I agree with these. Actually I found higher than 22.5 mcg enjoyable, but was too overwhelming. I found it difficult to drive a car under the influence of 25 mcg - too distracting. At 22.5 it’s still reasonable to get some work done. Lower amounts were quite enjoyable and far less distracting.
current findings:
eNone works way better as a < 1 mcg / spray, using 1-3 sprays
P78 is very well liked. 15 mcg / spray, 1x seems a good level.
P94 at 10 mcg - light and airy, happy, comforting, very cuddly, visual attraction/beautification effect, chatty. Got some oral fixation fx.
Adding 3-5 mcg eRone (experimone) made for outstanding sexual session, added a dominant male vibe to the comfort. Very nice combination.
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15 mcg P75 solo test - not a good idea. Reminded me of the time I got seasick on a fishing vessel on the pacific.
currently testing LCM-1 (low concentration mix 1) which combines several mix concepts into one formula. 13 molecules at very low concentrations, maintaining ratios that have been successful elsewhere. Designed to reach maximum impact at 5 sprays, where eRone reaches a high level.
This morning, two sprays, massive respect hits from boss. He asked me to go help him handle an employee who has caused some problems, and trusted me to go correct the situation.
LCM-1
total mcg @ 5 sprays (@ 1 spray)
TAF 1.5 mcg (0.3)
TAL 2.5 mcg (0.5)
TAC 3.75 mcg (0.75)
eRone 7.5 mcg (1.5)
eNone 1.25 mcg (0.25)
P74 1 mcg (0.2)
P75 1.25 mcg (0.25)
P77 0.75 mcg (0.15)
P78 2 mcg (0.4)
P79 1 mcg (0.2)
P83 5 mcg (1)
P94 3.75 mcg (0.75)
P104 3.75 mcg (0.75)
Occasionally combined with 1-2x from sprayer of TAA @ 7.5 mcg / spray
2.5 mcg P79 + 5 mcg 94. I like.
The 79 adds so much force and kinetic energy to the 94. It feels like the “hook” that is missing from the pure comfort / relaxation of certain molecules.
I continue to be very impressed with P79 as an emotional intensifier.
enhancer, intensifier, synergy - these were very apt words.
Using emotional language is very powerful with this one as any emotional directions seems to carry a great deal more momentum with it under the influence of P79. Even a very small concentration seem quite effective. Emotional thoughts seem to get blurted out and committed to action very quickly.
Whatever your emoticon is, this one puts five exclamation marks after it.
1 spray P94 @ 5 mcg / spray
1/2 spray P79 @ 2.5 mcg / spray
1/2 spray eRone @ 10 mcg / spray
6AM meeting, 9/16
1 20-something half-asian female
5 20-30 something white or asian males
Chatty, airy, a-nol type feeling
Mood-elevating, cheerful
mild respect vibe
disinhibited speech in the group members
attention from females
one very young athletic black female strikes up conversation with me before meeting as she is getting coffee - she is very chatty. Talks about her aloe plant and cooking since she uses it for burns, seeking advice to keep it alive since I garden and I discuss how it needs special soil from hardware store, tell her where to get it. She suggests we go to the store together, but i don’t make any commitments.
second female, half-asian, half-white, mid-20’s talks to me during meeting, continuing convo w/ me that another female had started about Aloe, and all the while she is rubbing her inner thighs. Everyone seems relaxed, but not sedated. She starts telling me about aloe use in Asian grocery store drinks. For once, she doesn’t mention her asian boyfriend.
males show a respect vibe and seem quite at ease and display verbal disinhibtion - for example one male discusses how to insert THC / cannabis liquid into a e-Cigarette at the staff meeting, among other examples.
Boss talks about smoking while eating. Friend talks about drinking scotch while eating.
Boss comments that all this conversation about food is making him hungry. He seems relaxed.
2 spray P94 @ 5 mcg / spray
1/2 spray P79 @ 2.5 mcg / spray
1/2 spray eRone @ 10 mcg / spray
6AM 9/17
I think the feeling in my mind is Relief. Also, this combo smells amazing.
