StudMuffin - Journal

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ok so following on from this thread here -

I met up with her and I like her a lot man. I have this different feeling about her and there is apart of me that feels this feeling might be bad, as I really don’t know how she feels about me.

I used 2 drops of A314 Royal (behind each ear), 2 Summer Ammo (each side of neck) and 1 spray X2 IS (front of neck)

I feel really tired so I am going to do my best and my give more information as people put there input in here hopefully.

We met up for 3 hours, lots of talking, I feel that we are on the same wavelength, she is really nice…it hurts me to say that for some reason. We genuinely got on I felt, I noticed her playing with her hair, not all the time but enough for me to notice.

I am trying to find clues on how she felt about me, it is harder then I thought it would be. We genuinely had a good time. I mentioned to her that I feel that she is like me, as in I notice certain things in her that are like me and she said that it is good to know that.

Now what is on my mind is, I don’t know if she is wondering if I like her like her, but when I think of that she must know I like her because I made that perfectly known the first messages I sent her when we first started speaking and recently.

When we left and went outside to each to go to our own cars, I gave her a kiss on the cheek and cuddle and said it was nice speaking to her and said same and as we parted she said to me keep in touch. She really had a real genuine smile, like her smile melted my heart, seriously haha, oh man I am getting all soft. Damn it.

Seriously guys, I don’t really know how to go about it now. Do I come out and message her tomorrow and say I like her and I want to see her again? That is what comes to mind, I want her to know I like her, like her. (She must know though)

I have got a headache it is ether from the mones or the caffeine I drank, not sure maybe combination of the too. I think I should sleep on it and my mind should be more clearer tomorrow. Any advice appreciated though guys!

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She has your number as well? If so, I’d wait a few days to see if whe makes a move. It’s better to act in accordance with the A314. Just my two cents, hehe.

Thrilled to see you have a journal. I’m subscribed.

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Thanks man!

Yeah that makes sense, I will know how much she likes me by how long it takes for her to message me.

What comes to mind though is what if she is wondering about me though, would she still message me if I don’t her?

I am thinking from A314 perspective, this is the first time I have been 1 on 1 with her with A314 on, now A314 could make her wonder how I feel about her after this first time meeting up 1on1. She might think ‘‘How did I come across?’’ ‘‘I wonder if he still likes me?’’ ‘‘He has not messaged me, so he must not like me’’’ Something like that…

I don’t know man, just want perspectives on this really.

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Yes I get it. She’s not into fall-out yet and you don’t want to blow it. In any cases I’d say stick to a very short message, a sign of life that lets her know the ball is in her glove. I’ll try to think of something on my side. I’m sure our friends here will have suggestions too.

“Happy thanskgiving” would have been nice, but too late lol. And “Happy Cyber Week” sounds corny as heck. Lol.

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Talking about Cyber Week, lol. How about texting: “Hard to text, fingers sore from online shopping, lol (or smiley)”. No “Hi”, no “I miss you”, no “I need you”, no “Do you like me?”, just an alpha manifestation, lol. If she doesn’t offer to go out, she’s clueless lol. I believe I’d try that :slight_smile:.

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To be honest I feel that I am over thinking things, I would rather not play mind games. I don’t think there is a way to know for sure. I wish I was psychic man. I will most likely shoot her a message today letting her know I would like to see her again and see what response I get. At least I will know whats up.

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So I messaged her basically saying that I enjoyed being with her last night, I like her and would like to see her again and she messaged back about an hour later and basically said ‘‘me too, it was great’’

So that’s good!

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It’s all good then.

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Good journal so far. If you have any IH I would put some on your wrists and see what she says if you really want to know. And if you don’t have it I wouldn’t worry. Just hang out and be yourself and see where it goes.

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IHG? Probably a typo here, uh? :slight_smile:

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Lol yes a typo thank you.

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Yeah I can imagine IH helping alot. I might get some. I text her a few times yesterday, now I am going to take a step back and see if she initiates wanting to meet up. I feel I really need to take a step back to not let my emotions get the better of me. Hopefully it helps her to think of me more.

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Ok so I don’t know if any of you guys can understand this.

She messaged me and saying she was interested and looked up a certain topic I talked about when we met and she said she found it facinating and she said she feels rather strange actually and asked maybe when can talk more about it. So I went for the meet up and we are now meeting Saturday.

I asked what she meant by the strange feeling and she said she can’t explain. She don’t know. She just knows she wants to know more.

Now I don’t know if she would say she wants to talk more about a certain something as a indirect way to get to know “me more”. As after we agreed to meet Saturday she said she was thinking of suggesting a chat on the phone but we can meet, meeting would be better she said.

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I’d say meet, chat and see if the topic comes up. If not, you can try it. You’ll gauge the interest. If small interest, then just switch topic: that means that was an excuse too see you, she’s not interested in the subject; If good interest:this means she’s interested in both the subject and in you, see where it leads. I believe it’s a win-win situation. Or you can skip the subject altogether and see if she brings it up.

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Yeah I don’t mind if she is interested in the subject or not, I am just wondering if that’s her way of moving things forward without being direct.

Especially as she mentioned she felt strange but made it seem about the particular subject.

I know A314 can work in powerful and mysterious ways…

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I know you don’t care about the subject (lol), but by asking for a meeting she sure is moving things forward. No questions there. And I think it’s quite direct IMO.

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Well she didn’t ask, I assumed and ask when she was free. After she said Saturday, she said she was actually going to suggest a chat on the phone but we can meet she said. Meeting would be better, she said.

Lol, its ok man, I might not never understand.

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I asked her when she is free Saturday and asked if she wanted to cook me dinner. She said she is free from midday Saturday, so it’s up to me.

I really wanted to go to a theme park but none of them are open in December which sucks here in England.

I surpose this means I can have her the whole day right lol

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So picking her up and taking her out to dinner tonight.

I am on the fence about what mones to use. The more threads I read the confused I get! Lol.

Apart of me feels that the mix I used the first time was good as for one I am seeing her 5 days later and we spoke deep about quite a few things, so I really don’t want to mess up what’s working.

But then I know IH is good at getting truth, so that would come in handy.

I just don’t want to lose the alpha side of things as I remember just having 3 sprays of IS x2 diluted the 2 drops of A314 with 2 ammo and it made everyone in a group speak over each other.

I was considering making the a314 3 drops…but I dont know.

Apart of me thinks go with what works and what I feel confident in.

As she does have a indian background (I thought she was mixed as she don’t really look a lot indian but she is infact full)

Maybe the only way I will know is to try the 2 drops royal, 2 spray summer Ammo, 1 spray IS x2, 1 spray TUTH and 1 spray IH x4 tonight and see!

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Be careful with the IH as it is very powerful. I would go with something simple like 3 sprays Ammo 2 sprays IS then maybe 1 spray IH on one of your wrists smeared to the other.

Just be careful about piling to many things on at once as this can get confusing to your targets.