lwatkins test log

Put some enone on your chest next time. Maybe P75. Get it on her. Not smell. Skin. P75 on the chest is something I have liked to try more. eNone also.

TAC + Chest + orgasm might be a thing.

App points always matter. Sneak off and chest up some TAC before the deed.

When I think of skin reception, I think of how the skin is more sensitive to changes than to absolute measurements. For example temperature - something feels cold or hot relative to how cold or hot we already are. We focus mainly on how warm or cold a person’s had feels relative to our own.

Now, hormones in the body end up in the dermal glands, and the skin I presume then smells what the glands have put onto the skin. When we sweat, there is a change in what the skin smells, and I think the body mainly focuses on that CHANGE. Maybe this is the runner’s high? Then when other bodies touch us - a sweaty hand or body, etc, there is some transfer and we mostly notice the difference. Ditto when we spray something. But in the case of smelling via skin, I think the information is handed over to an emotional / homeostatic area of the brain, which sort of changes the lens through which information is being processed and understood. It’s very difficult to realize our own biases, let alone when our biases have changed. In fact confident, happy people are far less aware of their own basis. What you think you saw is really a construct based on the way your brain processed the information, but this is all biased by mood which is can shift based on olfactory input.

Hence, I spray Pxxx on my skin, and I can look at women and think they all look SO attractive, credulously so, when the rational part of my brain is protesting in the background that they probably are not actually very good looking, and it’s a bit of a strain to listen to that rational part.

Does the skin smell better when it’s a bit damp/sweaty? Do skin oils/creams block the ability for the skin to smell. Can you make a skin cream that improves the skin’s ability to smell? Squalene ( a natural moisturizer, and occurs as a major component of nasal sebum) ?

msm (methylsulfonylmethane) … (It is worth noting that MSM possesses two polar O-S groups that can efficiently bind to water of stratum corneum forming hydrogen bonds and aided penetration of the solutes. Probably, the same reason could be applicable for its penetration effectiveness even at low concentration of about 10% or less compared DMSO.)

If you’ve ever put DMSO on your foot, you’ll know that you can “taste” it a moment later…

Yes. I have never bought the idea that A314 congruence was a mental matter. That seemed like an ego-driven p’ssing contest from people who have proven themselves not the most honest when it comes to reports. It seems to make logical sense that the wearer is more alpha due to the double impact of skin and smell. The targets are more humbled because they are not getting these dual effects. Use of lotions with mones may compromise self effects.

I am glad the level of showboating has gone down.

Tried 4 1/2 sprays, to arms, chest, and neck, of LCM-1, and 1x of TAA 7.5 mcg. LCM-1 makes my heart beat faster upon application to chest.

IN car ride, wife complains of nausea and later headache and dry eyes. However she does enjoy holding hands, lots of hugs later all around hanging out w/ friends, and we have sex later that night.

I think the feeling that shines through with LCM-1 is the P79 / P75 feel.

Adding ~5 mcg eRONE to chest seems to have much more powerful effects than adding to neck. I can really feel it kick in.

Putting P75 in addition just doubles down the masculine power feel.

Yes. Smelling P75 is not the same as wearing it. I have diffusered it. It is not the same.

I tried tried applying just 15 mcg P74 to the chest first thing in the morning before work yesterday. I was totally spaced out all day and my productivity was much lower than usual. Frustrating. However in brief interactions, I got positive vibes from others, friendly chatter.

10 mcg TAC gave me crazy dreams about smoking weed all night. Bright colors in my dreams.

TAC and MX297 both give me crazy dreams. Sometimes I get so tired at the end of the day I forget to shower or wash them off, then its off to dreamland on steroids…

P74 15 mcg + TAF 2.5, used several times during the holidays, my wife responded that she had felt “Really Connected” during those moments that I had used it.

Using TAF at 5 mcg seems to cause me to talk excessively without filtering everything, and in a few instances 2.5 has caused me to stonewall a conversation briefly due to feeling overwhelmed by what was said to me.

