Product and dosage:
P87, grapefruit scent, 12.5 mcg (1 spray, chest/neck)
Environment:
At work (small hospital)
Self effects:
At work, we are participating in a state-sponsored healthy lifestyle competition (we get points for drinking 64oz + water daily, keeping a food diary, eating 5+ servings fruits/veg a day, for each pound lost, exercising at least 30 min, etc, etc).
Every Friday we are weighed, and so I make sure to not eat anything that day before I weigh. Today though, I couldn’t care less. I was hungry, I ate. Healthily, of course, but I still ate.
I didn’t feel bothered or annoyed by anything, nor did I smile much. Normally I am cheerful, and make an effort to smile at every person I cross paths with. Today when I did that, my smile felt fake, almost forced. I felt like I didn’t really mean it when I smiled. Not happy, not sad, not anything.
Serious, level-headed. My patients were not sent away with glowing smiles on their faces, they were just sent away. Job done. Goodbye.
About an hour and a half later, sexual feelings began to emerge. Not I-need-to-cuddle-and-make-love feelings. More like do-me-hard-right-here-right-now feelings. Unfortunately I was at work, and there was nothing I could do except squirm and hope it would go away soon.
Effects/Others:
None that were particularly obvious, though the people I interacted with seemed to reflect my feelings. I didn’t greet with a smile, they didn’t respond with a smile. No rudeness, anger or sadness though.
Duration:
Only about 2.5 hours
