My journals has become the epitome of boring now. I think I’ve now pretty much emptied all my togos, I’ll order some socials soon. Can’t wait to get my hands on some more IG, I also wanna try out A314. My confidence is starting to build back up, my talking is gradually getting louder again, though not as alpha as it was yet, it’s alright. The sound of my own voice is actually pissing me off on occasions, damn puberty, lool it’s pretty embarassing when I’ll be talking to a group of friends and taking charge about something we’re going to do and then I let out one of them squeaky things your voice does when it’s half way through breaking. It’s even worse when you’re talking to a girl though.
I got many compliments when I got dressed to go and meet some friends. I put on some of my favourite garms; Armani jeans, D&G belt, Ben Sherman top, Ralph Lauren Polo and some fresh white nike air max trainers. Anyway when I met up with my friends, I was continuously given compliments, things like “OIOI!” “looking like a boss!”. When I was about to leave my friends were talking about what would happen if a girl was to walk past and who she would look at, they were both saying the same thing: that she’d only look at them because they were with the other (if that makes sense). But then my mate said that she’d look at me even though I’d be in the opposite direction (we were parting ways).
Today after my exam I went into an empty computer lab (apart from 3 girls in our year) with some mates so we could revise for the science exam after lunch. Well I sat down on the tables and took out my revision book and started going through it, most of the others were doing there own things aswell, so after about 5 minutes I look up at the girls who are sitting a few feet away, two of them are very ugly indeed the other 1 is alright but she puts on too much make-up…well they all do for that matter, I look up and see them all applying their mascara in there pocket mirrors…as usual. After another 5 minutes the average girl comes over to me and asks me if her mascara is nice. I look up (I’m sitting down and shes standing) and make strong eye contact, I say it’s alright, and she lets out a little girlish laugh that she’d been obviously trying to hold in. 5 mins later , all my friends are crowded around a computer watching a funny video on youtube, and I hear the girls leaving. I look up and see only two of them have left, and the average ones stayed behind to revise. All my mates are covered around one computer watching a video on youtube, then the girl comes over to me and asks me to go through a past paper with her, so I agree. We start going through it and she keeps on making eye contact, going off topic and talking about personal topics, being friendly, laughing, calling me very smart etc. Tis definitely a moneless hit, not sure if she meant to flirt, she is normally quite friendly with me anyway even at times when I get into arguments with her friends she normally calms them down by saying that im a nice person or things like that. Anyway she has a boyfriend anyway, so I’m not gonna do anything about it, even though I know she has a crush on someone else (fb status). Oh yeah get this, the exact same paper I went over with her was the same one that we did for the actual exam :O. The exam was a mock anyway, but still, I now wish I went through it all XD.
Anyway I can’t wait to try my hand at some A314 and see it’s effects on those around me =]