Any new products that might be good to add to the old arsenal. Don’t tell me what they do just that I should check them out for myself.
Brother let me tell ya something, I know I may be a bit younger than you, but if life has taught me anything its that life is too shortto greive over one woman. Adversity introduces us to ourselves, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and make a bee line for the next girl. If the ex comes back around great, if not f*** it and move on. Cause when you inevidably meet a newer and better girl your going too look back and think “wtf was i thinking?”
Trust me man Ive learned it the hard way. 
I know I am doing just that. I showered off the self pity in a long hot shower, shaved the bushy beard of neglect, and now I am going to get a sweet new hair cut and maybe buy myself some sweet new threads. I need to build my confidence back up because she utterly crushed mine. I was so confident in our relationship I didn’t even feel like I needed to play the game, that was my mistake I think in the long run. I have no ill will against her, at the moment. She really didn’t do anything too horrific apart from not being able to talk to me in person or even on the phone but then again some people just can’t, a text is disconnected if she was looking into my eyes or listening to my voice she might second guess her decision because of the comfort both of those things always brought her. But she might also end up being a lying bitch.
I asked her if she wanted to be friends and she told me she needs time it would be too much too soon whatever the freak that means. Whatever I am going to go out and have a good time and by doing so show her I will not be waiting by the phone I will be living a wonderful life, one she could have been a part of had she just toughed it out instead of running at first sign of trouble.
ITNerd
How to get over your EX and get your confidence back (and if you happen to make him/her jealous in the process BONUS!)
Okay well I have always been a very intuitive individual, which might be hard to accept considering how many times I have fallen for the wrong girl it seems. I think after the numerous times and reasons I have been dumped over the years has given me a bit of insight in the female mind so I am going to share with you my process. The first thing one must do to get over an EX is delete any and all forms of contact from your phone, instant messenger etc. But if you are fortunate enough to still be Facebook friends leave it, but NEVER look at her profile. Refreshing her profile page to see what she is up to is stalking her and it is god awful to do to yourself and to her really. I have sadly been there refreshing a facebook page or just logging into facebook almost every hour seeing what is up. You will just make yourself sick and come off as pathetic because let’s face it, you are. STOP it. The biatch dumped you, not because you suck, because she sucks.
No Contact
So yeah, it might have killed your confidence, so here is how you take it back. First rule is the NO Contact rule. I know how much you are dying to talk to your ex and find out what went wrong, but let me tell you it will just upset you more and give her even more power over you and make you even more unattractive in her eyes. By cutting off contact you are doing two things that are beneficial. You are on your first steps to regaining your confidence, but also at making her the insecure one. Imagine being able to turn the tables even after a breakup, it is doable. By breaking off all communication and not looking at her profile online you are allowing your mind to heal and you will soon realize the girl you can’t live without is really not all she’s cracked up to be. You will only think of the good times but block out all the bad, focus on the bad, that is step two.
Cleansing/Letting Go
Take all of the good things you love and remember about her and write them all down. Then subsequently turn it over and write all of the bad things as well, you might say there are not bad things, but there are trust me. The no contact period is a great time to do this, but depending on your mindset you might have to wait a few weeks before you can do this because you will still be blinded by what could have been and what you could have done differently etc. For me because I have been through this a lot I am ready to bounce back after a few days of wallowing in self pity so I can usually get the pros and cons list written within the same week of the breakup, your mileage may vary.
Self Improvement
Self improvement, is the next step. You probably let yourself go a bit being in a committed relationship, we all do believe me. Because your confidence is shot you need to help build it up. Sure you could throw on some A314 or Ammo or something but it will only be a temporary fix. You need to get your actual mind there on your own. For me I simply took a long shower and shaved off the bushy beard that was growing on my face due to neglect. Then the next day I went and got myself a brand new hair cut. Change is good. By changing yourself you will start to build your self worth back up and thus your confidence. I also suggest maybe hitting the gym, doing some exercise is great because it will get you in shape and increase those lovely endorphins in your brain to make you feel great.
