More IJ testing last night.
1x IJ, 2xIG, 3x12.5 p83
Self effects: p83 definitely adds some aggression to this mix. After I applied I drove to the bar and on the way there I kept imagining getting into fights with people. I didn’t really feel like getting into a fight, but it was kinda akin to watching MMA and getting all into it. I also recall swearing in traffic a couple times. Kinda felt like I had tourettes in a way. I wasn’t that upset but the words just slipped out anyway.
Setting: bar
Effects on others: I really think this mix gives me more respect, and the “cool guy” vibe than anything else I’ve tried. I’m almost tempted to say it’s more social than sexual. Everytime I wear IG and IJ I feel like everyone wants to talk to me. There was a point last night where R’s gf’s boss kept yapping in my ear to the point where I had to excuse myself and bail to the bathroom because I just couldn’t take it anymore. It really felt like I was wearing a ton of IO. We’ll call him Harley Guy from now on since I seem to see him a lot these days. HG introduced me to his friend and I had the same kind of interaction with him. We struck up a conversation about our professions, and it felt like he was hanging around waiting for me to continue the conversation.
As for the ladies, I get the feeling this mix is best used to get attention. I was dressed casual but sharp, and every woman at least noticed me. It didn’t seem like it was anything more than that though. I did end up running into, Slap Girl who mauled me the last time I wore mx297. I had been giving her the cold shoulder the last couple times I saw her but she seemed to be having a bad night so I sat with her for a bit and made small talk with her. I made her smile a few times and I could tell she was holding back but she was also preoccupied. I gave her just enough attention to let her know I didn’t want to hate her without leading her on.
E was also there looking fine as hell. She greeted R and I with a warm hug. As always, R told me I should go after her since she’s always talking about wanting to get laid. Every time he says that it makes me realize just how much I’d rather have something of substance.
I also started using the ASC sub that Deja Vu mentioned in his journal. I consider myself pretty confident as it is, but I think I’ve got a ways to go before I’m overconfident so I figured I’d give it a shot. Also started Jim Wendler’s 5/3/1 in my quest to bench 300 by the end of the year. I’ve also started to study for the CCNA again. All in a grand plan to work on myself before I go back to focusing on how to pick up women. If I can keep it up this should be the most productive year of my life. Can’t wait to see how it pans out.