when i was 19 i was in a serious relationship with this guy, we lived togeather for 2 yrs, and then we broke up. I tried being friends with him the following 2 yrs, but found it hard because i still love him. Off and on for that time it seemed like we;d get close. I moved out to my own place and he would come over and so on.. then it came to him coming over and staying for Days at a time, but still no relationship with him. he still wanted to just be friends eventhough we were intimat.He even told me that i was the onlyone he was sleeping with. 2 weeks ago he started shying away, he;s come over but sleep on the couch not the bed, and things just seemed weird because i really thought by his actions that he was getting interested in me again. long story short he starts chatting with a co worker of his, who recently broke up with her live in boyfriend, and my ex still would come over to casualy hang out, but continue to text his new co worker the entire time he is in my home. this past tuesday i found out that he has been sleeping with her. I got so upset over the whole thing because he IMO wasn’t respecting my feelings even on a "friend " level. he then made some comment along the lines of.. before things got bad between us( when i actually was his girlfriend) he was going to jewelry stores, but yet he tells me this after the fact and now that he;s having sex with another girl. I ended up at this site at one point and decided to try the pheronom products, i ordered instant sexiness and honesty. In hopes that i could at least get a straight answer from him, given that i feel he was playing games with me. I haven’t recieved the products yet, but i think i might do better with shine instead because I don;t see a point in trying to get through to someone who treats you that way. I;m still extreamly upset. but at the same time i still miss him, beause i keep thinking of the good things we once had. worse of it all is i can’t seem to erase the past few yrs of torture i am/have been feeling.
so i;m hoping that i can exchange honesty or shine when it comes in.. unless honestly can help me in other aspects in life or other possible relationships.
i;m sorry for the rant, and i know it;s weird to be posting this kinda thing when no one here really knows me, but i;m just a total mess right now.
I don;t plan on talking to him ever again. I just don;t want this burn to screw up and vibes for meeting other people, that is when i get the energy to get out of bed in the morning again.
I am sorry this guy treated you this way. I know this is hard to hear when you love someone but you deserve better and kick his ass to the curb. Seems to me he was using you, not that he didnt have feelings for you at some point but he didnt treat you with the respect you deserve.
I would cut all ties with him it will be easier to get over him this way and move on. Use your mones to gain some confidnece and get out there and find a man who knows how to treat a women as well as be a friend.
I would keep the IH it will be useful in becoming social with others again.
They have to-go bottles of Ishine for a low cost so you can pick up one of those when your ready and see what you think. I do think it would be a good ideal to use it.
If you really want to exchange the IH for the Ishine you will have to talk to SteveO about that. Send a email to aprshipping@gmail.com and explain to them your request.
Hang in there punky, I know you have been hurt but this will pass and new and better things will come of it.
Sorry to hear about your man troubles they sound really suckie. My advice is to either get rid of him or to keep him around as a spare either way think about moving on cause you deserve better than that. Also chances are that don t know everything that hes been up to. To stay involved in that sort of a relationship really opens you up for a very strange form of emotional abuse, (masochistic )
Believe me I have personal experience in both being involved with someone who was untrue, and the experience of being untrue to someone I was invloved with ( we actually ended up getting married ). She never did find out though that I had cheated on her so that at least saved her from a lots of hurt. That marriage ended not because of that, but ended none the less.
I ultimately remarried, and well all I can say is that my 2nd wife had a great affinity for men, serves me right huh. Well her health turned quite bad and she died a few years ago. I could never understand how so many females could stay in abusive relationships until after my experiences with that woman. Its like after a while you get used to it and get used to being hurt. I don t think I would ever do it again. Well any how I m actually responding to a greeting. Thanks for the advice I really haven t decided on any particular pheromones.
The word occult means hidden and refers to esoteric studies beliefs and practices. I actually refer to myself as a neopagan which is sort of a broad term that describes persons who practice alternative religions Wicca being one of many. To my knowledge there are at least 3 different although similar Wiccan traditions. I cut my teeth on Thelemic magick and Caballah, but have evolved into the practice of Chaos Magick Which is pretty much compatible with all systems and traditions at least from the Chaos perspective. At present I am just finishing up ( at this point in time ) a two year seclusion from the mundane world, in order to study and practice magick full time. Nice work if you can get it. Well good luck with your iove life I m sure eventually everything will work for you.
I hope you have better luck with them than I did. I ordered from them and it was over a month before they shipped the order. When I e-mailed them they didn’t bother responding, then when I posted comments about their service they got all upset and claimed I hadn’t e-mailed them. Nothing at all like SmartMones, or L-S for that matter.
You can’t make a guy act right. Sorry. Even if he’s wrong and being a total nut, you won’t be able to get him to do what you want. Mr. Ex is this other unlucky chick’s problem now. Just feel pity on them both.
