And so my journey begins...

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Day 18:
I didn’t apply anything in the morning since I had a double period of soccer to start my day off, and, as what usually happens, I’m the only one that actually does anything (my class are extremely lazy in everything it’s unreal) so I’ll be running about everywhere doing near to everything so naturally, this makes me sweat a lot. So i stuck a bottle of IG and IO into my pocket before leaving.

Period 1-2:
Got picked first for the team by the team captain.
When choosing a name for our team, as a joke i suggested it should be named after me, everyone agreed.
Teacher couldn’t get everyone to be quiet, so I called for them to stop talking and it happened.
My team won the tournament by a land slide XD.

Break: was playing table tennis so i forgot to put on anything (I failed at table tennis).

Period 3: Pretty usual lesson, pretty good for biology.

PERIOD 4: The big one. Argh I couldn’t beleive I’d forgotten to put anything on, I had the performance to get ready for but i couldnt really spray some small bottle of ‘cologne’ in the middle of the class. I thought about doing it slyly under the table but i thought better of it, since the class was silent and it wouldve been heard. Anyway, I thought it went well. I did muck up the intro since the whole thing is meant to be improvised, but most people made a point of telling me of how good i done when it was over. So i’ll conclude saying it was a success :slight_smile:.

Lunch: standard:

Period 5: about 20 minutes in i thought what the hell, and sprayed two sprays of ig on each forearm and rubbed them together. I sit near the front, so when the teacher came over he said “dear god. who’s put on that nasty deodrant”. I thought it smelt quite amazing actually XD.
Anyway there were quite a few hits from alice. When i was talking to my mates about random crap, she turned to me, smiled and asked what we’re talking about. She kept smiling every time she wanted to talk to me, (though this was not the case when she was asking me for what maths questions to do). Had a few nice eye contact moments.
The guy to my right was having a laugh with me about how he can imagine the person to HIS right being a player (pick up artist). Though on a serious note, he opened up to me about how he used to feel depressed last year, and he had thoughts about killing himself for about a week. This news did shock me, since he doesn’t seem like the depressed kind of individual. He’s always smiling and laughing, and he has a good friendship group.

I’ll report today’s and yesterdays events tomorrow. I’m knackered. Just came back (it’s 2:30) from a gala dinner which was quite cool.

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Day 19-20:
pheromone free days
went to a big exhibition called the Global Peace and Unity where there were loads of stalls of businesses and shops. I had my own stall, selling clothes, books, nuts (cashews, pistachios), rings. My brother and dad were organisers so that’s why I got a stall for free, my mum also had a stall which i was working on for half of day 19, but then I was given my own one. Sales were pretty good, since there were a good amount of people attending.
On day 20 I then found out that the Britain’s Next top model 2010 was being held in the venue opposite. Jheez were the girls there good looking. I only saw a few since I couldn’t leave my stall unattended :'(, but none of them came over so there was no chance of initiating conversation.

At the end of day 20, my parents went up stairs into something called the platinum suite where a gala dinner was taking place. Long story short, they let me through afterwards even without being a VIP. The place looked extremely prestigious. I went and sat next to some people who were already initiated in conversation but i was soon brought into it. I didn’t really feel like laughing too much since it was about 1pm and I was starving. The food hadn’t been served since there were speakers talking on stage. Food was served, got home at about 2:30 pm. Was literally shattered.

End of pointless description of day. I apologise XD

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Forgive me if this has already been covered, but I hadn’t the time to read every post. Do you find the benefits of products like IG to be transferring over to the non mone days?

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What are your changes of hanging-out at that venue to meet those Britains’ Next Top Models?

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I used to notice IG type effects even before I started wearing mones, I think my personality is naturally similar to IG. But I think I’m starting to notice more IH and IO effects since I’m initiating conversation more often now, I’m seeing deeper conversations and more touching.

hmm i don’t think i understood that question too much. But I didn’t really act differently than what I normally am and it seemed to work. And i didn’t speak to the models that were going down the catwalk :stuck_out_tongue:, just the ones that came to watch the show. Some of then also seemed to suffer from low self confidence about their looks after seeing all the models (aither that or they’re compliment fishing) so it was pretty easy to win their favour since the ones i spoke to were either average or fit.

