Chin up von

She makes me feel good

Apparently it doesn’t contain enough tribulus to increase testosterone levels.. To be honest im more interested in finding out what plant it was to make this Amazonian love potion. It would be much easier just to throw a specific herb into the blender each morning.

Been a while since I’ve posted but a lot has happened in the form of testing I guess. I’ve spent a lot of my time trying to buffer enone, anone and erone but am getting a bit fed up with the negatives such as the way it effects other males. Examples include aggressiveness and cock blocks From guys and shit tests from women.

I tested a new mix thrice
2x ammo
1x mx297
10 mcg p130

I wanted the p130 there to stop male negatives. Bear in mind I am normally in a competitive situation with lots of unknown males around. When its male friends you want to keep as buddies enone can make them hate you and avoid you if not incredibly well buffered. This is not cool as inevitably at some point in the crazyness of the night my buffers will have ran out an males around me are going to be aggressive towards me unless I am really careful. But more about the women… This mix opens all ages and nationalities it seems. Had a young lesbian girl think she knew me, she totally didn,t. Got some really good rapport with a lovely Spanish girl I approached outside a club.. Wish I did more to keep hold of that fish. Immigrant worker up at 5 the next day wish I asked for her no. Didn’t but made me realize I like Spanish girls. The other night I approached two amazing women who were very sexy energetic incredible dancers. They liked me a lot, but both were married. Got a kiss from the best one before I left. Again I just asked for one.. I think my approach was " I love you, you move so well". Went down well..
The mix is very good for meeting new girls without discrimination and is reasonably buffered for the guys notably less cock blocking when mx297 and p130 are ripe. Can tale off into aggression without care.

The other day I could not stop thinking about sex… For it has been a while so I thought something needs to happen as I don’t want to become needy with the women I meet. So I just went and got a hooker for an hr and am I glad I did.. Best hundred quid I’ve ever spent.
2 x tuth
20 mcg TAC
1 drop a314
Bam i arrived and wow i was surprised how hot she was. 23 yo Romanian barely spoke English.. Actually i was utterly amazed at the level of service i got. In fear of sounding like a 17 yo old kid who just got laid I’ll spare most the details. Lets just say i ran over time and left her covered in sweat with a broken bed. I got everything I could manage and want. It was actually an incredibly sensual experience for my first time with a prozzie to my complete surprise… Never needed to before now.. Never wanted to before but boy do i recommend it for dealing with a bit of heart break if you’re shit at ons and pick up like me.. I do think the mones made the sex better but have no baseline for her and obviously she is paid to please so could be faking every noise or smile.. But boy did I have a good time..

