Hello everybody. As many new users, I’m completely new even to the idea of pheromones. Spent the day researching online and I’m definitely eager to try it.
I’m a 24 y.o. female, just recently moved from Russia to Canada - I’m an international student. As some may imagine, Russia isn’t the healthiest country in terms of social environment. I’m naturally overly hyper and - turns out - outgoing, but while in Russia I preferred to keep to myself, had a moderate circle of acquaintances and ‘hang-out friends’(no one in the ‘true best friend’ category as we moved a lot) and an engaging hobby that took a good amount of my time. I rarely happened or even wanted to meet new people. It was extremely boring and dull, but I generally have a very, so to say, self-sufficient personality and don’t need much to feel alright.
Now in Canada, I’m finding that I’ve been missing… a lot. I’m surrounded by people I like, interesting and, well, just plain normal. Wasn’t so many of these before. I enjoy nice, warm, polite human beings, enjoy people smiling at me on the streets, appreciate ‘hello’s’ from complete strangers - I suppose that doesn’t make sense to many of you(as it would be a norm to most users here, I assume), but that difference in behaviour that comes from small things feels incredibly drastic to me. I had no idea - but I LOVE people. A lot of things could make me feel good - but people were rarely among them.
It changed.
Sorry for the long rant, but who doesn’t like talking about themselves? ![]()
I have to say this - I’m wishing for pheromones to be capable of miracles, but my expectations are - hopefully - within reason.
First thing I want is more attention from two of my teachers. One I want to be more ‘cooperative’, more, perhaps, attentive and personal to me - he makes me feel a bit intimidated, and this is uncomfortable to a certain degree. He is a great guy and a great artist - I want friendlier, more open and intense communication. So much I want to learn from him. ![]()
Second teacher - I’d say it’s already safe to put him on my ‘buddy’ list, we interact on a fairly personal, sometimes flirty level. I love being singled out(well, just a bit) from other students, and I’m really, really needy when it comes to his attention. I’d like more of spicy flirting and, if it’s there, a little bit of sexual tension.
Secondly… I know it’s a long shot and wrong approach, but I wonder if pheromones could help with my occasional mood swings and improve my overall attitude. It’s kind of funny or stupid, but after being in a wonderful mood for a couple of days I’d feel really down for no reason - like a withdrawal. It’s annoying and burdening. And boy, do I wish to be able to stop myself before I do something stupid. Probably not an easy fix, heh, but I would like to feel more collected and eventually figure out a way to stop when I ought to.
Again, sorry for lotsa letters and bad grammar… :o