So here goes, my first report after receiving my order last week. After a few days of testing the different pheros I’m getting a sense of the correct dosage for each one. Today I seemed to have stumbled on a mix that works well for me as you are about to see with this one really strong but weird hit I got this morning.
My Pheros: Instant Gentleman (neroli), Instant Openness 2X (neroli), P83 7.5mcg (neroli), MX 292 and my freebie Turn up the Heat.
I currently work as a delivery driver so I’m making contact with different people throughout the day most of which happen to be women. About 20 minutes before my first destination I spray the right side of my neck with 2 sprays of Instant Gentleman, 1 spray of Instant Openness, 1 spray of P83 and 1 final spray of MX292. For the first time I have layered the pheros on top of one another allowing each spray to dry before the next application.
Self effects: I feel completely at ease with myself, confident - like I can speak my mind clearly and my point will be taken with the validity and truth it was offered. Coming from an Aspie this is somewhat unheard of in me. I am often not sure what to say or when to say it. I procrastinate more times than I care to mention. I tend to think in a non linear fashion so I have the big picture all ready there in my head but when it comes to translating my thoughts into words there is too much information to disseminate and I usually end up saying whatever I can think of just to fill in the silence. But not today. I feel completely in control, I don’t struggle for words, I just go with the flow. My thoughts, actions and words are congruent with each other which makes a nice change.
Hits: Female, early fifties, attractive. I notice a lot more eye contact than usual in-fact more than I am comfortable with(finding eye contact uncomfortable is another Aspie trait). As I talk she holds my eyes with hers constantly. She is extremely chatty, again more than normal and she seems very relaxed around me. As I look down at my PDA to sort out the order I get my first DIHL. She stares directly at me with big open eyes for a good 4-5 seconds. I also observed a decrease in personal space. I spent around 4 to 5 minutes at that drop and at no time is there ever more than 2 feet between us.
Now my next hit is where things start to get a bit weird. Female, mid-fifties, she’s the nervous type. Apologizes for getting in your way even when there was no just cause. I walk past her and she gets a whiff of the pheros. Hello she says with a kind of overawed expression and a curious smile. I reply hello back and move over to sign out. At this point I’m about 3 feet away from her and she says out loud “who is that guy”. I turn around to make my exit out of the building when she says hello for the second time, again with this really overawed but happy look about her. I say hello and walk out trying not to laugh out loud at how surreal the encounter was. Bear in mind this women has seen me before on numerous occasions and has never really said much apart from sorry.
At another shop I have a lot to take in so I’m in and out the door a few times. The second time I walk in the area manager (female, mid-forties) stares at me from about 10-12 feet away. Not sure if the pheromones got a chance to reach her at that distance. However I make another trip out the door and on the way back in she gives me another stare from about the same distance. I’ve seen her before but never had this kind of reaction. Usually she never pays much attention.
Male, late forties always very polite and friendly along with a good sense of humour. He makes a point of calling customers Sir and Madam which is unusual in the U.K. There had been a spillage by one of the customers just before I had arrived which he was cleaning up. We greet each other then he comes out with “Junkie Bastards” refering to the guy that caused the mess. He was joking but by his reaction to what he had just said I could tell he let it slip out when he didn’t mean to. I make a joke out of it too and he comes back with “Dirty Rotten Junkie Bastards”. It seems as though the pheros are not only putting my self at ease but allowing others to feel they can say what is on there mind around me.
There were probably more subtle hits that I didn’t pick up on. I’m not the most socially aware person. I did notice that I walked taller, straighter and with more purpose. This in itself imparts alpha characteristics so your posture, presence etc. gets them interested then as you get closer the molecules start working their magic and you get a double whammy effect.
Thanks for reading!
wtf?! why wont it die?!