29th January 2007
I didn’t get any answers to my ‘reapplication’ question, so I just picked one of the more or less sensible solutions.
The puzzle was this: meetings with clients throughout the day, over a 9 or 10 hour period:
12.00 Client #1 (female)
16.30 Client #2 (female, first meeting with new client)
18.00 Client #3 (female)
19.45 or 20.15: Client #4 (female)
20.40 or 21.15: Client #5 (male).
How best to keep 2 sprays of ammo through all the meetings? When should I reapply, and how much? Ammo is quoted as having a 6 hour duration.
So, at about 11.15, I applied (at least) 2 sprays to the chest and the back of the neck. I say ‘at least’ two, because I probably applied about 3 in total. As sometimes happens, the feel and sound of the spray action, and the amount of liquid I felt hitting my skin, felt wrong, like the device had misfired. Probably it makes no difference: there’s probably no way for a correctly-functioning togo spray bottle to deliver the wrong dose: I just need to learn to trust them. Anyway, I applied another half-to-one spray. So I had between 2 & 3 on.
The first client (female) was fine, but I can’t say I noticed anything special
.
On the way to the second meeting (with a new female client) - about 5 hours later - I applied a shot to my lower abdomen (easier to do discreetly in public, but also a relatively sweaty place, especially if you sit a lot - I applied it at the sort of fold. I’ve insignificant belly fat, but it still has to fold 
. Also I’m 6 foot 2 inches, so I might use this position more).
The meeting with the new client was great. There was little or no discomfort or awkwardness (but see in a minute), and everything went great.
Both in this meeting and in yesterdays meeting, I felt a kind of confusion or at-a-loss-ness briefly. I was completely calm, and there was no panic or upset on my part, but once or twice I found myself unsure of how to continue. This is despite feeling great and confident (prob. on account of the ammo). It’s interesting that it was the same feeling today and yesterday. Like with my first experiments with Instant Openness, this repetition of a precisely-flavoured mood or feeling tells me it’s pheremonic in origin.
I think this can be well covered with one of the -Androstenol based pheremones, so it’s not much to worry about, even it if reoccurs.
The third meeting was cancelled (shortly before I was due to travel there), and the last two clients were quite happy to meet me earlier, as always. Both these meetings were very productive and good.
The little bit of interaction I had with random people was good unremarkable, but pleasant. No evidence of ODing, even considering that as many as 4 (to-go) shots had been applied. At one third -none, I guess that’s 8mcg of -none applied over the course of the day. At any one time, between 4 and 8 mcg would have been ‘active’ (if that makes sense).
Actually… maybe there was some evidence of ODing. Nothing negative at all from my clients, even the new one (as far as I could see), which is why I said ‘no OD effects’ in the previous paragraph. But I got less female eye contact in public than yesterday, and while I was waiting for my new client (who was in the room, but on a phone call), her female co-worker seemed to entirely ignore me. I wasn’t involved with the company where my client works, just meeting her in her workplace - but still, maybe it’s strange. (Although anxiety that she would have to speak English to me could also be a cause). Hard to say, but definitely worth paying attention to in future.
I know that pheromones are most like to yield good results when you’re the centre of attention, or doing something attention-worth. But I guess that doesn’t apply to the ghost effect. Presumably, the person you’re dealing with (e.g. in a pre-arranged meeting) will pay attention to you, and it’s the observers & by-standers to your activites that are most likely to ignore you (at least at borderline-OD doses).