Hello everyone,
I’m 19 year old male who lives in the Australian Region and am interested in trying your products.
I suffer from a long list of social/generalised anxiety, panic and depressive disorders. At the moment I’m in a very dreamy state it’s hard for me to comprehend or understand almost anything. I sometimes get visual disturbances (almost like hallucinations) and the world around me is a very scary place and I find it pretty hard to go out there and live a normal life. I just started on medications from my doctor and hoping these will kick in soon. I want to try and fast track my recovery and get into soul searching game.
It has been a long and hard process, I cannot get government allowance support because I cannot study and job seek and trying to get some sort reduced capacity work assistance or disability until I can get my life back on track but it requires me to explain how I feel and what can be done and I just cannot do this. I’m all scared and alone, with almost nothing.
I have been dating a little bit and feel as if all my anxieties are lifted away from me because it’s so fun. But I find it hard to find people who I really like to be interested in me or I keep on getting the I just want to be friends’ vibe. I’m looking for someone to be close to which I know will help me through my tough time. This disorder keeps me inside home and myself most of the time and girls have the power to keep me calm, hanging out with mates just cannot do that. Maybe it’s because of the pleasure involved with chicks, I’m not entirely sure but at the moment I’ve realised my disorder is that bad I cannot get hard (erect) alone no matter what but know when I’m out with flirty chicks it’s possible and feels like these experiences are the only way I’m going to be able to release and feel good if that makes sense.
I have found ways to adapt to money issues, I’m selling all my assets and using all my saving buying clothes and new things to help me feel better about myself. I believe I have to sell all the stuff I got to help my future career and do stuff to help me feel better because I find I panic less when I feel good about the world around me and I have no interested going back into the career pathway I was following so why not sell everything I don’t need any more. This also includes all forms of entertainment everything except my laptop. So then my life will feel easy, it will be me, laptop, food, clothing and all those personal things that make me smell good/creams for skin/shaver/acne treatments or whatever to make me feel good or is essential. Soon hopefully the government realise my condition and help me finically if they do I’m willing to invest more time and money hear if my first tests are successful otherwise everything is just way to expensive.
Although I’ve had depressive, social anxiety symptoms all my life everything got (x10) worse at the beginning of this year, When who I would now define (the one) left me and after looking around I cannot really find the one or get to know anyone else as well as I knew her because of my worsened condition. I’m in a massive state of confusion and really want to get out their more. I can do this with the added confidence your products would give me and it wouldn’t require me to do as much out there as I’m really bad in crowed places, I have no confidence but when I’m alone I’m up for almost anything, particularly when it’s someone I like who I know likes me back. I really kind of want someone to be close to who really cares about me, which would give me the confidence to be myself and live a normal life. I know I could probably do without the medications the doctors gave me but the fact my disorder has me seeing things I decided not to wait any longer.
I’m constantly wishing I could get my ex back (well I had only been seeing her for a month but I feel for her as if I had been seeing her for over a year, everything reminds me of her), she’s back with her ex now and I haven’t been able to see her since what happened. She did offer me a chance to hangout but I was really caught down with a family thing and had no way of getting down near no matter how badly I wanted to attend it was short notice. If I ever get an opportunity with her again, I would do anything to find what I could wear to win her back.
Sadly, she’s 3 years younger than me and really into sex and had lots of sexual partners in her past. I’m quite different, like I don’t mind sex but I feel it can wait, I much prefer building a solid foundation first. Though I really like the feeling of having someone around who really wants to do it with me but has to wait. Like that crazy feeling they get when I just won’t let them down there. And of course she’s too young to be doing things with someone my age, I respect the age difference. But yeah, I don’t mind waiting cause I want her parents and everyone’s respect and I’d rather get to know every single thing about her before taking things further.
She used to comment on really liking my smell (I wasn’t wearing deodorant and hadn’t had a shower for a day and a bit) and I noticed she really liked me in the way she acted and well she told me that’s how she acts around guys she really likes. I won’t her to get them feelings around me again. She means way too much to be to disappear forever. I just want a chance to really get to know her without someone’s lie breaking us apart.
(unfortunately she’s now attached to her ex (who I think has cheated on her and request to have threesomes *) which has me really upset all the time, all my friends says she’s really bad news and I should just get over her, but when I was with her she was all sweet an innocent and she meant everything, the entire world)
So first, I don’t want to break anyone up (because I’m not like that, no matter how much I love, I’d rather commit suicide if I couldn’t control my feelings) but if she breaks up with her bf I want to be first in line.
I might also add, when she was around me. I know she wanted to touch me more and do more things but she held back because she thought it would scare me because of the weird way I am. I have nothing to be scared about, so I don’t mind if she’s all over me, early. I want her to be crazy for me, and I will be responsible enough to keep my clothes on, lol.
I will also add which I was supposed to add before for the time now I want to see if this stuff can help me get someone else. I want it to make people all over me early or feel really attracted and really want to get to know much more about me.
