Hi everyone at PT!
My name is Holly Whitehead-Collett. I’m currently 19 years old and I reside in the not-so-sunny village of Yapton, down in the South of England. I’m female, average build, not athletic but not chubby or overweight. Right in the middle, as I’ve been told. (:
I’m about 5’ 7", blonde (though not a bimbo, thankfully. Damn those degrading few!), I like to party and I love a few drinks. When I’m with my girls I’m most at home, but a portion of my close friends are male. I’m happily in a relationship, coming up to 11 months, and we’re still heavily attracted to each other. We still flirt, hold hands, cuddle, kiss and are still romantically inclined, so there’s nothing wrong on the intimacy level. The only bad part of our relationship (and it’s my fault) is that I find it hard to open up. I always have throughout my entire life, but I know he wants me to talk to him about what goes on my mind, as I know he makes sure to share his whole life with me. I’ve just never shared my thoughts or my fears, but I do try sometimes. I just always find it easier to deal with it alone. He’s coming to accept that I won’t always tell him everything, and that, even after 11 months, I’m still reserved and picky about the information I divulge, but he’s learnt that that’s who I am, though I do wish I could open up more.
Despite this, we are honest about everything. If we lie, we can’t keep it for more than an hour or two before we feel obliged to tell the other person. I’m glad I’ve found such an honest and charming guy. He really does make me feel very special.
Outside of relationships I’m a very active person, with most of my leisure taken up with meeting new people. New people are definitely the highlight of any night out for me, and sometimes they even become a good friend which is lovely! I’m outgoing, but not always too confident about myself. I’d love to be able to increase that and just feel secure in my own skin, and then hopefully start to feel more secure with others too.
I stumbled upon pheromonetalk while navigating through YouTube - It was a sponsored video in the sidebar, so I clicked it and checked it out. I’ve never really been interested in Pheromones: heck, I’ve never even heard about them before now. But reading through some of the articles and threads posted here has sparked and interest, so bring on the flame! (Heh
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Pretty much from this forum (and this post!) I hope to achieve a deeper knowledge and understanding of pheromones (because I enjoy knowing what’s going on in our crazy world of new advances and what not) and hopefully order a few products to test on some willing subjects (or un-suspecting as the case may be ;]). I am also interested in trying out the products for myself and seeing exactly how they affect me and those I come into contact with, and whether or not all this talk about Pheromones that I’ve recently come across is Hype, or if they really do help to increase some of your qualities.
(From that last statement it may not seem that I know, but I do understand mones are some what 10% of the equation. I appreciate it’s up to me [Or who is using the mones] to act the way they want to be, and the mones just supplement
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Thanks everyone!
-Holly. x