Another good thing to do, buy some new clothes, a new look may be just what you need to look even more sexy than you used to before you met the old ball and chain. During this stage I suggest wearing some A314, Instant Shine, and perhaps some Instant Openness. Be happy, you haven’t talked to your ex in a while now you got a new haircut you feel more fit because you are working out, girls are going to notice. By now you should already be well on your way back to your confident old self. Seeing a sexy confident man buying some nice looking clothes will turn lots of eyes on you, take advantage for you will need some admirers for the next step.
Dating
Dating. I know you might think how could you possibly date again after what that bitch of an ex did to you. In my case she broke up with me via text message despite the fact there were no signs in our relationship that she had a problem. I was devastated, still am, but I will not let her win I will have the last laugh yet. You don’t have to find a new girlfriend and start a new commitment so soon, but casual dating and meeting new people will be a great way not only to build up your confidence and attractiveness but also a great way to potentially meet a new lucky lady.
In the stage of casual dating you need to tread lightly, do not start thinking of your ex, do not talk about your ex, do not even hint you have an ex. You will trigger those bad emotions we have been working so hard to bury and you will not only lose that new found confidence, you will also come off as a needy insecure blubbering idiot to the new potential hottie sitting across from you. You might think playing the hurt sensative guy will be hott, maybe for some women, and maybe only temporary, but for the most part they will not want anything to do with you or want future dates.
I recommend for a guy like me, the nerdy fun loving guy, to utilize this combination of mones. Ammo, to give off that sexy vibe. Instant Honesty to open the door to meaningful conversations that will make a girl think you are deep and intelligent. MX412 (A1) to give her those butterfly feelings that will linger during and after the date. P79 to supercharge all of the mones you are wearing, at least that seems to be my input on this combination. It worked wonders with V in the beginning, my problem I wasn’t congruent and got too comfortable with the relationship and lost my cool and collective attitude that made me so attractive to V in the first place.
Sweet Vengeance
This step isn’t entirely necessary unless you are trying to do one of two things, get your EX to come back to you, or basically make them hurt and jealous and make them realize they made a big mistake. I told you if you are still friends on facebook to stay that way, here is why. Now that you have a sexy new makeover and you are out having fun, let her and everyone else know it. Always keep a digital camera or smart phone handy for a quick and convenient way to document the new sexy you and all the fun you are having without your girlfriend. Not only will this boost your confidence even more to get the likes and pats on the back from all of your guy friends and the oohs and awws from all of your female friends, but it will also be seen by your because I guarantee if you kept to the no contact rule she will be stalking your profile much like you did in the beginning.
If you have kept to the no contact rule I guarantee she will see these pictures and start initiating communication with you again. For the recently scorned this might be what they were hoping for, but I can’t stress this enough, DO NOT LOSE YOUR COOL. Don’t start immediately talking about the relationship and how good you were and why you should get back together, you will just cement her decision of breaking up with you because you are needy and insecure. This is key. Do not be bitter, do not be angry, be friendly, treat her like an old friend, nothing more, nothing less. If she asks what you have been up to just say hanging out with the guys at bars, clubs, etc. Do not tell her you have been dating and tapping all of those fine looking ladies in your facebook pictures, in fact don’t mention them at all, it will make her think you are hiding something and make her jealous even more, it will also be frustrating because she doesn’t want to let you know she has been stalking your profile so by not talking about the pictures you posted it will make her a bit crazy lol.
If she starts to break at the seems you will see the jealousy slipping in she might ask you about any girls you have been seeing. Or worse, she may talk about this awesome guy she has been dating. If she brings this up know she is trying to get a reaction out of you, don’t give her the satisfaction. Just say, aw that’s nice. When the conversation hits the 5-10 minute mark end it by saying, listen I gotta go out with some friends, I will talk to you later. Then it is important, do not talk to her later, in fact wait a few days again. I guarantee if she contacts you first again she will be well on her way to wanting to get back together with you. If this is what you want, congratulations. If you are just looking to make her feel the pain you felt, keep it up, but don’t be too cruel she is still a human being and has feelings just like you. But I guarantee she will start thinking she made the biggest mistake of her life letting you go, you know why. Because you are the prize my friend.
