Hey guys, I got an issue and need advice and opinions..So heres the situations(Warning TL;DR)
Theres a girl who I’m close to and we like eachother a lot so I’ll refer to her as my GF it will make things simpler 
Recently I decided no more fapping because in general it just wasn’t doing any good for me … Back when I use to fap; sex was nothing to me, sure it was great but with my hand it dropped off my priority list..Since I decided to stop masturbating I actually feel great and more confident which is good; but now Im feeling like how I use to feel when I was a freshman in HS, just horny like no tomorrow(Im still young, im 19 so that would explain a lot)
Now to the actual situation:
My GF has this friend who is S-E-X-Y******; my GF is gorgeous too but her friend is physically just my type
Before I would just look at her and say to myself “Oh shes pretty” and not think much about it..But thats when I use to masturbate often so my libido wasn’t ticking as much but then recently I saw her(My new no-more-fapping self) and OMG, I don’t know how to explain it but it my insides went insane to the point I had a nose bleed and had to run home.
I don’t know if this makes sense but I really want to bang her brains out; but at the same time I dont because my mind keeps saying “Don’t do it man, thats your GFs friend”, I tend to listen to my mind but it seems like my penis has grown some balls(no pun intended) and now is speaking up saying to me “DUDE HIT THAT!!!”; Its driving me insane; Its like my instincts are back and everything that makes a man a dirty dog is kicking in and I don’t know how to handle it 
Her friend is married and has a daughter, but sometimes I swear she is attracted to me(that and she told my gf I was cute and adorable), so that doesn’t help at all
i feel guilty and confused at the same time; maybe i should go back to masturbating when things like women were less of a concern lol
Right now, I swear if i get the chance to hit that I would..I know i would regret it but I really dont care..Is this normal!!?? Its just not my GFs friend, but girls in general seem so much more hotter, I feel like I just hit puberty again also take into consideration that I’ve only been having sex with the same girl for almost 2 years and didn’t think about cheating(I swear masturbation + libido lowing meds curves all sexual desires lol)
I think I should also add that ontop of masturbating I was taking anti-depressants that lowered my sex drive a lot and I recently just got off of them so it back..Thats right 1 year of not caring about sex
Oh man being a guy is rough, what should I do? Should I just tell my mind to shut up and go with the flow and be a predator and wait for my chance to seduce my GFs friend or should I just leave the fantasies to my head? And does anyone else ever had an issue similar to mine? Id love to hear it..