At the moment, I am committed to testing MX478 and MX479 to-go’s until they are spent. I will not comment on them except in the official locked threads. So far I’ve only tested MX479, a few times in the past week.

P74 15 mg + TAF 2.5 has on several occasions caused me to start arguing with my wife, because basically she says something that I take to sound accusatory, and my heartrate increases so I panic. I basically start ranting at her and she shuts down, or I shut down first due to avoiding panic.

went to disney world with wife, kids, and another couple and their kids.
we shared a timeshare. The other guy is a latino “machismo” type. his wife is 4mo pregnant.

On day two I wore 2 1/2 sprays of LCM-1 at Universal Studios, Islands of Adventure

I completely flipped the fuck out and was incensed that my wife was deferring to my male friend on various issues instead of deferring to me. She would ignore stuff that I wanted to do and then do whatever he suggested without criticism . Or at least this was my perception. Basically he was a better planner and had been there before, and I didn’t know what I was doing as far as where to go. But I had zero tolerance for my wife doing anything that he suggested and got really irritable. I needed to have absolute compliance. I would say wife remained in a stable positive mood. I seemed to get a lot of anxiety effect from my mix.

Or maybe I’m not imagining things, I think it’s possible she started to “see him in a new light” with me wearing this mix around the two of them in all these lines, and was paying him undue attention. In any case, it made me crazy jealous.

Other days I wore just P102 5 mcg / spray, 1 spray every 4 hours or so, which mainly made the rides more exciting. The jealousy effect got pretty burned-in for me. It’s been 3 weeks and I’m still getting over it.

I think maybe the mix needs some P104 or TAK to smooth it out. I haven’t yet tested TAK. I will get back to testing out P104 with different P’s.

Since then back at home, I’ve been testing MX478, and let’s just say I’ve been very pleased with that one. It felt romantic like advertised, but there are some other interesting effects.

Mon 2/16/15

P75 1/2 spray @ 10 mcg per spray.
P104 1/2 spray @ 10 mcg per spray.

This has to be one of my favorite combos so far.
I’m going to keep testing it out for a while.

sexy-romantic feeling, but commanding and powerful at the same time.

with P104, she always gets this sense of what’s going on, something’s happening, what is it??? There is this deep dark mystery to it that churns deep down. Something changed, but what was it?

I sensed a strong synergy between P75 and P104
The iron fist impact of P75, masked behind super-smooth velvet.

Tues 2/17/15

Second test of P75 5 mcg and P104 5 mcg (didn’t wash from prev day), I come home a bit late wearing this, wife is giving me a hard time about getting back late. I feel very confident and aggressive wearing this, but not over-stimulated. She’s giving me a hard time about 10 different other things and rolling her eyes at me, etc. Not like yesterday’s response. She has a problem with everything about me today. We get in a fight at dinner, then decide to stop and talk about it later.

I add another 5 mcg of P104. She seems to calm down and doesn’t give me any more issues, but I still feel very aggressive. I have her go upstairs and take off her pants and I spank her for being bad. That leads to aggressive sex and she is still being relaxed. Again I’m like steel. I also get her off, second day in a row.

Wed 2/18

I wash and make a mix in 15 ml Mystic sprayer.

eNone 0.75 mcg / spray
eRONE 3 mcg
P104 3 mcg (anti-anxiety?)
P77 2.3 mcg (relaxing sexual?)

Also found old to-go of P96 25 mcg/ spray that only has a tiny amount left, opened it and filled it back to half with 190 proof Everclear. Shake. So it’s a very low dose now.

I do 1 spray of the mix and 1 spray of the P96. There were NO harsh words and a very Calm and peaceful atmosphere all evening. We stayed up late watching TV. Around 6 another spray of P96... like a breath of fresh air! Relief feeling. Another spray of Mix at 10PM. Feel like I smell very manly now. She is not seeming very crushy like yesterday and the day before, but also she’s not agitated at all, not one bit. It’s peaceful in the house, but no hint that she’s turned on. I feel a bit cuddly. She seems close and content, but not stimulated or eager.