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day 20-21:
mone free days.
I stayed at home for day 20 then on day 21 was meant to go cinema with a few mates but decided otherwise since the weather was quite crappy, so went to another friends house instead. Same behaviour as usual, laughing, joking, respect. We didn’t do much other than play ps3, but it was a rainy day so there wasn’t much else to do.
I guess there are less inopportune to use mones when I’m not at school, I might just go mone free until next week since I’m mostly either at home or out playing sports in the holiday.
day 22 (today): going mone free again, nothing planned so far, but I’m gonna do anything today.

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23-26 all mone free days. nothing out of ordinary noticed.
Tomorrow I’m back at school so it’ll be time to start trying out some new combos :slight_smile:

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day 27: pheromone free
Turns out that monday was a teacher training day so I had no school.
day 28: 2x IO 2x IH 1x IG
Self effects: “damn that smels good”
Period 1-2: usual behaviour, no hits.
Period 3: The girl that sits opposite of me in english made eye contact with me then said “oh. you gotta hair cut. you look nice!” I smiled and said thanks and held eye contact for a second or two. The girl to my right (even though i may sound evil, i don’t find this girl attractive at all >_<) was laughing when i told her about her what she drew wasnt very motivational. She was meant to be drawing a poster to “advertise” a poem quote that said something about reaching out to the stars and reaching a hatch or falling. Anyway she drew loads of clouds saying “the higher you fly, the harder you fall” So i made a joke out of how it’s the opposite of what she was meant to do. She started laughing. Then later on in the lesson when we were walking around to get into groups, i passed her and she started laughing again.
Period 4: I sense that me and alice are becoming more friendly. Though we didn’t talk much, there was a relaxed air (rather than an awkward one XD)
period 5: nothing

still only hits that I was kind of used to in my life pre mones. I may invest in some A314 soon as I would love to have an assertive, dominant air around me with more people. It also seems to give people alot more obvious hits. Though if someone thinks this is a bad idea considering im 15 please say so :slight_smile:.

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Woop! My post has been nominated :smiley:. Not sure why, but it means people are reading :slight_smile:. You’re awesome
Anyway
Day 29: 3.5xIG
Period 1: Everyone was extremely busy typing away on their computers to socialise. I didn’t make an attempt to talk to anyone since the essay was quite important and under timed conditions.
Period 2: Mates and me were having immense amount of laughs. Can’t really remember too much
Break: I’ve realised that break and lunch give me pretty standard responses from people, nothing that i wouldn’t expect.
Period 3-4: I was quite busy in this lesson as well. Though the girl to the right of me was being slightly playful (I only ever realise this stuff when I’m back at home XD) chatty, and “laughy”…if laughys a word.
Lunch: The usual behaviour.
Period 5: I remember telling a really long joke, the kind that’s a long story, but all 3 people I told it to listened with intent then laughed hard when it was over.

Day 30: :open_mouth: It’s already been a month since I’ve starting using mones. Seems like only yesterday.
ahh well to be honest I can’t really remember what I put on too much, since i think i got my togos mixed up. I definately applied 2xIG, then i applied 2x something else. I though it was IS, but i pocketed it for later use, and when i brought it out when I was out side my house, it turned out i pocketed IG :confused:. (forgive me if my sentence structure, grammar was a fail in that last section. I felt like I had to rant xD).
Alright so today it was: 2xIG and 2xIS (or possibly 4xIG)
period 1-2: Sat at the back of the class with two very good male friends. We had a lot of laughs as usual, nothing unusual. For the first hour of our lesson we were watching a programme about animals (parasitic, symbiotic, commensalic relationships) and there was a fair amount of talk about animal pheromones XD. Mainly about how the caterpillar would release it’s pheromones to keep the ants calm and happy with it, and so they won’t attack. Just thought I’d share that :stuck_out_tongue:.
Break: was in detention for being late to school. I was one of the first people there so I sat on a bench by my self, but no one else came to sit with me. ahh sad times.
Period 3-4: A majority of people were busy with their project so it was definately not a social lesson, though there was a fair bit of talking while we were working. But it was a pretty usual lesson.
Lunch: Was watching the football tournament going on with pretty much the rest of my year group who weren’t playing. Pretty much the same things.
Period 5: I considered re applying IG to my forearms before taking my seat next to Alice, but I didn’t have time and I didn’t really want to spray pheromones in the class. Anyway, I sensed that she felt awkward today. She wasn’t really making eye contact or even asking me anything. Not sure why.

Tomorrow is a whole day of science. So I’m going to be in the same room for 5 hours with only a 15 minute break and a 50 minute break to separate them.

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Of course we are reading, its a great journal :slight_smile:. And to boot two nominations!