In warm up for festies coming up I went to a small festie style party. Had that feeling maybe the mones are hindering my progress with women. So I didn’t wear any for the beginning of the party and although I was getting good rapport with people I knew I wasn’t getting that female attention I was used to. I didn’t want to piss off my guy mates so i went…
10mcg TAC
Again I rate this highly. It has good attraction. Sprayed it rejoined the party. Suddenly a nice half cast girl showing me good attention and very interested in what I had to say. She was displaying lower value a bit but again I rate tac solo… Cockblocked by a girl on this one, Interrupting for a long time no see greet when clearly we were getting along great. Tried to rush the greet and return attention to girlie but momentum was lost. Thought obviously mones are great so went applied..
shine x 2
.. went dancing. Everything was going great everyone was nice. Guys girls kids dogs etc..
Then I added…
10 mcg p130
Things got even better I was getting introduced to everyone my mates were blowing the trumpets for me… Male helper vibe again, guys introducing me to there female younger cousin. now that is instant trust… Was doing a lot of work on the dance floor, was dancing when no one else was for a bit to a young female dj.. After her set I approached complimented her set. Instant very close embrace and escalation to almost kissing distance. Then super flying flid meat head cock block throws in a physical and verbal diversion… Momentum lost… He then after admits his cock block to me. I think it was intentional caused by jealousy as i think he came with her although she def didn’t like him,.. Total flid this guy much bigger than me, generally manageable but best just avoid.. I was annoyed after this so thought I’ve been introduced to enough girls now lets bring out enone…
2 x tuth top up
(2.5 mcg anone 5 mcg TAC and some p83)
Kinda wish I just applied it to my wrist so I could wash it off when it went wrong..
Went back to dance tent. Super flid comes up starts talking about how he really wants to smash some one in the face. I basically say your being aggressive I don’t agree etc and it was like yeah obviously if the person really deserves it. I dance off.. Lots of nice women getting reaLly silly on the dance floor… Move passed a high quality female a bit older than me. She was checking me out with sex eyes… I was eyeing her too. Her walk past me slowed then drew me in. I was straight in with my hand on her stomach lips to her neck. Then grab on my arm… “Von_phero that’s a married women.” I’m like damn not again…
She continues to dance provocably around me while I say “cant touch cant touch”
I was hoping to get things going again with the young one but the tuth in the air was turning all the guys about into total dicks… Flid face was waving a golf club around on the dance floor. Guys actively avoiding me. Flid face and shaman dad we’re just hounding the poor young blonde girl. Tuth made then into pushy grabby sleazy hounds that just wouldn’t leave her alone. She kept escaping but it ruined any chance of me really getting to know her. Soon after someone who I thought was a mate said a string of insults at me and remained aggressive for the rest of the night. The rest of the night was too much of a blur so I sneaked off to my tent. The next morning in fear of more aggression knowing I had to wait while my lift surfaced I tried to buffer the anone on me with 1 x a314 and lots of tac… Did alright for a bit guys who didn’t know were eager to discuss deeply despite enormous hang over etc… Girls who’s party it was spent ages trying to learn my name then eventually got aggressive starting arguments with everyone, me included, about utter nonsense… I sat it out until she realized her unreasonableness I don’t mind she was wasted it was her birthday and she didn’t know who I was.. When I left she hugged me tight and became very sweet. She was married too I obviously wasn’t trying anything but I think I passed a shit test… I hate shit tests…

Basically lesson of the night is I don’t think tuth is really worth all those possible negatives in that setting. Sure tuth one on one with a ready female with no guys around but i consistently get negative hits with as little as 2.5 mcg tuth, I believe is anone, or p75? Someone please clarify… For use in a festival I think flying solo at the end of the night with it one my wrists for a bit just to test for a bite… If no bite wash off quickly after… I think I’m going stick with no enone mixes for a bit and save the mx297 for the festies…

I find P74 and P96 for me works really well with unknown males to keep them at bay as far as the cock blocking and I can wear higher amounts of enone without ODing and doesn’t piss men off. I can wear these 2 and wear more TUTH and A314 and doesn’t scare the women away either. Also these 2 work really well with the younger women 2.

I find however well enone is buffered there’s always chance for the negativity to slip out. On a dance floor everyone is pumping out enone anyway so that sexual stimulation is already in the air. A comforting signature like tac and shine seemed to attract well in this atmosphere.

Funny thing is with tuth I consistently get negative responses around 2.5mcg.. But with enone in ammo or just straight 10-15 mcg the responses are much better. Enone is all or nothing with me..

Next mix I think ill run tac, shine, p130, p96.. Funny as I used to consider them all as buffers but they do all have attractive qualities… I’m a bit fed up of being couger bait and shit tested. Also I don’t want aggression from guys I want an introduction to their female friends. I’m a high testosterone producer anyway so I’m going to drop enone for a bit.

In terms of attraction
TAC has a softening preening effect on women, it is close touchy and sensual
Shine is happiness and youthful enery
P130 can draw out smiley stares, is care free , pairs great with shine

I found that enough to draw females subconsciously around me and men were really cool with me.. The first contact I had with that young girl, before enone, she just melted into me.. That was a cock block without enone present. But the behaviour of the guys became unbearable when tuth was introduced. How do you thinknp96 actually stops a cock block?