Relaxed as in morning sea-side boardwalk, your on vacation relaxed.
I am in a thoughtful mood, planning things out ahead in the early AM, thinking clearly.
Calm and quiet, peaceful.
Food appetite is low
Sexual appetite is low
AM meeting was uneventful, mostly business.
Half-Asian girl was completely silent the entire meeting. Not a peep, though she did sit closely to me.
Black girl was in a rush to get started in the morning, responded to hello with brief comments about weather,
but was not chatty, did not slow down for me.
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An hour and a half in, I’m starting to get all turned-on. It passes in about 20 min, and after my legs feel more “charged”.
LCM-1
trial run notes - volatile emotions, attention-getting, high intimidation. aggressive-type arousal. Men distancing. My voice becomes louder. Possibly negative on my mood - makes me a bit pissed off at higher levels, eventually trending towards headache, but people’s perception of me seems to over-emphasis the positives. I can put my hands on a person without any real hesitation, and aggression seems to be rewarded. At lower levels really fun for roughhousing playfully. High confidence, not asking for permission.
side effects: dull headache, sea-sickness
revisions: possibly more of P’s in 90’s and/or 100’s. It needs to be a bit higher and lighter.
May reduce amount of emotionally volatile molecules slightly.
I will be more satisfied if I can reduce the incidence of headache and sickness.
LCM-1 test
9/17
6-8PM
LCM-1, 3 sprays,
TAA 7.5 mcg, 1 spray
public event
my mood is positive, upbeat, authoritative.
when i get to the event, I realize if forgot my bike lock, so I tell the main office I am going to leave my bike in their office - upon approaching me they are compliant. I did not ask permission and they could not refuse (or maybe they didn’t care?)
upon sitting, younger black man sitting next to me is visibly uncomfortable.
women in the room become mildly flushed ~15min. some more than others.
soon, I see a row of women all with their hands covering their neck.
Blonde woman at front keeps tossing her hair around.
Black woman at front, she just looks turned on and a bit confused, it’s non-specific… when speaking she keeps forgetting the words for basic things she was going to discuss.
Woman, older latina, is very red in face, seems very submissive, keeps praising our son. Offers to give me all the leftover food from the event.
Son’s best friend’s mom, african american latina, is very happy to see me again. She can’t quite look me in the eye. Tells me how her babysitter who picks up her son from school is “always talking about me”.
when leaving, wife wants me to walk my bike and walk with her instead of ride home faster - she says she feels safe w/ me walking her back.
at home, wife tells me all the details of conversation she had with best friend about friend’s fight with her husband - info she “wasn’t supposed to tell me”.
not feeling at all cuddly on the couch. however I feel positive and solid. wife seems like she’s good. a bit flushed.
before bed, ~11, I add 1/2 spray eNone @ 10 mcg / spray (5 mcg total), plus 1 spray P1XX @ 10 mcg / spray
I start to feel really turned on and start kissing her, she is at first just only mildly responsive, but does not refuse any advances.
After putting baby to sleep in crib, I pull her clothes off, she is compliant.
Sex is particularly aggressive. lasts much longer and better than usual.
9/19
3:00 pm
1/2 spray eNONE @ 10mcg per spray
1/2 spray eRONE @ 10mcg per spray
1/2 spray TAL @ 2.5 mcg per spray
1 spray P94 @ 5 mcg per spray
As soon as I walk out of the condo to the common space outdoors, I get a hit immediately, my neighbor is walking with this banging hot young Lebanese girl (who is not his girlfriend) to “show her his apartment”. She makes a u turn and parts from him to chat me up. She says I look Lebanese and she feels like she knows me from somewhere, starts getting flirty. She starts telling me about a festival she is going to this weekend and I should go. I have to go pick up son… I leave.
Get to school on bike down the street 15 min, son’s friends babysitter who is always there but lately had been less excited to chat. (She is black, young and very thin), she is super flirty today and in under 2 min asks to borrow my phone so she can put her phone number in my contacts. She inhales deeply, looks me up and down while holding my shoulder, hands me my phone back, and strongly encourages me to text or call her ANYTIME. Hmm, well I guess it doesn’t hurt to have another babysitter on standby. She was so forward!
