Fri 2/20 - Monday 2/23
using this mix still..
eNone 0.75 mcg / spray
eRONE 3 mcg
P104 3 mcg
P77 2.3 mcg
Plus occasional 1-2 sprays of P96 @ ~1 mcg
Every time I wear this mix, wife states that “She has a headache again”.
I believe it’s the mix, not the P96.
Friday she says “let’s just order out” but I make her dinner and save us some money. Unusually free with money. She has a headache. I get very tired wearing this mix and keep falling asleep. She also gets tired and takes baby up to bed early. I loose track of what time it is and stay up too late.
Sat morning I move baby to crib, and we have sex w/ immediately. She later complains about my lack of help night before w/ baby. However, she wants to take me out on a date that night after we do tax appointment, we spend $100+ - she’s unusually interested in spending money on us - usually she cancels our dates to save money. Baby foils add’l sex plans for later. She has a headache all day.
Sunday she wants me to take kids out and gets mad that I forgot about her need to work on job stuff. I take them to Art Gallery all day. We go out to hibachi grill place, then she wants to buy us ice-cream. At hibachi place I sit next to her cousin, and her cousin keeps rubbing her inner thighs and is very respectful. I talk to brother in law’s GF, and she lingers in front of me talking to me for an extended time that I would call a magnetic effect, sort of flirty vibe but not explicit. That night wife wants to cuddle on couch, holds me close, when I make sexual advances, she says "she’s not in the mood’. She has a headache. She’s really into cuddling though. I take it a bit personally, but she is sad about that.
Monday she has to take day off because no school. That afternoon I wear mix and pick her up from event, she is critical of me personally regarding my driving (too slow),and let her know that being critical of me this way is not acceptable (complaints about being late are oka). Her co-worker shows some interest in me while driving. The teacher seems very respectful and a bit of anxiety during meeting, keeps rubbing her chest.
Mon night, I wear this mix, but also add 1 spray of P94 at 5 mcg/ spray. This makes me unusually chatty and I say some things I might usually withhold. It’s a bit drunk-chatty like a-nol. She seems relaxed, and she gets compelled to start washing all the clothes, which she usually procrastinates on. She does want to have sex, but baby wakes up and foils it. She keeps caressing my head/hair even though we can’t do anything, trying to get me started. Says she has a headache.
Tues - LCM-1 old mix
Tues morning she says she has a huge migraine when she wakes up. She calls and says if I do this thing at the bank, she will buy me chocolate and give me an extended BJ. I comply. After work she wants me to come over to her work to “meet up” and buy me chocolate. She holds to her promise later that night. **I wear 1 spray of LCM-1 (older mix), 1/2 spray of P75 @ 10 mcg/spray, and 1 spray of TAC at 10 mcg/ spray. She puts baby to sleep, then comes down to couch and starts putting chocolate in my mouth, then pulls my pants off and does BJ for 15-20 min (her idea), then wants to have sex on the shag carpet. Then she wants me to get her off. She takes longer than usual but then has multiple O’s. Then we have sex again, but I get too tired 1/2 way though. Then she falls asleep on couch for 1-2 hours, no clothes before she awakens and wants to go upstairs. ** She did not complain of any headache this time.