As for what p96 will do to this mix I don’t know as I normally pair it with erone.

10mcg tac
10 mcg p96

Getting pheromonal responses 14 hrs later after intiatially not noticing much on my mum. (after sleep, no sweating).. I can still smell it on wrists… Post man broke into an anecodote and mechanics were strangely very helpful.. People are softened and helpful bringing out best offers…

I am jealous I wish I was cougar bait ha ha.

well that was a fun festival.. 3 nights of utter chaos and bliss… met an incredible amount of interesting people, beautiful ladies and think i may have bagged myself a bdsm babe.

5mcg tac
6mcg p130
1.3 sprays shine x2

started with this mix in the afternoon and was doing a lot of dancing. there was a couple of young girls dancing also smiling at me a lot really drawing me in.. got shouted to come back by my mates, apparently they were under 18, had a different colour wristband on… lol… maybe around the 5 hr ish mark i got talking to a nice lady, 32 brunette, my friend warned me i may have cock blocked another guy who we were with so i walked off.. walked by again and they weren’t talking anymore. so i scratched or tapped her head.. she beckoned me to sit down with her.. we quickly escalating to kissing.. she quickly got turned on and the conversation got very sexual.. this is where i found out she is into bdsm and would proudly tell me how filthy she is.. anyway we ended up in my tent and managed to deflate most my air bed. i can’t remember who’s idea it was but but the whole manoeuvre was effortless… we went back and partied until 5 or 6 am… i get woken up by my mate at 8 and he heard the slapping… she was not in my tent she had work at 8 am… lol… anyway we made arrangements to meet up the next day but couldn’t find each other…

that next day i was wearing the same mix keeping an eye out for her but also at all the other amazing women… i was lurking near a cocktail bar… this beautiful bar maid was beaming at me and just walked right round to see me…. for some reason i thought it was the lady from the night before as the way she approached me was as if she already knew me… i opened with “we were meant to meet earlier where have you been i have been waiting for you” something terrible along the lines of that… i quickly realise its a different girl altogether and i get the proper introduction and also to her 21 yo sister, she is 23… and i’m talking insatiable, i’m a little bit stumped.. i ended up buying her a drink of her suggestion but upset her by saying i didn’t really like it… fool… but then i cheered her up by saying " i wasn’t there for the drinks" i think we ended up having a basketball competition using wet tissues over the bar and customers, as i made some sexist remark about girls not being able to throw…. at which point my ex gf from when i was 17 turns up and starts competing for my attention…. i’m like this is ridiculous.. i also have to mention how great this mix goes down with guys, literally everyone, and i didn’t even bother topping up..

next morning i don’t wash and add one spray of MX297 and i am literally the celebrity of our friend group, i’m half naked as its sweltering hot and everyone knows about what happened the first night as some of our girl friends knew this lady and was really rooting for us… i have girls i barely know eyeing me, one girl with our group growled and grabbed at my spread as she walked passed.. i think she was trying to retain herself from then on… at which point when receiving some rather flattering compliments front he group i was getting to know my ex gf from when i was 17 walks up, introduces herself, gets very touchy with me… she then goes on to reminiss of our 2 week escapade as teenagers in front of the group… i reciprocate all her advances 50%, i haven’t aggressed upon her…. yet… at this point i make up a massive pot of shroom tea for everyone and i melt into a puddle while my ex gf uses me as a footrest, looks to me for advice on her appearance and entertains me with anecdotes while i was verbally incapacitated… she also got the bikini out… i ended up losing her as she walked so fast i couldn’t keep up.. anyway bumped into first lady again chilled with her for a bit then lost her again. nothing so much in terms of ladies happened for the rest of the night but i did meet one really cool dude.