Keep posting, I might not always be able to respond, but I always read.:slight_smile:

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time to back track a bit, since I haven’t posted in a while.
Day 31: I really can’t remember what I used, but it was probably 2xIG 2xIO 2xIH (all on the neck)
Period 1-2: Turns out that I didn’t have all day science like I though, but it was lessons as usual, the all day science was the next Friday. I was pretty pissed since I didn’t bring my sport kit, and that I’m wearing mones on a day I’m going to be playing non stop football for 2 hours.
This might be a negative effect from wearing mones (or the result of playing in school trousers, shoes and shirt), but I was not the player I normally am. I was getting out of breath pretty quickly after short runs. I managed to score one goal by the end of the lesson, but that still is pretty bad.
Period 3: Same behaviour from everyone.
Period 4: Nothing out of the ordinary.
Period 5: Can’t remember.

Day 32-33: mone free days. I so regret not wearing mones on Saturday since I went to a college open evening thing, and there was shit loads of attractive girls who were apparently my age (they looked a lot older than most girls in my school) applying for the college for 2011. Anyway it seemed any conversation I attempted was pretty comfortable with most I spoke with, though I made no attempt in taking any of their numbers.

Edit: I forgot to add, I’ve grown quite a big zit/spot on the side of my nose. It’s not the most attractive thing in the world, it’s made me feel quite self concious when talking to girls.

Day 34: 1x IG 1x IH 2xIO and half a spray of TUTH all sprayed onto my wrist and forearms.
Period 1: Was doing a timed essay again, nothing out of the ordinary. Although when I went over to my mate to see what he had written for one section and he refused to show me, the girl to his right started laughing hysterically. I asked her why, she just replied with “because your being so annoying to him”.
Period 3: We got into groups to analyse a poem in english, the girl opposite me kept making eye contact with me when she was making her points.
Period 4: Pretty standard behaviour all round.
Period 5: Nothing out of the ordinary.

Day 35: I’ve decided that for the rest of this week I’m going to be mone free. By going a whole week mone free I will be able to compare and contrast mone vs mone free days more effectively. Though it kinda sucks that the week I decide to do that I grow a big spot on my nose >_<

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day 36: Phero free just as planned.
In the morning, I’m on my way walking to my tutor so I can get signed in, and I don’t know if this is because I wasn’t wearing any mones, but the girl that sits next to me in English (well at least I think it was her since she has an identical twin >_<) past me and looked at me and smiled. She then asked me if everything was OK and if I was all right. I didn’t slow down to talk to her, I just said yeah and carried on walking. Now her thinking I was upset/angry/pissed off may be because she’s exposed to my mones nearly every day, since I have English 4 times a week, and that because today I wasn’t wearing any she was confused why I wasn’t giving off that approachable vibe as usual. OR it could be because I’d just woken up and ran to school xD. Either way, I found it quite cool.

Still walking down the hall way, I notice my glasses are a bit smudged (yeah I wear glasses/spectacles all the time) so I take em off to clean them, then one of the lenses decides to pop out and fall on the ground. That was quite annoying since I’m quite short sited, I can see ok without them but just not fine details as much. Lucky thing is that nothing broke or snapped, the screw just came loose and it was still in its hole. So I stick it in my pocket and carry on walking to my tutor room to see if I can do anything on it there. On my way there a lot more people initiated conversation with me. Namely “Hi”'s, “you all right”'s “cool”‘s and smiles. One girl that I hadn’t spoken with for about 3 years started smiling at me and started talking to me. I got the feeling she wanted to walk with me but my mates came so I walked with them instead. I reckon this was probably physical attraction, since I’ve been told many times that I look a lot nicer with my glasses off because my eyes’ are apparently a beautiful colour, and my eyes are very big with my glasses off.
Registration: I managed to put my lens back in temporarily by putting it back in it’s place and screwing it in with my finger nail, but damn was it hard.
Period 1-2: Usual behaviour from everyone.
Period 3-4: The girl that sit opposites me in this lesson dislikes me very much because I told her last year that I disliked her very much (lol it’s quite a complicated and long story)but today she attempted to make small talk with me. This is better than usual since all of last year when she tried to talk to me I would’ve gave her a hard stare and ignored her.
Lunch: Usual jokey time.
Period 5: Two of my good friends had a falling out because of something that happened in period 3-4, so I made sure they made up. I done it in a pretty alpha way, since you could say I’m like the leader of their group. So they went from not talking at all to joking around again in less 10 minutes. It was by no means easy since they’re both pretty stubborn and don’t like to own up to their mistakes but I done it :slight_smile:.