About Me
I am a pretty weird, but very unique person. I’m the type of person who wouldn’t want to date someone at 6am in the morning at a playground and bringing breakfast cereal along in my backpack to eat together combined with milk and stuff.
I really like walking late at night, the day time sucks because it’s too warm and I cannot wear my cuddly hoodies (: Also playing around on playgrounds and having lots of adventure. It’s all fun, fun, fun.
I’m 19, still feeling a bit of a cuddly kid who likes jumpin in puddles, walking out at night and getting lots of exercise. I’m shy, but often overpower my shyness with randomness and like hanging out and getting to know new people. Some people say I’m a little mysterious, random and something new to work out as I function a little differently compared to other guys.
I’m very sensitive; don’t like causing trouble likewise am generally very caring, affectionate and loveable. Also pretty protective and like being there for anyone going through tough times.
I also like snuggling up, cuddling and the feeling of being close though I’m not as interested in going the entire way merely playing around and having fun =]. Merly because going the full way means I want to be with them forever 
I don’t know my brain is real weird sometimes; I just had to leave this message from a mini panic episode when I come from the toilet 
it’s so annoying being like this and I hope I get better soon. I do feel being around someone I like will prevent me from getting these scared feelings as long as I’m with them, but then I’m sacred I may also get a dependence to them and be very clingy and want to hang with them way to much.
Other Notes:
(I’m really good at picking out when someone’s interested. Like even at the dentist I had a couple of students working on my teeth. When I got up and looked at one of them she smiled and looked off into another direction), Sometimes I felt there have been chicks checking me out. On another occasion I went to the dentist earlier today, I was laying on the seat thing they use to look at our teeth. When I got up I noticed this chick quickly looked away. I looked away and talked the my dental person, and when I looked back she was staring at me. I made eye contact and she quickly looked away again. I’m sure it happened a third time. I dunno, it’s weird. If anything she was checking me out. Which I find weird because I’m sure I look the most unattractive that day. I haven’t had a shave in 4 days and I really needed a haircut. So as I walked out she looked away. Damn… I wished I had said something, lol… but it was so awkward in the dentist.)
Final Notes
Sorry if I don’t make the most of sense, when typing at the moment I totally forget the world around me and really panic when I go back into reality and everything is so confusing and unreal. This product feels so unreal, but I have read everything and have found it doesn’t work for everyone so that makes it feel more realistic to me and I’m not dreaming at the moment, lol. So if it worked for everyone I’d really be scratching my head and thinking I’m in a dream and damn I hope I don’t get any worse. I just got to try and go out there and find chicks I’m comfortable with, they’re the ones that make me feel myself and really happy about the world around me and I often feel much better it really feels as if it’s my only hope oddly enough. I want someone hand to hold to keep me from being scared about everything in life.
List of questions
I’m awaiting and awesome coupon to run in and try your products; I was reading the coupon can only be used only on the to-go products is this true?
I was also reading postage costs $20 overseas, that’s a fair bit considering you’re only shipping a small bottle. I was shipped sunglasses from the US and it only cost US$3.14 which I seen on the box, how come it costs $20 and if I order over $100 in one order can I get a reduced cost for postage like stated but for overseas?]
I’m looking for something that will help me with my kind of ex and I’m looking for something good for meeting new people that will help me get real close quick, because that’s how I feel most comfortable and when I can connect and talk about anything.
I feel like I should go straight in for the “Turn Up The Hear” because she (into sexual stuff) seemed so interested in me in that way but since I haven’t seen her in so long and she’s with her bf now something like that might really confuse her and I don’t want it to have a bad affect. I don’t really understand what it could do. But I have read I have to be certain about strength and what to use for certain situations.
Or maybe something more simple like Instant Honesty and Openness would be enough to do the trick and if she shows interest go away and make myself look a little more sexier maybe by altering the way I wear clothes to maybe more revealing and wear turn up the heat. I dunno, all these seems weird but FUN. Wished I had lots of money to test all this stuff.
Also how does these products compare with something like “Calvin Klein Obsession Night EDT 125ml for Men”, the product seems much cheaper, but I guess it wasn’t designed to do anything to strong. I’ve never tried anything other than a $4 can of deodorant at the shops. Something more powerful would be interesting, would the Calvin Klein be enough or at least worth experimenting with. I’m a little confused with all these products in the world.
All this stuff seems unreal and funny; it looks like it has the effects of alcohol and other drugs and stuff. I would never try this because I’m not into any of that stuff. But what if it was vaporised and directly inhaled? Could this be like the safest to get you really feeling sex’ed up or whatever the effect should be, or would doing this just give you a massive headache and wishing you never done this. I guess maybe I put this in a strong way, what if you rubbed a bit under your nose and you could smell it all the time and you get effects of being more confidence it seems like a safe alternative to alcohol. There has got to be side effects.*
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that’s cheapest brands though usually on reduced so their almost out of date but smart way to shop 
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