Two other Latina young women come over and start chatting w/ me. Previously very hard to get their attention last few weeks. One of the girls thinks I look familiar, takes her glasses off and sort of models her body to see if I like her outfit or recognize her without glasses.(nope) All this on a very brief outdoor kindergarten pickup.
94 at 5 and 1.25 of tAL makes women quite forward and chatty when paired with eRone and eNONE at 5/5. Signs of attraction were clear as day. This combination warrants further investigation.
Update to evening 9/19 test.
I get home and start feeling super turned on, its overwhelming. Like the sensation on my whole body is turned uo to 11. Oh, porn porn porn. Mind you i usually only go there once or twice a month, and when i do i get off once. This time i have to get off twice, and still don’t feel satisfied, i want to go again? There is not tiredness afterwards but rather the level of stimulation seems to just persist. Legs are vibrating / tingly, whole-body sensation. I have the urge to text everyone in my contacts list. What is this like “mania”? I feel slightly insane / manic. Checking back on my phone now i was texting 8 different people at the same time. Inviting people out to do stuff. But everyone was busy… Friday night? Lame.
Wife comes home, she is in a positive mood, we are playful, ass slapping, etc,
Neighbors are hanging out outside loudly drinking.
Since she went solo to a big Galla event yesterday, i say i get to go hang out with them for an hour tonight, se says that is fair. She stays in to put kids down.
I add 1 1/2 sprays LCM-1. And 1 spray TAA 7.5 mcg
Girls demand hugs and hive me long hugs, inhale deeply. Guys are loke how are you “bro”. Offer me drinks. The two women latina and the skiny / big boob blonde Dr start flipping hair and loughing louder, make some sex jokes, some slaps / pushes to my arm. Then 15 min in they both do something more dramatic, both start arching their backs way out (like a morning yawn, but not yawning) while flipping / tossing their hair way out with both hands. Mosy over-dramatic hair flips ever. One has several shots, and the other drinks 1/2 a bottle of white wine (the jumbo size bottle). The blonde starts rubbing her inner thighs, more sex jokes, says she needs to go to bed (doesn’t look tired though.). The latina is acting very flirty with me and making some touches, even though her husband is sitting to my other side… He is giving me respect hits, not giving me any trouble. We are blasting music, drinking, looking at one of my fav artists on her phone (maybe you can guess from my avatar pic). After an hour i head back up to wife.
When i get up to wife, she starts getting very very upset that i hung out with neighbors for an hour, and sounded like i was having a good time (keep in mind she went to a big gala dancing /awards event previous night and didn’t get me tickets). I say it her turn to hang out with them like we agreed, but she doesnt want to. she says i should go out because i have more fun without her. but i dont want to, i tell her i want to stay in at home with her. She gets very red in face and starts crying, continues with the tears for 2 full hours. She continues, saying more and more negative things about herself and acting extremely jealous. She is maybe having a panic attack. Tears and more tears. I just listen to her and make supportive statements. She takes an adavan, but it doesn’t help much except to make her sleepy. She’s acting extremely submissive, but not feeling sexy… I’m frankly still ready to bang anything that moves, so i take a melatonin and go to sleep… Though i did have a hard one all night and morning, couldn’t make use of it.
In the morning wife seems more calm, but says she is still very anxious. She takes her 300 mg Effexor again but it doesn’t help, so then she takes another Adavan. She goes back to work for a few hours even though ot is sat, because she is a workaholic. I take a shower and make breakfast. Feeling really good.
Everything went well with wife until I added the LCM-1… will leave that out for now around her. Too volatile / dis-inhibiting?
P94 5 mcg
eRONE 5 mcg
TAL 1.25 mcg
P79 1.25 mcg
TAA 7.5
0.5 mcg P75
This is a good daytime weekend mix. Relaxed and confident, wife was pleasant. Wife wants me to direct the activities. Lots of friendly faces at church on sunday.
Adding 1x Dillution # 1 (0.75 eNone, 0.75 TAC, 2.5 P83) gave it just a hint of spice in the evening
Adding 5 mcg eNone late in the evening accelerates to good sex without any difficulties.