Final Notes
Whether you get a new girlfriend, or get the old one back, there is something important you have to keep in mind. You need to keep up with the cool collective sexy indifferent lifestyle. This is my mantra from now on, and I highly encourage it being your mantra as well. The one who cares the least in a relationship has the power. I am not saying don’t care about your girlfriend, you do care about her, just don’t let her know how much you really do and that will keep her hooked to you like glue. the second the power shifts and you go from Alpha to Beta, that is when your girlfriend sends you a random text message saying she is overwhelmed and she doesn’t have time, the time and affection you deserve. I became insecure, and beta, girls hate that. No pedestal I can’t stress that enough. So if you are guilty of this as well always remember, your ex had genuine feelings of attraction to you before when you were alpha, if you stay alpha she will stay with you. If you become alpha again even after a breakup she will more than likely reconsider being with you again. One never does know does one.
So that is basically the system I am using right now and it is doing wonders for me in the confidence department. I feel myself thinking about V less and less and that is the healthy thing to do. You have to let go of your Ex before you can move on! Oddly enough, you have to let go of your Ex even if your goal in the end is to get back with them, because you have to take the power back, and to do that you have to be the sexy confident guy she fell for to begin with which is impossible if you go back to being the insecure and blubbering beta guy she dumped!
ITNerd
Back on the Prowl
Mentally I really wasn’t prepared for this but I forced myself because I was beginning to feel a bit depressed and I wasn’t even using A1 damn girl got under my skin more so than I would have liked if she wasn’t going to stick around long enough to care. Okay so I pretty much did all of the things we guys do after a break up. I immediately went out and got a hair cut and I have made sure I utilized my facebook to show V that I was fine and having a good time despite her dumping me it is a real confidence booster let me tell you, especially when she starts reaching out to you again out of no where. But I digress I am still working on me so she can reach out all she wants unless he outright tells me she wants me again or she doesn’t I could care two shits what she is thinking I will not be strung along. It is funny I told her I wasn’t going to wait for her and I needed to take time to get over her, the next day she is texting me saying we should get together and do stuff together soon. But enough about that this is about me and my healing process.
Location
I was supposed to go out to the bar with my friends, thinking you know we will hit the bar at 10:30 - 11 the earliest. My stupid old man friends were at the bar at 7:30 asking when I was coming and saying that there were no girls at the bar. Of course there were no girls at the bar it was 7:30 for christ sakes. I was out with my family and didn’t get home til 11, at this point my friends texted me and told me they were all tired and going to bed. I am 25 they are either my age or a year older this is not how people our age should be acting lol.
I was pissed, because I really wanted to hit up the bar to have a good time and see if women find me attractive to help boost my confidence more. So I bit the bullet and went by myself. I know this seems like a loser thing to do but I really wanted and needed a drink after the day that I had I took a risk and decided to try the mysterious stranger act it has rarely worked before but I figured now is the time to experiment.
Mix
2 sprays of Instant Jerk on on each side of the neck
6 sprays of Instant Openness 2 on my throat and 2 on each wrist
I decided to try something simple not to go crazy as it was my first night on the prowl again and didn’t expect anything to happen. So I get to the bar and turns out an old friend from school is there so we start catching up and suddenly I wasn’t technically alone at the bar so that worked out better. The bar didn’t have a lot of girls in it at this time, but there was a decent amount. One girl kept staring at me from across the bar and didn’t seem to care if I caught her staring until she realized and would avert her eyes quickly. So I made my way around the bar and plopped myself down next to a group of girls who seemed absent any guy company. That might have been a mistake, they would not leave me alone they were rather persistent and annoying and oddly enough buying me drinks which was completely backwards.
