing.

I may try this p85 now. BTW have you read “Intimate Communion”? I think you would like that one.