P94 5 mcg
eNone 5 mcg
TAL 1.25 mcg
Went to pick up son, young asian woman who works at school runs up to me about meeting tomorrow. She smiles a lot, sniffs. I ask is there a way I can contact her if I have any questions about anything. She offers me her personal phone and email on a sheet of note paper and tears if off. Big smile “please call me if you need ANYTHING”. Touches my arm, direct eye contact. Never met her before, but we are set to be meeting with her following day. Not planning on calling her but I just wanted to see how forward she was going to be.
Wife and I meet friends at their house, I add
P79 1.25 mcg
eRone 5 mcg
red faces. Wife has her hand on my leg whole drive up, it seems she’s got something on her mind. Ladies are extremely chatty the whole entire time over visiting. Reminds me of 2xIO plus 2x Ammo. Friend’s husband gives me a little more space than usual, but seems cool. Ladies drink more than usual. Husband pours me a cup of civet cat coffee (the $400 / pound kind). basically an $80 cup of coffee. He’s eager to treat me. His wife give me big long hug on way out. Husband tells me to give him a hug, very friendly.
On the way driving back, wife is rubbing my crotch the entire time, vigorously! She’s had a few glasses of wine. I just play it cool as best I can, but she’s just keeping at it, being forward and aggressive about it.
We get back and put the kids to sleep. Then put TV on, I give her a kiss and she is 0-60.
following morning,
P94 5 mcg
eRone 5 mcg
P79 1.25 mcg
I think I came down with a 24 hour stomach virus. So so bad.
Initial viceral reaction was similar to 15 mcg P75 overload. Serotonin syndrome possibly. Once I start to feel ill, the slightest scent of the pheros is unbearable and I must shower.
I’ve been on phero-break until feeling more recovered. The stomach virus is still going around my groups.
2x Dillution #1
1x of LCM-1
Wife passes me coming in then u-turns and comes back to kiss me.
She opens up to me about issues on her mind, cries, oh yes she cries ever time I wear this. tears! But I am not at fault - it’s her. She thinks she is the problem. Asks how can I put up with her sucking up all the energy in the relationship. I act supportive. She loves opening up to me and crying on my shoulder with this one. Lets me touch her anywhere and tells me all her thoughts / secrets. However it does not turn her on. She is upset with herself and very compliant / submissive with me.
Later in evening, I want to have sex, but it’s more power than a sexy feeling really. She attempts to delay (wanting to brows around on her phone a min) but I loose patience and she’s like ok fine HERE have it. She’s not in the mood, but she’s compliant. Weird.
PM arrived? Because my send list says no…
No PM’s, guess it’s not working. About P106, you can post here if you like.
Friday evening
TAA 1/2 spray 7.5 mcg / spray
wife takes off w/ neighbors to hang out at their house for 2 hours,
I add
1/2 eNone @ 10 mcg (5 mcg)
1/2x eRone @ 10 mcg / spray (5 mcg)
1x P83 @ 25 mcg / spray
1/2 P74 @ 15 mcg / spray (7.5 mcg)
come over and give her baby to switch, I stay over there and drink a lot and feel very Alpha, come back over to her later at night and she does not want to cuddle. I get emotional and yell at her, she invites me back to bed but I won’t be calmed down. I go sleep in couch. I wake up, and go out to bar. I get emotional and go out. Not any attraction hits out at the bar. No real hits that I saw at the bar, to drunk to really talk to anyone.
Next morning, Sat, She keeps talking about the time I cheated on her over and over and over - keeps bringing it up - damn I get this every time w/ P83. She is okay with touching, but every way I do something (dress the baby, etc.) is wrong to her. She heaps criticism after criticism of me all day endlessly, and has a contemptuous attitude (ex. “I don’t like your face/expression”, you this, you that). She also says thing happened that actually never happened.
