General note: P75 does not make up for being sick.
Been racking my brain about the technical aspects of my chart and trying to correspond them to your theories. However, this is really really interesting. Catlord, how accurate are these websites in calculating, or would I have to get them done by someone else. I love theory and exploring new things so I want to check this out a little more. I know it asked me for place of birth, time, date and year. It looks pretty accurate, and what I was reading its not 100% accurate but its pretty close.
For calculating, as long as it asks for date, time and place of birth, it’ll usually be accurate. Generally, you’ll want to rely more on reputable books than on Internet sources for interpretation, though. The math they use for the calcs these days is pretty darned precise… down to something like 1-3 seconds of arc or less for most planets.
I’m wearing 4 sprays of Instant Jerk, as per the suggestion of the calculator. The result was literally instant when I came within ten feet of J: “Wow, that smells good, you smell so good, what is that, it smells awesome!”
She exhibited fidgeting and was seeking direct eye contact with me after that, as well. At one point, I could have sworn I could feel her sexual arousal in my chest.
Calculator seems to be indicating that a woman can be induced to sexual intimacy regardless of what she starts out thinking of a man as long as he wears the right pheromones in the right dose and is around her for long enough with these conditions. By this I mean, it can be that constant and repeated exposure to the right set of sexual pheromones can make her respond over long periods of time in a slow, subtle way that eventually leads to a complete 180 in some cases. I have been doing experimental calculations with a subject I’ll call R, and she and I are about as not-gonna-do-it as a man and a woman can be without trying to kill each other.
Yet the calculator clearly and repeatedly indicates that if I wear the right amount of the right pheromone, she will respond with willingness to sex, and in two cases, would even initiate it herself after 4 months of exposure.
Since I am having a very hard time believing this, and she is single, and since neither of us wants to have sex with the other, I have decided I have to call bullshit on this calculator and see it for my own two eyes.
The interesting thing is that many of my experimental projections show that long term exposure to a specific dose of a specific mix will consistently have this result. I’ve decided that I need to change to this dose of this mix for the next 6 months and see what happens. Both subjects require different doses of this same pheromone mix, but they will both respond to this mix with sex, apparently.
One (J) is off limits, so I am going to see what happens when I passively expose R to this for the next 6 months. I’m not going to initiate anything at all. What this mix is, I’ll reveal after I have procured enough to do this experiment.
The suspense Catlord.
Lol, I know. Times like this make me wish I had a time machine.
I have actually managed to determine an amusing situation that gives me another subject. One of my nude models, whom I refrained from seducing because she was involved and for professional reasons, was recently indicated to respond to me with sex that she initiates within the next 6 weeks if I wear the right dose of the aforementioned mix around her consistently. I know she doesn’t think of me in a sexual way, because I intentionally led her to put me in the friend zone the first time I shot her nude. So I did an experiment.
Experiment was to send her an e-mail and suggest that she call me whenever she had some time, so we could discuss another shoot. She caled me about 24 hours later and displayed every sign of having put me in the “you’re my girlfriend” type of friend zone. I allowed the chatter to continue for a while to verify this, and then I responded to something she said with, “If we ever have sex, please don’t disappear, because I value your friendship, and if the sex doesn’t work out, I’d like to remain friends at least.”
She seemed uncomfortable and replied that she didn’t think we’d ever have sex, which is what I was fully expecting her to say, since that’s what I led her to decide in order to keep her from jumping me.
So now I have confirmation from her that she thinks of me as a friend, and a guy she can treat like a girlfriend at that… and that she doesn’t find me sexually attractive and doesn’t want to have sex with me. I also have the calculator telling me that I could have sex with her within the next 3-6 weeks if I wear the right amount of the right kind of pheromone mix. So I am going to add her to my list of experiment subjects.
The question now is, should I actually have sex with her? If I do, I will lose her as a model. If I don’t, I will never be sure if the calculator was right… unless she blatantly tells me she wants to screw or something.
Still haven’t been able to get the experiment supplies.
I have procured what I believe to be enough of the mix, so I’ll reveal that it is Instant Jerk. It seems to be able to, at the right dose, get many women to change their minds about sex when used consistently. I’m on the case, and we’ll find out if the calculator is right or not - although exposure to the subjects may be challenging, given what’s been happening lately in my home life.
If you need an excuse to have sex with her then just make sure you buy some alcohol or liquor.
I’m not worried about an excuse, lol I’m worried about professional ethics. I don’t sleep with my models unless they start out being my girlfriend.
Went to the beach today with my 86 year old grandfather. I figured he won’t be around much longer, might as well spend some time with him while I can. He hasn’t been to that beach in 18 years, and he really enjoyed it.
I wore 4 x Instant Jerk (2 to each forearm); 4x Instant Honesty (2 to each forearm); and 1 spray of extra strength copulins concentrate (4 droppersful of EOW in 30 mL of PA).
In spite of being outside, and being covered in street clothes from head to toe (short sleeve, at least) and the presence of my tottering old grandpa… I was still getting interest from the ladies. Three of them, in fact. One even stopped us to strike up a conversation.