next day as you can imagine really flagging now… did the first mix plus 12.5mcg p96…. i was approached by 2 girls and bumped into another dancing.. all of which quickly hugged me tight and was reasonably touchy otherwise… one lady i had to send away with a man dressed as a caveman as i was worried she was going to steal my hat.. i’m flagging hard and have lost all my mates bar one guy who is mildly annoying me with immature questions about girls. he has no experience with girls but got his hand kissed by hanging in my bubble. infact he just kept following my trail on the dance floor… it was a bit creepy. he couldn’t really understand what the hell was going on….. anyway i sneak off to my tent early and try to sleep but my other buddy comes and gets me persuades me to go for a last dance… i get out my tent and for a second i can’t find him… i walk a bit and see a girl rolling a joint alone in her tent… we say hello, she then invites me to join her….. i slept in her tent we had a lovely hour talking, telling secrets and a little snuggle…. i had her in stitches and i even felt i received some good life advice alas we didn’t escalate and she fell asleep, me too using my shoe as a pillow….. now if i could find a cross between this girl and the bdsm lady then that is what i want…..

anyway all in all a great 3 days met loads of people and i do not think i got one negative hit…. note i used no enone and things were so much better, its great being approachable to younger girls, when you have momentum behind you its like a kid in a candy shop being spoilt rotten. Anyway i’ve been talking to the first lady and she’s keen for me to come see her… so lets see what tac plus bdsm yields… i have some serious research to do lol… also my ex gf has been in touch and we are playing table tennis this thursday, then she’s cooking us dinner… she gets so smitten for mx297…

I ordered some tac and can’t wait to use it. Reading through your journal has a lot of info on it and seems to work well for you. Thanks for posting.

no worries mate…. i have been finding it to be attractive at 5mcg solo…. this goes against everything i’ve read about it from everyone else not noticing anything till higher amounts are applied. probably my favourite putative i own..

10 mcg tac
6mcg p130
1.3 sprays shine
12.5 mcg p96

Went to see the lady I met at the festie.. We had a first date out in her local town. We hit up many bars and ended up in a gay bar pool party till 5am. Pheros must have washed off but any escalation after was still easy. Had guys hitting on her all night, I realize she is quite a catch.. A combo of great personality and good looks. I don’t care or get jealous anymore, it ain’t worth it… I take it as a compliment and take her home. The next morning we do the bad thing, it really amazes me how different girls sexual preferences can be.. She only responds to it hard and deep. Loves to be spanked as hard as I can etc.. Anyway after that I sneak…
1 drop a314
5-10mcg p96
Anyway she decides she wants me there another night. The date continues we go to some music event in a park near hers. I meet her friends and even her mum lol. When with her mum, slightly losing it flirtatious pensioner, she receives free front row tickets to another show and an ice cream.. A314 still getting free stuff in the cloud.. Good rapport with everyone I meet, excluding a que jumping female Asian… Big Asian community here and got great star like eyed service in the indian restaurant. I can see what people have reported about rone and asians. Again no enone this weekend other than the tiny amount in a314 and my own natural supply, didn’t wash all weekend.. Must have had copulins in the mix too 😉. The one drop of a314 worked well with her, especially up close she looked a little bit smitten at times.. This sequence of meeting girls on comforting, inviting, happy care free mixes then switching to a314 works well for me. We walked her mum home and she pulls out a portfolio of her doing naughty photos when she was younger. Her mum hits on me but she was hitting on everyone and I,m use to it now.we crash out and wake up next day to lots more bad thang, I almost have a heart attack from exhaustion while she 's late for work. Chilling in her bed now with a cuppa and her cat.. All good..

Also the cat really liked me and she said he normally doesn’t like people. Cats have been reported to like p130 before.. Clearly they like erone too.. Either That or its just the way I treat them. Make them come to you. Essentially I give them a little teaser of an ear scratch and rest my hand near by. They usually head butt your hand until you stroke them after.

