I figured I might as well start a journal from the very beginning. It will help me develop more of a scientific approach to mones and I can use it to refer to later on.
Background: I’m a male in my early thirties. I"m married and I have a 2 year-old daughter. I have a wonderful relationship with the wife and my daughter. We have very open communication. We both work full-time jobs. I have a long commute for work. This makes my time at home during the week much less than the wife. In turn, this puts extra stress on the wife, making her the primary parent during the week.
I think the wife sees me as a loving, caring husband and father. I feel like there is something missing. I can’t put my finger on it. Is it respect? Is it Alpha status? Is it romance or passion? I have no idea. If I had to describe my role in life it would have to be that of a nice guy. I know, it is a blessing and a huge curse. The respect can be lacking at times. I open doors for people all the time. I am extremely nice to my coworkers. Unfortunately, I can see how that plays against me. Others constantly take me for granted. When I get a few drinks in me I become the life of the party. I like to be the center of attention. Looks aren’t the problem. I’m not a super model, but I’m not ugly either. I do get some attention from the women in my age bracket at work. Nothing major, maybe a little flirting here and there. SOme of my friends girlfriends and wives tend to give me pretty positive attention as well. Again, nothing major, but still boosts the old self-esteem.
I’m 6 ft, 185 lbs, slender build, broad shoulders. I work out when I can. I lift weights and I force myself to do cardio, like running the outdoor trails in my hometown. I mainly exercise because it makes me feel good and because I want to look good for my wife. I’m constantly trying to make myself more appealing to her. I’m the type of guy that will shower, shave, fix my hair, and put a little cologne on before going to bed.
The love life is lacking, at least by my expectations. If you ask her, all is probably well. My situation probably isn’t any different than 90% of all married men. I turned to mones out of curiosity. I want to see if I can change the dynamics of my relationships both at home and in the workplace. My wife would probably tell you that I have ADD, always trying the next fad or buying the latest toy or gadget. I like change and I like to try new things, so I figured what the hell.
10/13/2011
Product(s): Ammo x 2, IO x 1, IS x 1, TUTH x 2
Application: Applied Ammo to both sides of the neck. Applied IO to wrist and rubbed wrists together. Applied IS to fold in arms, rubbed together. Applied TUTH to upper chest and neck.
Results: Just got my Mones in the mail. Unfortunately the wife gets home before me and she opened the package thinking it was something she ordered on ebay (using my account). She obviously read the invoice. I explained to her that it was just a new cologne that I was trying, no big deal. I immediately went downstairs and applied the Ammo, IO, and IS. No doubt I’m over-doing it, I figure everyone does this their first time. The wife was exhausted from work. I tried being extra nice to her, put my arms around her neck while she was sitting on the couch. Asked her how she was feeling and if there was anything I could do to help her out. She commented on the smell on my wrists (IO) and said she liked it, but the smell on my neck (Ammo) not so much. I didn’t notice any difference in behavior from her. I helped with dinner and put the kid to bed. The wife seemed indifferent. I figure do to the stress in her job this week that no amount of mones is going to overcome her tiredness and stress level. A couple hours later I took a shower, scrubbing off the mones that I was wearing. After my shower I applied the TUTH. I figured I would just give it a shot to see how the wife would react. I crawled into bed while she worked on her laptop. I didn’t get any reaction. After she finished her work I rubbed her back for awhile with the TV on in the background. She laid on my chest for awhile and then rolled over and went to sleep.
Conclusion: I’m definitley discouraged, but I realize that the circumstances were poor and the number of products worn for a beginner was on the excessive side. I’m not sure what to think at this point, I guess I had unrealistic, fantasy-like delusions of what would happen. I’m starting to temper my expectations. I will try to approach with a more scientific mind moving forward.