Hi I’m ProfX, 33 and live in the UK. I first heard about the mones 10 yrs or so ago though have never dabbled so far. I’m not really sure how I came across this forum, maybe searching for something about creating a sexy vibe, but am sure glad that I did.
In my mid to late twenties I had some quite good success with women. I went traveling solo for 6 months and came back feeling like “da man”. It was like I had this sexy aura that projected out in front of me that women could feel, I would walk into a room and would notice some of the women perk up, start glancing across at me. At that time I was very confident, cocky even, and the women that I chatted to would sometimes act nervous and unsure around me whilst giving me those big puppy dog, fuck me eyes. Women would often approach me and I would be cool and friendly with them whilst having a sexy vibe, I found that by holding back, not trying to chat them up or flirt and acting a little disinterested it would spike their attraction for me. I could make out with some girls within a few minutes of meeting them, as the attraction had been built before we’d even spoken and had no problem taking them home. Happy days.
Then I changed jobs and over the next year or two everything went downhill, I had a boss from hell whose speciality was physical intimidation and put downs. My self esteem took a battering over the next few years and I ended up deloping a panic disorder with depression which lasted for longer than I care to remember.
Now days it’s different, I have some mild depression and some slight social anxiety but the panic has gone. I still have women checking me out though not approaching and I feel I’ve replaced the cool sexy vibe with a needy unconfident vibe, which I’d like to change.
I go to salsa once or twice a week for classes and social dancing. It’s a pretty close dance so plenty of chance to test out different combos with lots of women. . People don’t generally pickup on these nights though I have seen it happen and have had women be quite sexual whilst dancing with me in the class (rubbing their breasts against me, touching my chest, grinding hips into me), I often catch them glancing at my crotch. Having said that I get mixed responses, I often feel there is a wall between us and conversations are generally short and superficial. Most girls dissapear quickly after a dance and don’t stick around to chat so I don’t get a chance to takes things further.
As for the results I’m looking for as I mentioned I have some mild depression and when I get this I become sensitive to percieved rejection so I’d be interested in anything that can help me feel calm, confident, relaxed and secure in myself. I think I do still have somewhat of a sexy vibe but that my confidence let’s me down. I also find myself expecting people to be negative towards me which causes me to feel inhibited and at times needy. Boy would I like to get rid of that. I’d also like to be able to recreate my previous years success and be seen as the cool sexy sexual guy that women can approach if they want to hook up. Some deeper connections/conversations with people would also be welcome as I’d like to widen my social circle and meet some good people to hang out with.
I love the way people here have experimented and reported back their results. I’ve just spent the last few hours reading 1Alphas journal along with the recommended threads for beginers. I’m open to suggestions as to what to get for my first order and look forward to sharing my results.
ProfX
I do hope it helps out because as to trying out mones… I’ve been there… started out bumpy and here I am… ready to help out! 
While going through terapy i learned that I had been living my whole life with anxiety problems, and now the closer I get to being completely cured, the better I feel in all aspects of my life. Like, half a year ago I couldn’t sleep on my own without the lights turned on, I had a ton of fobias and needed to wash my hands constantly. Now all of that is gone 
My whole life with these problems, and they could have been gone this fast if I just knew what caused them sooner 
This is just a few of the effects terapy has had on me, my social life is also much better, as I no longer feel pain in my stumack everytime I’m around others…