Late in the evening, I notice she had left the “book of questions” on my pillow so we asked questions, and had some deep convo., 11 ish when I touch her in bed she says calmly that she’ not in the mood for sex, and I sort of shrug okay, I was thinking I was tired and not feeling at all pushy.

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Latest experiment ideas:
Using glass spray bottles of larger sizes (4 oz?)
https://www.aromatools.com/4_oz_Blue_Glass_Bottle_with_Black_Trigger_Spray_p/9131.htm
https://www.aromatools.com/2_oz_Blue_Glass_Bottle_with_White_Trigger_Spray_p/9125hk.htm

Or maybe I should go for plastic, it looks like some kind of cleaning product, less suspicious. Just write “Febreze” and then a little code. https://www.aromatools.com/2_oz_Natural_Plastic_Bottles_with_Trigger_Sprays_p/9191ik.htm

Use to do nanogram level tests of various molecules I’m hording. Large amounts of Everclear 190 proof, low concentrations, lots of sprays all over me. Less staying power, but more impact / diffusion. Spray more frequently. Like the dad in my big fat greek wedding with his windex.

Bad girl! Youre a very bad girl!! :open_mouth::smiley:

Yeah P75 always seems to bring out this dominating dynamic for me, but adding an anti-anxiety really helps her relax into the submissive roll rather than getting defensively critical. She gushes later about how much she enjoyed her punishment. I need to test out TAK still. So far the P I’m using does work the anti-anxiety angle for her, and also keeps me from getting over-stimulated, but I need to make sure I have enough on and not over-do the P75. You know how P75 can drown out everything else so easily and all that comes across is jerk.

Yes, TAK is next on my list for purchase. I think it can be very useful based on what I have read.

2/19
using this mix still..
eNone 0.75 mcg / spray
eRONE 3 mcg
P104 3 mcg
P77 2.3 mcg

1 spray in morning 6AM, felt social / low anxiety enough to engage a co-worker in unnecessary conversation at his office door, and he we were talking a long time. He told me history about places he’d worked and such.

At 2:30PM, another spray, I talk to a guy I don’t normally talk to and he was unusually enthusiastic to tell me about what he’s been up to. A good-looking middle-age, African american walks by and I shout to her how has she been, ignoring the other guy mid-conversation. The woman proceeds to talk my ear off for 20-30 min about all different topics, she keeps moving closer, we start doing arm touches back and fourth, at a rate that is accelerating. She keeps taking deep inhales through her nose to get a good whiff of me, then doing it again obviously. Like she just wants to breath me all in. She pushes her large breasts out increasingly prominently. As I leave she touches my arm yet again. On the drive home in the car I realize that I do in fact think I smell amazing!

at around 4PM very tired and take a long nap… 2 hrs? I’m out, just OUT.

1 spray when wife comes home 6PM. She indicates that I am in a poor mood, that the expression on my face is of disapproval. Meanwhile I am racing about to make dinner and clean all the dishes. I cut my thumb with the knife. Wife has a problem with what I am cooking (bell peppers, using them up), she has a problem with the way I bandaged my thumb (bandaid), she has a problem with the fact that the baby cries for her when I am trying to take baby off her hands so she can apply for jobs (thinks I am not being creative enough with distractions). I put on a movie and she comes downstairs and has a problem with me watching that because she has to watch HER TV SHOW, so we must change it. I bring up with her that yet again, she things everything I do is wrong, and we have some back and fourth about how we are going to work though that, it’s something that I’ve been complaining about since Vacation. Basically she is putting a lot of attention on everything I do, and feels compelled to provide “constructive criticism” as she calls it. She makes many attempts at repair. It seems like she thinks she’s being helpful, by always pointing out ways I could do things better… I’m just really irritated by it. Things do not feel particularly sexual, but I do seem to lack patience for her comments, and she seems to lack patience mine, but there are no harsh words per-se, no blow-ups… just calm but somewhat emotional conversations. I do feel confident but also have a somewhat disproving vibe.