Well she came to see me this weekend and fall out has pretty much been achieved. I’m thinking I’m going to make her mine, wasn’t planning on it, but she has all my boxes ticked and it could be foolish to look for something else when she has what I want.. Two long exposures of a314 and p96 did it.

2 a314
2 shine
30 mcg p96
10 mcg p130

I’m not going to attempt to recall everything that happened this weekend but it has to be one of the best ones I’ve had in a seriously long time. Mones played there part but what has made the biggest impact is developing a dominant persona with her and taking what I want when I want.. Wether you like it or not it is the mans job to initiate sex, its nice when they do but expecting them to meet you 50/50 will lead to no sex eventually plus other problems… Must have had atleast 4 hours of sex this weekend, she stayed 1 night, have had a great time experimenting with bdsm didn’t use any tac this weekend and managed to take her into a state of her feeling like she was floating. Best sexual partner I’ve had she’l be back in no time after our genitals recover. Havn’t got much more to report as I think I have created the mixes I need now and will continue using the same.

I know I said at the beginning of my thread I wanted to transition into a true casanova but now I take that back. I am not a player or wish to treat women in that way. What I really wanted was to regain my confidence with women and get some love back in my life.

5-10mcg tac
6mcg p130
1.3 sprays shine

big street festivals going on this weekend. My lady was coming to see me later on. Again I attest this mix is great for meeting new women.. I wasn’t even browsing for them… Walking/grooving along the sea front, kinda bumped into a lady, early 30s attractive blonde, stuck my hand out and apologized, she grabbed my hand, squeezed it and smiled at me. I had to break the grip as I was on the move but she didn’t want to let go.. Spent the rest of the day socializing with friends and friends of friends that all went perfectly… A bit later I was alone waiting for my mate to have a slash and I saw a cute little dog walk by, I smiled and went ahhh. Then from behind me I heard 'what are you looking at" being repeated again and again.. I turn round and there is a young chav foaming at the mouth determined to fight me… I’m like wtf are you going on about.. I was kinda in disbelief as I think I could have had him just really wasn’t up for a fight in public with so many police around.. He said give me your beer so I was like sure have it. There was a cm left in there and I have a cold. He then said what’s in your bag and at this point I clenched my fist and shouted at him to step the f**k back like 4 times until he did.i sorta strolled on as there was loadsa people around and I really dislike having to fight… Massive wtf I didn’t even clock the guy or was even facing his direction…

Went back home to get some trousers washed off the old mix and reapplied it with 1 drop of a314. This all went down very good with my lady, she was quickly talking sexually to me telling me what she liked etc about our last sessions while I’m tucking a semi outa sight in public. Rest of the night, and it was a long one, went very well… I like how the tac and shine dissipate leaving you with a long term a314 base… P130 can give me up to 9 hours. The a314 lasts 24 hrs and if you don’t wash and have lots of sex your are just a melting pot of pheromones. Plenty of natural enone in there plus all the residuals.. I didn’t add anything the next day, didn’t need to, to be fair we spent most of it recovering… She asked wether we were having a third date I was like of course.. She stayed another night etc we went for a late meal but then I let her rest.. All good in the hood.

I don’t even have to wear enone and still get people being aggressive to me.. Again am I an enone monster?? I Think more likely this guy was a royal twat.

von, loving your journal just like most everyone elses. i think what you want is what most of us on this forum want… to have our confidence restored and share some good times with that special someone! glad everything is going great for you! cheers

Thanks and respect to you my man.

i haven’t earned my respect yet! give me a few weeks and hopefully i will have a lot of interesting reports. i just got wolf today but it was a total let down… dont get me wrong, the product “works” but it seems to lack that sexual vibe that i was hoping it would have… will definitely have to do more testing but i’ll be receiving my AD intro pack tomorrow (hopefully) and i hope that ammo or ammo world gives me what i’m looking for