I just remained a bit aloof but friendly enough but I clearly had this whole I am a dark and mysterious loner thing going on and I think it was driving them crazy. The one girl in particular that I mentioned before who was staring me down across the bar seemed rather clingy and touchy feely, could be the alcohol she had been consuming or maybe I wast just that sexy to her I dunno. The girls were all in the age range of 21-23 all younger than me and all freaking crazy. I think they were in girl’s night out mentality and no guys were approaching them at all the entire time I was there so by sitting next to them and ignoring them that was more than enough for them. At one point my cell phone got passed around as they each apparently entered their number in my phone. (later I was also pleasantly surprised to find one of them must have taken it to the bathroom and taken a sexy topless photo and left it on my phone. OF course I found the picture days later so I don’t even know which one it was lol.)
Conclusion
In the end these girls were super aggressive and pushy and despite loving the attention I still wasn’t in the proper frame of mind because of V to do anything about it. In fact I just went there to build my confidence back not find any connections besides pushy aggressive women are not my type at all if I was looking for something meaningless maybe but I am not that kind of guy. The mix definitely opened them up and made me rather irresistible to them clearly, they wouldn’t leave me alone. When I finally left all of them let out and audible sigh probably cause I didn’t take any of them with me, I had a big smile on my face though clearly I am an amazingly sexy dude when I am not trying lol. I hope to go out again this coming weekend maybe I will try something different or the same again to see if i get the same ridiculous in your face results like last time lol. I kind of wish my friends were there, they would have been impressed and probably wondered what the fuck I did to attract such attention lol.
Normally I would call BS on your story, but if its its true…
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Glad to see the night went well but also kept your nobility. 
Keep us all posted!
Also if you ever need advice or help shoot me a pm bud
I take reporting very seriously I will never give false information, even I couldn’t believe it to be honest that has never happened to me before. The only difference I could see is the fact that I didn’t care or even try at all maybe that is the secret I have been missing all this time, I should just go in not caring at all. Right now it is easy for me since I still have feelings for V so in reality I am not trying or caring right now, except for her. If I can get into this mindset permanently though perhaps it will garner more fruit.
You learn a little more about yourself every day, I suppose that is why things happen the way they do to teach us to better ourselves. It all sounds so easy but I am a nice caring shy guy it is hard to break the mold.
Well as usual it has been a while. But I finally put myself back out in the dating world after my last break up. I decided to go with my signature mix that has worked so well in the past.
3 sprays AMMO one on each side of neck and the back of the neck
6 sprays of IH 1 on each wrist, 1 on each forearm, and two on the throat
The date was casual on a Friday night, just met up with the girl at the bar and we didn’t eat we just drank. We each had about three drinks over the course of 3 hours and we spent the whole time talking and laughing and I thought connecting. When we parted ways she said give me a hug and I said we should do this again sometimes and she said okay that sounds good. I waited for about 3 days and I called her up asking if she would be up for going out again but it went to voicemail so I just left a message telling her to get back to me. A couple days went by and she just got back to me an hour ago. She said I am sorry I didn’t tell you this on the date but I was really tired and thought I’d sleep on it first, but I really didn’t feel a connection with you. Good luck in your search and enjoy your weekend. I am sorry I didn’t get back sooner.
Okay so first off let me say bless this girl for being the first girl to actually be honest without coming off as bitchy. I don’t get why girls think sugar coating it and saying oh I had a good time but I don’t have time for a relationship right now or other lies are better than just talking to me as an adult and saying. I just don’t think we connected. It isn’t harsh, it isn’t a lie to give false hope or cause confusion of wondering what you did wrong really it is the perfect reason I do not feel bad at all about it or discouraged.