Noticeable throughout the day is that I can talk to people seemingly as long as I want, and it will keep going until I break it off. My mood is social but maybe too irritable at not getting my way. Guys are friendly. Wife says she is low-anxiety, but she seems to want to get her way also, just as I do. There is a bit of a dark mood undercurrent. There is also noticeable trend of touching. Wife made multiple attempts at touching. As did woman at work. Sleep was great, naps are easy, I go to sleep anywhere with no trouble.

Fri 2/20 - Monday 2/23
using this mix still..
eNone 0.75 mcg / spray
eRONE 3 mcg
P104 3 mcg
P77 2.3 mcg

Plus occasional 1-2 sprays of P96 @ ~1 mcg

Every time I wear this mix, wife states that “She has a headache again”.
I believe it’s the mix, not the P96.

Friday she says “let’s just order out” but I make her dinner and save us some money. Unusually free with money. She has a headache. I get very tired wearing this mix and keep falling asleep. She also gets tired and takes baby up to bed early. I loose track of what time it is and stay up too late.

Sat morning I move baby to crib, and we have sex w/ immediately. She later complains about my lack of help night before w/ baby. However, she wants to take me out on a date that night after we do tax appointment, we spend $100+ - she’s unusually interested in spending money on us - usually she cancels our dates to save money. Baby foils add’l sex plans for later. She has a headache all day.

Sunday she wants me to take kids out and gets mad that I forgot about her need to work on job stuff. I take them to Art Gallery all day. We go out to hibachi grill place, then she wants to buy us ice-cream. At hibachi place I sit next to her cousin, and her cousin keeps rubbing her inner thighs and is very respectful. I talk to brother in law’s GF, and she lingers in front of me talking to me for an extended time that I would call a magnetic effect, sort of flirty vibe but not explicit. That night wife wants to cuddle on couch, holds me close, when I make sexual advances, she says "she’s not in the mood’. She has a headache. She’s really into cuddling though. I take it a bit personally, but she is sad about that.

Monday she has to take day off because no school. That afternoon I wear mix and pick her up from event, she is critical of me personally regarding my driving (too slow),and let her know that being critical of me this way is not acceptable (complaints about being late are oka). Her co-worker shows some interest in me while driving. The teacher seems very respectful and a bit of anxiety during meeting, keeps rubbing her chest.

Mon night, I wear this mix, but also add 1 spray of P94 at 5 mcg/ spray. This makes me unusually chatty and I say some things I might usually withhold. It’s a bit drunk-chatty like a-nol. She seems relaxed, and she gets compelled to start washing all the clothes, which she usually procrastinates on. She does want to have sex, but baby wakes up and foils it. She keeps caressing my head/hair even though we can’t do anything, trying to get me started. Says she has a headache.

Tues - LCM-1 old mix
Tues morning she says she has a huge migraine when she wakes up. She calls and says if I do this thing at the bank, she will buy me chocolate and give me an extended BJ. I comply. After work she wants me to come over to her work to “meet up” and buy me chocolate. She holds to her promise later that night. **I wear 1 spray of LCM-1 (older mix), 1/2 spray of P75 @ 10 mcg/spray, and 1 spray of TAC at 10 mcg/ spray. She puts baby to sleep, then comes down to couch and starts putting chocolate in my mouth, then pulls my pants off and does BJ for 15-20 min (her idea), then wants to have sex on the shag carpet. Then she wants me to get her off. She takes longer than usual but then has multiple O’s. Then we have sex again, but I get too tired 1/2 way though. Then she falls asleep on couch for 1-2 hours, no clothes before she awakens and wants to go upstairs. ** She did not complain of any headache this time.