19th
IS/B – 2 sprays behind ears.
self effects - cant see any
At work –
No hits in the morning. May be dose is not enough.
But something happened in the evening – my jr came & sat close to me. We were chatting regular work stuff.
I am going to a different point before I continue. As she is almost with me all the time I feel she has some idea about me & Tg. Phn calls & discussions, she must have heard me & guess we are in touch somehow for last 1 yr or so. So she intimately said to me that cos of life situations I should not change myself. I asked why she is saying that? She said I know u r very soft hearted but for 2-3 days I found something is missing. I asked what? she told me that she is finding me less warm, less caring & concerned. I am behaving very distant from her, she is getting very different vibes from me.
if i am upset over something or somebody?
I told her there is nothing to worry about & thanked her for her concern. I could make out she herself was feeling it cos of absence of IH first day & cos of first days feelings she pulled her chair in the different corner of the room, where she was not getting affected maybe.(10 feet away). Though I had IH on second day, but couldn’t recognize it, as she was out of the room most of the time or didn’t come enough close to me.![]()
Now as per her 3rd day she came & talked only when I was being soft towards her. It was actually not me but may be my IS/B.![]()
We had a lengthy discussion then on people, how someone’s presence & absence affect us.
I am not sure it was IS/B or No IH affecting this girl. So need some more testing. cos She is so attached to me so, feeling all that for me.
she found me very stanoffish with my IS/A but no IH vibe, so inturn turnes stanoffish which, i could only see. she doesnt know about mones…
i know.
At home –
Nothing significant.