As for the effects I would say I didn’t see too many effects, granted she was very talkative and told me all about her life and childhood and all of that which could be IH or she could have just been really friendly and talkative. I didn’t really get much flirtation out of her despite the fact that I was throwing plenty her way and there was no IoI at all apart from just being a friendly conversationalist so really I should have realized there would be no second date right then and there but figured I would give her the benefit of the doubt and ask her out one more time just to be sure. I guess I don’t have to now. Okay so have to find some more dates I am really running out of places to go as I have been everywhere from online to the local bars and have pretty much attempted to flirt and hook up with so many girls from those places that I am feeling like none are left. My match search is a list of girls I have already tried to go out with but it didn’t work. So I am a bit defeated but I will not give up hope. Hopefully I will do some more testing. I finally have money too so I need to check out any new developments. If there is anything you can recommend to me let me know, just don’t tell me what it does I want to test it for myself!
ITNerd
So I decided it was time to extend my arsenal so I decided to place an order, the first time in a long time. I decided to go with TAC and the A314a spray, I still have plenty of the oil left but I figured I would test the spray out a bit to see how that works. On the lady front so far it is quiet from my ex we are going on a no contact for 2 weeks now since I basically called her on her bullshit and said she can talk to me when she is ready to have an adult conversation, I work in a school doesn’t mean I enjoy stupid girl immaturity. I have started talking to a new girl and I think I might want to start playing the field in person more so than online dating as it hasn’t really worked out so well for me yet. In recent news I have been a member for a gym for a couple of months now and I have lost 50 lbs so I went from 5’11" weighing 260 pounds to weighing 210. I am excited and I am feeling pretty damn good which is why I think I finally had the drive to call my ex on her bullshit it feels pretty damn good. I am hoping this is the start of something new and wonderful I am getting even more hits than I have in the past wearing mones now that I am starting to look good and be more in shape as well. Confidence abound!
ITNerd
That’s awesome my friend. Losing weight changes your life! I’m down 70 myself
Well I agree with you very much, congrats on the 70lbs down yourself! Haven’t met any gym hotties but I am slowly becoming one myself 
Day 1 New Batch
Okay so I got my shipment of TAC and A314a spray yesterday and decided to give it a spin. I decided why not mix both together for my first run. I have used a314 oil before so I knew what to expect with the spray but TAC is a whole new beast for me. So I have a 30ml bottle of TAC with 10 mcg/spray so decided to go with two sprays on the throat, and one spray of A314a spray on each side of the neck. I was overwhelmed with how quickly I felt the effects I was used to feeling with the oil but I was used to the slow diffusion from the two drops I am used to using. I read somewhere that each spray is the equivalent of one drop but I might have made that up in my mind which is why I went with two sprays total.
Well I immediately felt confident and like nothing could bring me down, but I was also relaxed which I am not used to feeling as I am stressed out on a daily basis for the most part. I am going to assume the relaxing effects were from the TAC but I can’t be too sure on my first test run it is just an observation I was not used to. To be honest I don’t know much about TAC because I avoid reading about it, just the one thread that said it increases the orgasmic pleasure somehow but I knew today was not the day I would be testing that.
Hits, well everyone was treating me with respect and a few of the female teachers were respectful but seemed to want to talk about stuff. Normally I just sit at the computer fixing the issue and they don’t talk to me, but every room I was in the teacher seemed to want to talk to me about random stuff like what my plans were for Easter weekend and what not. Nothing blatantly sexual but then again I wasn’t really flirting today because I wasn’t in the mood but I felt confident enough to believe they were hitting on me, might just be an ego trip I am going on though. So my first test run is a bit inconclusive but I am liking the A314a Spray and the TAC very much.
This weekend I am heading to a gamer convention, I know I am a nerd, but there are a lot of hott female nerds too, and my competition will not be so steep so I am looking forward to it. I don’t want to set goals but I kind of want to hook up with someone this weekend that would be cool. I have to figure out the best approach to attract hott girls who don’t realize they are hott and are super insecure and socially awkward without coming off as too intimidating to them. I am thinking of going with A314 but I am worried that might be too much so perhaps Ammo instead. Some TUTH in an altoids case just in case and some of the social to gos along side like IH and IO.
I am open to suggestions though if anyone else has experience at a gamer convention.
