Thanks again to everyone at AD! Ya’ll are the best. Got another order today with plenty of time to spare. Glad to see things are back on track.
Contents of order: Project UF, TAF 30ml @ 10mcg, P75 30ml @ 2.5mcg, MEO-EST 30ml @ 10mcg, Androsterone 30ml @ 5mcg, P78 to-go @ 5mcg
Now that I’ve voiced my appreciation, it’s time to hit the sack…I’m really tir—Jasmin cracks whip
I mean, time to catch up on my P130 reporting! I love writing reports so much!
lol
I’m not going in chronological order this time (as in Tues, Wed, Thurs like I usually do).
Meo-est self-effects: First of all, FF20 is fucking awesome. (FF21 isn’t bad either) It reminds me of a cheaper version of L’Homme by Yves Saint Laurent which is such an incredible cologne. Masculine but not too in your face and fairly versatile. I really didn’t even mean to use the Meo-Est but when I opened it to sample the scent for the first time there was a tiny bit of liquid on the dispenser. Once I already had some on me, I figured what the hell and sprayed a full spray to my wrist and took big whiffs every few minutes. The first sniff or two scent a wave over my body…just really relaxed and comfortable. This one is going to be very interesting and I can’t wait to test it more.
**Temperature: Oustide: Technically it’s Fall but it hasn’t felt like it until now. Today was actually much cooler than it has been lately. Inside: Comfortable, though fairly warm at times
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Location(s): Work
Pheromone(s) added: 1x IJ (neck), 3x P130 (wrists, forearms, and neck)
Scent(s): Neroli, Unscented, Vasoline for Men Extra Strength, Versace Dreamer
Self-effect(s): Really good mood, just happy and silly; P130 really altered the self-effects I usually get from IJ
I had a feeling these two would compliment each other well and it appears I was right. First of all, let me explain my application…1/2 a spray of cologne to wrist, little lotion, 2x P130 on top of lotion, full spray cologne on top, then used my wrists to rub the lotion and cologne/mones over my wrists and forearms. 1 spray IJ to throat then covered with the third spray of P130.
I wasn’t even supposed to be at work and had barely slept the night before but I felt great. I drank coffee when I first got in but the effects lasted too long to be caffeine induced and it was more than just an energetic feeling. There was still the urge to tease/talk shit that IJ brings (I’ve found this is becoming more of my actual personality lately though lol) but it was more lighthearted and fun. Still had the IJ confidence though.
Anyways, I get to work and I’m doing something random and one of the newer waitresses (has a boyfriend) is next to me…I’m like “oh, so you can’t even say hi?” she lights up and starts blah blah blahing. Possible hit #1 ----- Range = 1-3 ft; Exposure = less than a minute
Then I’m checking the schedule and one of the hostesses (with boyfriend) comes up and leans on me, looking too. Blah blah I’m walking away and she starts lightly rubbing her chest with the tips of her fingers. Possible hit #2----- Range = 1-3 ft; Exposure = less than a minute
One of the waitresses (also has a boyfriend
) who’s been really touchy with me lately (I have more reports on this to make) walks by…Me again:“Oh, so you can’t say hi?” She turns around and as soon as she sees me puts her arm around my neck to hug me. Not necessarily “blatant” but based on her behavior thus far I think it could be a hit. Possible hit #3 ----- Range = 1-2 ft; Exposure = less than a minute
It’s also notable because the two waitresses both had similar reactions…they had both seen me but hadn’t said anything (though they had greeted others) but as soon as I say something they lit up and start a whole conversation. It also happened with another hostess towards the end of the night…it seemed like she was avoiding looking at me and only spoke to me once to ask a question but near the very end of the night I approached her and another hostess and again, as soon as I addressed her she perked up and starts smiling and talking really fast. I literally had thought she was avoiding me or something but her reaction when I started a convo was so genuine, it’s weird. I don’t think I OD’d on none but maybe there’s a slight intimidation factor there from IJ? Maybe I’ve been too much of a jerk lately and I’m just really congruent with IJ lol. They didn’t open/greet me but once I said something to them they’re all smiles and have tons to say. Maybe P130 could be causing this?
Almost every girl there went out of there way to touch me and I think they all boobed me at one point or another lol. It didn’t happen as much later because we got REALLY busy but it was like I was a magnet and had absolutely no personal space from females for the first couple hours. Possible hit #4 ----- Range = 1-5 ft; Exposure = Hard to tell; many were under 1 minute before first physical contact was made
At one point E asks me out of the blue if I watch porn…we then have a group convo (E, hostess, and male server) about porn, masturbation, etc. Between the last time I wore P130 and had all the sex talk with these two same females, I had worked with both of them once without P130 on and did not have these same kind of conversations. I really think there must be some beta -nol characteristics to P130. Hopefully after more testing I can say more conclusively. Possible hit #5 ----- Range = 1-3 ft; Exposure = Brief periods over about half an hour
Also, E wrote me a brief little note with a little smiley face while I was on the phone with a customer and again when she took an order for me, this time adding my name and a heart…
I actually got into it with one of the expos (there job is basically to make sure the cooks make all the food that’s rang in as it’s supposed to be and also do things like add sauces, etc.) at one point. She was giving me shit over something that was her fault and in the heat of the dinner rush IJ takes over and we start yelling and cursing at each other. Not necessarily a hit per say but it brings to attention once again what I’ve noticed before…I curse and yell fairly often if shit’s not running right but no one really says anything. The managers won’t get on me about cursing and the other person will eventually back down. If anyone’s been following my whole journal, I got into it with two of the cooks at one point and ever since then, one of the cooks who I didn’t think liked me before then has been really friendly and about a week ago messed up my order and apologized saying “that’s the last time it’ll happen” before I had even noticed or said anything. I’m thinking it could be residual rone hits? I do my job pretty well but I haven’t been there nearly as long as some of these people yet it feels like there’s a certain level of respect and understanding when I say or do something.
There were some other hits but they were along the same lines of what I’ve already described and I feel I’ve already rambled enough lol.