Twas a pretty good day today

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Day 37: Mone free.
Nothing out of the ordinary to report.

Day 38: Mone free again.
So today was a whole day of science for our year. The plan was to start it and finish it today. I just about managed to finish it because of all the conversations I was getting from left right and centre.

Summary of the day: So we’re put into work groups of 5, I’m put with one really good friend (whom I might aswell name since I’ve mentioned him many times now; Max), two girls who rate are about 4s, and one other guy who I don’t know to well on the count that all his friends are girls. So all through this lesson, me and my mate were having a good time joking and all that usual stuff. Though the girls this time were making a point on how rude we are and how our humour is mean (granted it is quite mean. We take the piss out of each other all the time, and some time other people xD), and one of them was telling me how I’m always very rude to her (though every time she said this she was smiling). This was news to I always act in a standard way that’s neither rude nor extremely polite. Basically, long story short, one of the girls was saying i was rude while the other one was saying that I’m a nice guy.

Later in the day, one girl that I don’t like at all walked in carrying a mini bottle of milk and some cookies. I laughed at her, asking her why she brought cookies and milk to a science lesson. So she just told me to shutup while smiling. About an hour later, I go to check up on another of my mates who happens to be on the same table as cookie girl, I talk to him for a bit but then I notice cookie girl happily munching away on her cookies. I ask her for one as a joke, since I know she would say no, but she tells me “after all the times you make fun of me, you’re asking me for a cookie!? But ok, here have one”. I smile, say I was joking and walk back to my table. The girl that said I was nice was being somewhat playful. Making comments like “oh stop poking me with your big stick :wink:” when I poked her with a ruler.

Towards the end of the day, me and Max were asking the two girls on our table what they rate the boys in our class. Apparently; on all roundness I’m a 7 and Max is a 1. But on looks alone, I’m a 6 and Max is a 7. lool granted that he may be better looking than me, but come on! a 6! That was a heavy blow to my confidence. What made it worse that she gave another boy in my class, who is not the nicest best looking guy in the world, a 7. Ahh, that kind of halved my self confidence in one blow. I don’t mean to sound like a bitch to that guy, but in a nutshell, the guys not fat but he’s quite chubby and has a belly, he hardly ever goes out to play sports or anything, just stays home playing xbox, and most of the time his hair’s a mess >_<. Though, Max took off my glasses, the girl started smiling and said “you look different. hehe”.
Sucks to be a 6…xD

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wow, I haven’t posted in ages so I’m gonna have to do a brief summary of events
I’m mostly wearing 2 sprays of IG and IO/IH on each wrist/forearm
-The girl that called me a 6 in the above post is always smiling at me nowadays, saying hi to me in the corridors, and making a point of calling me cute, good looking, sexy. Probably taking the piss
-Another girl has become more friendly with me. More touchy.
-Got in an argument with 3 different girls in the last two weeks.
-Really hot girl in my Religious Education class is asking me more questions about my religion and my personal view on it etc.
-This one girl who’s always laughing at conversation I make with her is facing her body away from me nearly all the time. We sit next to each other, so it’s kind of weird. I suspect she’s just shy since she’s that kind of person.

To be honest I think that’s it, I can’t really remember any more, though all of these happened in the last few days.
I’ve still been thinking about whether or not to place another order on mones, since all the warnings there are around for teens. But I really want to try out the spray A314 to see if it’ll actually have a in-your-face effect, that’s really blatant. Since none of the other mones I’ve been using have.