Go out and get a better guy who adores you. Then show up at an event where ex guy will be present and bring your new guy. Best revenge on a loser-dude is to be happy (happier than you ever were with him) and then make it clear he can never ever have you again.
For pheromones, you really want all three phero-mixes. IS/A, Instant Honesty, and Instant Shine. They all work great separately and can be layered together.
Thanks for replying with your expeirances, and eventhough you were responding to tisha, i find it funnybecause i myself am wiccan. I have tons of gems oils, books you name it.. actually i found 2 books at the thrift store today one is " love and sex astrology" by Teri King, and the other is The completed illustrated book of The psychic sciences". afew of my books and tarot decks are pretty old BUt i have more modern stuff too.
thanks for your support everyone, and as for my ex joe, I changed my number, but i ended up getting in touch with his grandmothjer because she has a tarot deck of mine from 1909 that i want back.. so hopefully i get it.
I wish i had instant shine now lol… I haven;t been dealing too well with this the past week. I alos need to find another job, i;m not making enough money to cover all of my expences. I feel bad about paying minimum amounts on credit cards too casue they totally screw you with rates.. at least best buy has.
Many of us have been through similar times and know the crippling effects.
I was listening to an interesting lecture today that helped me look at things a little differently. It was noted that all things come and go. $, teeth, hair, looks, significant others, parents, children, possessions, etc. It was suggested to enjoy them while they’re with us, and then appreciating the time.
Like after a concert, you don’t mourn, but instead think, “What a good concert that was.”
So if your Harley gets stolen, “What a good time I had with that Harley.”
If your teeth fall out, “I did a lot of good chewing and smiling with those teeth.”
If your dad dies, “Congratulations Dad! That was a heck of a life. Glad I could be part of it.”
And if the boyfriend leaves, “That dude and I had some good times together.”
Between the time we enter naked and squalling and the time we leave alone in our coffin, things come and go. They will go. This is an interesting alternative way of looking at the things that spend some time with us while we’re here.
Well Punky, I think your products went out today. As far as my inbox tells me I don’t have any pending shipments for today or from this weekend. I hope everything gets there either tomorrow or Wednesday.
Men can be a challenge and finding a job you like when your young is hard to come by. I know because I am 25 and being 23 and trying to convince someone to take you serious and pay you a decent living wage is a big pain. But it does get better as you get older. And its a good learning experience on how to budget your money and time. I suggest you not open any new credit cards and try to call in the ones you have and make a deal with them to lower what you owe pay them off and close them down. Debt is a vicious cycle. I have been there and done that. It sucked but it did get better.
I found a cool job doing something I like and I get paid decent wages. Just hang in there. Change what you can and move on. Well have a better day and enjoy your products.
April
By the way do we have anything that will help with the job issue?? I mean being in your 20’s is hard and trying to get your foot into a decent job as a man or woman. Anyone know of any products to make it a bit easier? Just curious.
April
ok i went threw something just like this with my ex we are still good friends at first i just acted like everything was great. inside i was kinda mad but after a while i relized that we are way better off not 2gether now when she calls i ask hows she’s doing just talkin to her like a friend would and letting her know that i’ll always love her im just not in love with her and sometimes i can tell that me acting so cool about her bein with someone else it kinda makes her second guess alot of shit (without me even meaning to do that) i really do wish her the best and i know that annoys her (her new boyfriend cheated on her 3 days after they were 2gether) i laughed a lil =) sometimes love isn’t enough to keep a relationship going.just make sure ur love for urself is enough to keep urself moving on. everyone needs love but sometimes we forget which persons love we are better off with or without Much love Phenix.black
Hang in there punky things will get better you just have to go through the stages of loss. Try to keep positive, remember positive attracts positive, your wiccan you know this
Challanges is what makes life fun
LOL April MX134 which I am sure you mix alot of is great for wearing at work. Girl you need to put some of these mixes on and get out there and have some fun.
Well Punky, the ex may not be treating you well, but I hope you can feel the love around here!
A lot have people have already responded and shown not only their empathy for your situation, but also given some excellent advice, so I’m just going to say I agree with virtually everything that’s been written, and add just a tad more for you to consider: If life weren’t like a roller coaster, with ups-and-downs and good times-and-bad, then we could never truly appreciate the good times, and even though they don’t always last, they’ll usually come again. I know that doesn’t help to heal your heart, but maybe it can give you hope.
Think of it like this, you had a great 2 year relationship, then 2 not so good years of being used. You’re young and those experiences with your ex have probably helped you in learing more of what you want in a relationship, as well as what you’re not willing to tolerate. Your next relationship will probably be far better and fulfiling than the last.
I have man troubles LOL Why would you think I have man troubles 
I havnt met a man I couldnt bewitch 
(snort)
LMAO. Yes they do.