ITNerd
Okay I think the power of gamer funk was too much for the mones. I was at the convention for three days total and each day I would increase the sprays of mones to ridiculous amounts because there was just so much nasty smells in air and hundreds of thousands of people around. I did have one awesome hit that I never expected in a million years. I was distracted starring at this girl who was wearing a costume that only covered half of her body, the other half as she walked away was just her ass hanging out so as I was looking at that fine ass I get bumped into from behind rather hard. I turn on me heel to see what unattractive glob of a gamer dared bump into me and I was sort of shocked to see it wasn’t a dude but a very attractive female nerd, and not just any female nerd, it was THE female nerd, Felicia Day.
She was adorable let me tell you, she was nervously tongue tied and super apologetic, at least that is what I think she was trying to do she literally was incoherent. I didn’t really make a big deal out of it as she appeared to be traveling incognito which is fair considering she is probably on top of the sexual fantasy list of every guy and girl attending that convention lol. At this point I was wearing about 6 sprays of MX297 and 2 sprays of Ammo. We didn’t exchange much in the way of words but seeing Felicia Day fumble her words and blush a bit in my presence was a huge confidence booster let me tell you. Of course it could all have to do with the fact that she is a huge nerd girl and super sweet and apologetic because she bumped into me.
But that was about it when it came to the gaming convention. There was this other girl that I played a game with who said that I had a sexy voice and should record audio books. Other than that it was not much but I think it has to do with the fact that there were so many people and smells mixing together it would be hard to pinpoint any dude’s mones unless he was literally right on top of you.
ITNerd
I recently hooked up with this girl from my dating site and it was pretty awesome let me tell you. First off I have to say that I think being on this site and experimenting with mones has really changed me in a very good way. I have learned so much about talking to women and about how to date women and have picked up some dangerous skills utilizing what was always my strongest asset, my words. See I met this girl online and we started talking back and forth through texts. I laid the charm on thick and found exactly what words pushed her buttons to the point where when we finally set a time for our first date she asked me how far the restaurant was from my apartment because I turned her on so much through text messages that she already wanted to have sex with me before she even met me in person.
So because she was sending such strong sexual vibes right off the bat I decided to go all in with TUTH just to see what happens, TUTH and no social buffers of any kind. 3 Sprays of TUTH on on each side of the neck and one on my chest The dinner went really well and we talked and laughed and flirted. She said I am the sexiest man alive. In the parking lot she whispers in my ear that she has been wet the entire time we were at dinner and that is why she was fighting so much in her chair. I figured it was just nerves but apparently it was a wet vagina that was the culprit.
We get back to my place and I decide I didn’t want her to feel overwhelmed so I gave her the tour of the apartment and we sat on my couch. I figured I would talk to her a bit more, loosen her up and make her more comfortable, she decided to reach down into my pants and grab my penis and said we should go into the bedroom. Before you know it we are naked and having a great time. Then her phone beeps she looks at it and says, shit I have to pick up my roommate they need a ride. So at this point I was thinking, damn was I just used for sex, that is awesome! But then she said she would come back after and stay the rest of the night despite the fact that she had work early in the morning like 6 AM.
So sure enough she came back and immediate got naked again, she was already wet without me having to do any foreplay so I just got right to it. It was amazing let me tell you. So she left and I didn’t hear from her for a while then she texted back and told me how sore her thighs were and that she can’t believe she was so turned on and comfortable with me that she broke her no sex on the first date rule.
Date 2
Again not really a date, see we had plans to get together at my place and watch some movies and then she would spend the night again but she forgot she was closing her store that night so she wouldn’t be home till after 10pm. I thought for a second this was the first sure sign that she was canceling last minute meaning she didn’t actually want to see me anymore which would be fine in my book, then she said she would come over after work but she has to get up early the next morning again. I said you do realize with that kind of time constraint you and I will probably get naked and get busy the second you walk through my door, she said she was counting on it.