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My posts have become infrequent, though it’s most probably because of the lack of results.
So here goes.
:open_mouth: My IG togo is finished :frowning:. It’s definitely my favorite.
Alright so I’ve mostly had IH/IS on or IS+IH
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-Asian girl that sits next to me in English is laughing a lot when I make comments at things. Today I wasn’t in the best of moods as I didn’t have too much sleep, though when we were working together she didn’t mind writing all what I dictated (I think that’s the word, it’s when I spoke and she wrote) without complaining. Though when she did get fed up, she didn’t tell me, she just pushed the paper slightly towards me, so I asked her what’s up (without eye contact) she flustered a bit and replied that maybe I should write, so I replied (with eye contact) that I was feeling tired, I could tell she still wanted me to write because she flustered a bit more but then said ok.
I doubt it’s attraction, since most of the time she has her head turned away from me, she hardly ever looks at me, she’s either looking away or has her head faced down.
-Yesterday a girl (whome I will name taylor, since I’m sure she’ll pop up here a bit) was told to move and sit next to me by our teacher, she seemed pretty happy as she usually is and was chatting away with me, smiling, laughing. It could’ve been the IH, but it was about 5 and a half hours since I applied 2 sprays to my wrists, and she enjoyed talking to me pre mones.
-Today I saw Taylor at a college open evening sitting down listening to the head teacher making her speach. When I came into the hall, accompanied with my mate, she turned around as I was walking, smiled, whisper called(if there’s such thing XD. She was calling me, but doing it quietly) my name, and waved. Her two friends also looked up and smiled at me. After the head finished talking and we were walking out, she waved at me again, and so did her friend. I’d applied some 1IH+2IS at 8:30am, and this was at about 2pm.
-yesterday a girl, whom I’m not on particularly good terms with, was watching me for a while (I could see this through my peripheral vision)then she took a picture of me and said “beautiful”. This was the first lesson of the morning, I had 2x IH on.
-Got into an argument with a girl a week ago, though I noticed she couldn’t stop smiling while she was arguing.
-While I was arguing with the girl mentioned above, she made a comment about me having a big mouth, and another girl said something like “no he doesn’t. He’s got a nice mouth”. lool whether or not she was talking about my actual mouth being good looking, or if I’m pleasant I do not know, but it’s cool all the same.
-The girl previously mentioned that rated me a 6, now always says “hey good looking” every time I walk past, probably taking the piss.
-Negative hit. Alice totally ignored me when I asked her about a question in maths, she had her back turned to me as she was talking with someone else, but I doubt that she didn’t hear me since I sit right next to her, my voice isn’t quiet, and I said her name when she didn’t reply. Made me feel like a right dick, but it was a good thing none of my mates spotted it XD.

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Day 57-59 phero free days, nowadays I’m starting to forget about mones for a few days before remembering them.

Since this is my journal I might aswell share my thoughts.
I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this before, but my personality is naturally that of a Beta individual. My first 2 years of high/middle/secondary school, I was pretty quite, didn’t have a large circle of friends etc. I wasn’t bullied or anything, even though I was quiet, if someone tried to fuck with me I would end up getting pissed off and getting into a fight. I was pretty strong so I wasn’t messed with after people learnt that about me. Anyway, after those two years I decided I was gonna “open up”, become louder, widen my friendship circle etc. My third year was good and marginally better than my previous two years, I made a lot of new friends, most of them weren’t amazingly close friendships but still pretty good. Last year was by far my best year, I made shit loads more friends than before. I met a lot more new people, since in year 10-11 the whole year group gets mixed together for lessons, in previous years the year would be split into two and those halves would never mix for lessons. I was extremely out going, made friends really easily, quite a lot of flirting going on, was seen as a leader, dominant, alpha etc.
This year however, my beta personality has been slowly catching up with me. I’ve noticed I’m getting slightly quieter than how I was last year, my social status has dropped, I think it’s because I’m not giving out an alpha vibe so I’m no longer the one my mates all look up to. There’s also been times when I hear myself talking at a normal level but it comes out quiet (if that makes sense). There’s also points when I feel self concious about my physical look’s.
Starting in a week I’m gonna try and get myself back into the confident person I was last year.

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I AM EXACTLY like you 6-7 years back. People fuck with me, I’ll get into fights with them. I did not have many friends either, and I looked like a fucking Harry Potter - and mind you people didn’t dig Harry Potter looks last time. But something changed me so I guess you’ll just have to encounter your “life’s turning point”!

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Yeah I get what you mean, but what I’m saying is that I used to be like that in my first 2 years at highschool, but I made sure I would change and I did. I’m still reasonably respected, liked, flirted with atm but my personalties starting to shift away from me acting alpha (hence I’m being treated less like a leader).

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Well it sounds as if you already know this, but without doing something about it a hit is just a wasted opportunity. The ones who take the biggest risks also have the biggest pay-offs. It sounds as if the one girl who whispered called your name is totally into you. Ask her out already :wink:.

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Trouble is she’s not available, she already has a boy friend so it’s a no go. Though I remember her one time in class she randomly told me that there’s someone whom she really dislikes outside, and when I asked who she told me her bfs name.

I like the way you put that :stuck_out_tongue:, I’ll definitely keep that in mind.