I have to say… I’m impressed.
I’m thinking about calculating out a mix that is designed specifically to get a woman to have sex with the wearer as quickly as possible, just to see what the hell it comes out looking like. Right now, Instant Jerk has that distinction in my arsenal. I doubt that anything more effective for that than IJ already is would be very useful for anything more than ONSs, and that would mean it did not really much interest me, since I hate ONSs, but it would be interesting to see what causes women to respond that way.
Went to the beach again today. This time, I wore 4 sprays of Instant Jerk and nothing else. I was looking for bikini models.
The first three women I approached declined my offer of a paid modeling job. The fourth, a Hispanic woman with an insanely perfect ass (was eye melting, I tell you!) also declined, but she was giving me a look by the end of the first few minutes of conversation that told me in no uncertain terms that she wanted me. Then she said, “Suddenly I feel like taking a shower and going to bed. Care to join me?”
Well… let’s just say that I “joined” her in ways that made us both very happy. She just could not get enough! Eventually, I had to deal with other plans I had for today, and left, but… I’ll be “joining” her again soon. Although it seems unlikely that this will become more than just sex, since that seems to be all she wants, and I really can’t do much more than that at the current time. Shame, because she’s got an incredible ass… I’d love to shoot her nude, but she won’t have it. So, I’ll just have to enjoy what we have while it lasts.
4x IJ. It’s insane.
Wow, thats 50 mcg of -none. Did you use a cover scent?
Any negative reactions from people around you from such a large dose of Instant Jerk?
Nope. I never cover IJ. I rarely cover anything I wear phero-wise. And I only rarely get a negative response, from wearing that much IJ, too. It’s me who gets irritable, and then only when I am too tired at the same time. I cannot believe how much of this stuff I can wear, given how sensitive to none rage I am normally with unbuffered none.
I have to think more before I do things like that. Jumping in for sex with a virtual stranger has been messing with my emotions. I forgot how that sort of thing is damaging to me.
This was with your IJ mix?
All I was wearing was 4 sprays of IJ.
Well, I might have to go ahead and buy this in my next order.
Today was a day that I spent some time with J. Put on 4 sprays of IJ and came out. She sat down across the room from me, and it didn’t seem to be affecting her much, so I got out my camera and told her that I was interested in doing a light study (which I was, actually) of the diffused light on her face. Said (which was true) that I was finding the light fascinating, but that I didn’t think she wanted me to sit there and stare at her for a half an hour as I contemplated it, so would she mind if I did some shots of her. She put up a little token resistance and then agreed.
So I did a couple shots without the flash, but the exposure balance was off. I couldn’t just open up, because that would have blown out the highlights on her face; and if I didn’t add light, her face was going to be too bright for a silhouette and too dark for a decent image. So, out came my flash and diffuser.
But I couldn’t get the flash dialed down enough for my tastes: -3 stops still was too bright. I didn’t have time to switch to manual mode and get it just right, because she was about to leave, so before she did, I walked over and told her to move over, so I could sit next to her, which I did. Then I started showing her the pictures, and of course dosing her with my IJ cloud.
It was the usual. “I don’t have makeup on. I look fat. I’m not pretty, whaddaya wanna take pictures of me for? Yada yada.” Here she looks like Angelina Jolie’s sister and she’s feeling ugly. I wanted to smack her for a bit, but almost all of the attractive women I have approached in public to model for me respond like that.
So I let her complain, and then I laughed at each complaint. Stayed next to her as long as I could without seeming to be acting unreasonably, and then I sat down across the room again. Her body language was different after that: fidgeting hands, which she eventually tried to hide. She alternated between staring at me, and avoiding my gaze. Couldn’t sit still… developed a slight flush in her cheeks, etc.
If I was able to be alone with her for 30-45 minutes wearing IJ and sitting in a car with her next to me, I’d bet money she’d be ready, willing and asking for sex.
Well, I have run out of experiments to run on J. The only thing left to do now is date her if I keep going. She’s married, but separated, and told me today that she left her husband for reasons that I can definitely understand. She’s sitting on the fence, and if I was willing to I could make her fall into my life. After what she told me, I think I might, if she didn’t have a kidling. But that little boy is so much like I was at his age… even his natal horoscope is a lot like mine. I’d be happy to have J as my wife, and I know how I could make that happen, but I think he’s going to have a harder life if I try to step in. Tempting, but I can’t make his life harder than it is.
God she is tempting, though. I know I’d make a good father figure for him, but his real father would prevent me from being able to have the control I would need to raise him with discipline. He’d end up totally messed up. So… that’s a no-go.
I guess I’ll stop wearing any pheromones around her from here on in. Nothing left but trouble for me if I don’t.
Catlord,
I have to say that from reading your journal and the basic correlations you made with Pheromones and the elemental aspect of astrology, I’ve been having great success with Androsterone mixes and they’ve been the foundations of everything I use today and it’s complemented me very well.
So a Big Thank You!