Now I got this girl coming over for a booty call essentially. I am ecstatic I have never had a booty call in my entire life, nor have I been the booty called upon so it made me feel pretty damn sexy. So this time I decided to go crazy. I have never ODed on a mone before so I thought, this girl is coming over and wants to have sex already so what will happen if I go a little overboard with the mones. So 1 spray of Tuth on each side of the neck, then 3 sprays starting from my chest and working my way down stopping right at my “happy trail” for a total of 5 sprays. I know it is not a huge dose but I am experimenting in steps to see how much TUTH it takes to OD since I have always been so afraid to try it. On top of that I decided to spray 2 sprays of 10 mcg TAC on my throat for shits and giggles.
So she came over, clothes came off yet again immediately, without even having to warm her up with foreplay I can already feel her panties are soaked so I decide to just go down town. By the time I was done she had finished 3 times and immediately after told me that her orgasms were so much more intense than the last time. As a serious question I asked her what I did differently this time, and she responded that she had no idea what I did differently but it was amazing. The truth is I didn’t do anything differently I think TAC does in fact make orgasms more intense and now I have first hand evidence of it.
So yeah, amazing couple of “dates” out of no where, I haven’t heard from her since but I get the feeling she will be wet for me again real soon! If she shows up at my door again I am going to try something even more bold with the mones!
ITNerd
Well it has been over a year but I have found myself back here checking out the community seeing how everyone is doing and if mones have advanced to even more awesome levels since my last delve. I actually still have a bit left over from my initial purchases but I am not sure how long these actually last on the shelf. I have pretty much downgraded all of my experimenting back down to just wearing ammo but that is actually starting to run out, probably only have a few more applications of it left. I am hoping with my next paycheck to try something new and get my head back into the game I have been focusing on myself and improving myself and my life in general and a lot has changed since the last time I visited here.
Of course it seems I am running into a problem with the site as I cannot get pas the first page of any of the forum topics list hopefully it is just something wrong on my end and the community isn’t suffering some kind of technical difficulties.
ITNerd799
Well like I said a lot has changed in my life since my last post so I thought I’d do a quick summary to catch you up to speed. So for anyone who is still around that kept up with me when I first started this journal you will recall my mission was to get Jillian in a relationship, to go from the friend zone to Oh Baby. I will be honest with you, in the end I did make it happen, I went from the friend zone to Oh Baby and although I wasn’t keeping a detailed journal and measurement of my mones but I pretty much stuck with the same mixture from day one and that was utilizing P83 2 sprays, and I alternated TUTH and Ammo depending on the situation, with a hint of IH. I was able to get her to open up and finally let me in, albeit only physically. We became friends with benefits, except neither of us really wanted to be friends so we were just benefits.
We continued this for over a year, we never dated, she would just come over, we would talk and have a couple of drinks, then we would spend the next 4 hours having sexy fun time. The last time she was here, which was about a month ago, she told me how she really liked this guy and wanted to make it work but they lived so far away and long distance relationships don’t work what should I do blah blah blah. So I was blunt and honest, as that is the person I have become, a long way from the needy clingy nerd that started this journal. It is amazing how much your life can change in such little time. I told her exactly this, “considering you have been blabbering about him for the last 20 minutes, I am pretty sure you should just give it a go, what have you got to lose” It sounds like a drag but she always had a tendency to stay naked the entire time she was at my apartment so I still had a really nice view and there were plenty of orgasms to go around.
Since then we talk every once in a while I ask her how her relationship is going, she says it’s good, vents her frustrations, I tell her to stop being so frustrated for no reason and she usually feels better. Although she keeps making references and drunk texting me for sex all of the time but I told her straight that I will not fool around with her again until she is once again single because that is how I roll.
I have decided that the empty hook up and sex is not enough anymore. I think I am back into the mindset that I want an actual girlfriend, so I am going to attempt to enter the dating world again and see what happens. Of course I could never go off to war without being properly supplied with my mones and all of the advice and support I got from this forum back in the day and intend to do so again!
ITNerd