getting her back

why the other one is making her happy? because it’s something new, interesting and all relationships are like that in the beginning. she was fragile at the moment because we had a downturn in our lives and who knows, maybe he used pheromones to his advantage as well! he’s here only with the crew filming the movie, after that he’s moving on to new town and probably new chicks!
just few months back we started business together and obviously she wasn’t planing to leave me because we both invested money and now we’re stuck with it! that’s why I believe it just happened for her to fall for someone and since she didn’t wanna cheat on me, she broke up. She’s been going out without me for years and I know that a lot of people were hitting on her, but she always had her guard up and would tell them straight up that she has a serious relationship. I met some of those people later and they told me that themselves.

I know it seems I’m just defending my point of view and I might be wrong but I have nothing to lose by trying to get back together. in the meantime, I will be working on myself and do what makes me happy. only time will tell. I’ll sure feel a lot better once I move out because her presence makes me feel worse! the bad thing is I started smoking again. I gotta quit asap!