I am 18, female, living in NYC. I recently found out about pheromones from my best friend, and after browsing the forum and reading plenty of stories and trying to do some more research, I think with the help of pheromones I can achieve what I want.
As of now since I am planning to start off experimenting, I ordered Instant Sexiness and Instant Openness, after reading many experiences and descriptions on the forum I feel those would suit me best from the non-advanced products and mixes (and I hope to get into the more advanced ones later on after I feel like I have a better knowledge of pheromones.) I was hoping the experienced users could either let me know how they think those pheromones might work for me or suggest different ones that might help.
I recently graduated high school and in a few weeks I’m going to start college. I’m really nervous. Going into college, I want to change my life and hopefully pheromones can help me with that.
In high school, I didn’t really have many friends. I wasn’t the most social person coming into high school as a freshman, I wasn’t used to being around others and interacting with them, I didn’t know how to act. My self-esteem was also very low so even if I wanted to approach someone, I would not have the courage to do so. I feel like all of this, how my personality used to be gave off a certain vibe from me that stuck with most people or something, most of them just stayed away from me.
Towards the end of my senior year (this year) I noticed myself actually becoming more outgoing. My self-esteem improved a lot as well. I felt more confident about myself and about communicating with others. I found myself talking to many new people – some I never thought I would ever speak to! However, I still feel I don’t interact with others as much as I would like to. And I do try! I also feel that some people still find me unapproachable for some reason and I would like to change that (hopefully with Instant Openness?) I like being around people, but I don’t feel like I am given a chance to do that sometimes. I love having conversations, having a good time, and I want people to like me as much as I like them. I mean this in any situation, whether it is in school, work, at a party, or just meeting some new people through others.
Also, I would like to (for once) meet a guy that isn’t a douchbag to me. It has happened that the majority of the guys I have been with in some way or another thought they were better than me, and would mentally try to fuck with me because they thought they were able to, and just didn’t appreciate me as a person or the kind things I did for them. Basically, with guys, I am aiming for respect. Sure, many guys tell me they find me attractive but that means nothing to me. Most of those guys end up being just really bad people. Beyond looks, I feel like when I like someone I am very caring, and I just want someone that can care for me equally as well as respect me, and respect is not something I have been receiving from guys. That is also why I ordered Instant Sexiness because I heard that is one of the effects (perhaps there are better ones though?) And hopefully the physical attraction aspect of it can help me meet new guys. For some reason guys usually only view me as a friend, or if it is beyond friendship it’s how I described (not actually appreciating me!)
Anyways, I’m not the best writer, but I tried to make that as short and to-the-point as I could. Hopefully everyone understands what I’m trying to say and I didn’t sound too cheesy. 