I put on that evening
1x P74 @ 15 mcg / spray
1/2x P79 @ 2.5 / spray (1.25 mg)
1x?? P94 @ 5 mcg / spray
Feel a good rush with this one. Very good social FX w/ family. Female relative (wife’s cousin) puts her leg up against mine on the couch and also puts her foot w/ sock on on my foot a couple times, in a causal way. Usually she’s so reserved. A bit sly but I think she realized she was cuddling her feet up with mine… it’s more of a space reducing pile up on the couch effect.
We go home and wife goes out to hang out with neighbors again, this time from 10:30PM to 1:30AM
I’m shushing the baby at almost 2AM when she gets home.
In the morning
1 1/2x LCM-1 + TAA 1x @ 7.5
she’s critizizing and showing contemp for me constantly, it’s even worse than before.
I’m starting to get really upset at the way she’s treating me. Like she’s just being a complete B*** all morning, it’s ridiculous.
wash
Sunday I wear this:
1x P75 @ 10 mcg
1/2x TAC @ 10 mcg (5 mcg)
1/2x P79 @ 2.5 mcg (1.25 mcg)
I feel 100% alpha with this. Not going to take any crap any more. After one interaction wearing this (where I just listen to her and don’t say anything except to provide some direction for planning), she finally starts to back down and wants to stay home and stops criticizing me. I go out shopping w/ baby. A tall young woman cuts in front of me when I’m going into the “family bathroom” w/ my 9 mo daughter. When she comes out I demand to know where her baby is - she says “here” motioning to her belly, but her belly is completely flat as a washboard (not showing yet?). I yell at her really loudly, probably scared this crap out of her because she ran away! What’s funny is she was acting kind of flirty tone of voice before I stared yelling at her. Felt bad about it in retrospect, but not at the time. At the time I felt militant and ready to go to war. Men keeping a huge distance. 10 mcg P75 is kind of risky in public, even with 5 mcg TAC, I might rip someone’s head off… But I will say that the TAC prevented me getting any headache.
I come back and paint my son’s whole room, I feel driven to get things done.
Wife’s reaction when I came home wearing this was to get super cuddly and start saying how much she loved me again, complimenting me. Hugs and kisses. She helped clean up and put the kids to bed and then took her clothes of and bent over the couch in the living room, pressed her face into a pillow. Strong attraction on this one, a submissive sexual response. Whatever I want, it’s mine. P75… as always.
Monday afternoon Pxx 500 ng, I’m coming back to this one, after being unsure what it was doing. The effect is, it says Sex. a weakness in the legs at first, then a tension in the legs / thights like a sex drive rebound or something. There is something Sex about it mainly. It’s positive feeling for me. I felt relaxed but focused and driven, confident. I cooked a whole bunch of stuff - half a turkey, mashed potatoes, a pizza, collard greens, a french baguete with mashed garlic & oil spices, etc… eveything from scratch.
when friends first get over TAA 7.5 mcg added. Very social feeling, and positive. Good bonding vibe w/ other husband.
Monday evening, friends over
add
1x P74 @ 15 mcg
1/2x eRone @ 10 mcg (5 mcg)
1/2x P79 @ 2.5 mcg (1.25 mcg)
I get a good rush out of this one. Very confident and feeling a bit high even. I touch one of the female guests on the arm, and a moment later she touches me back. Suddenly everything has super impact. Male guest, her husband, was acting positive but motioned that they should leave early, only after an hour & 1/2. I had hoped they would stay longer.
Wife cuddles w/ me on couch, she is very quiet, but happy. I rub a bit w/ my hand where I had sprayed, then rub her neck with that hand. She says that she is feeling tired far earlier than she usually is Goes upstairs. I go up after about 30 min, and she motions that she wants to have sex right away. She’s soaking. Something with this combo, I can’t stop making out with her, and her me, the sense that we just want to devour each other’s mouths. Sex was more pleasurable than usual and last a long time. She can’t get off though. Hmm. That’s never a problem when I add eNone.
I admit I am slightly envious. I get no self effects at all. I read things like you wrote and I have to wonder if people are metally psyching themselves into believing they feel something. I have all the mones you mentioned and still nothing from any of them. Glad you have some effects, I have to wait and see how and if they effect others. Good start to the journal.