TheBoogieMan's Journal

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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I’m really behind on P130 reports but since it’s now “rare” and in limited supply I’m not so sure what the point is. I guess I’ll type them out anyways.

Temperature: Outside: Hot. Inside: Room temp.

Location(s): Work

Pheromone(s) added: 2x P130

Scent(s): Unscented

Self-effect(s): Slightly better mood.

I didn’t use another scent to help diffusion which could’ve played a role in my limited results. It really wasn’t a great testing situation though. Everyone was nice though and one of the male servers let me borrow a small amount of money because I didn’t have cash on me. The one thing I have noticed with P130 is that it doesn’t feel completely social, as I’ve touched on before. I feel it has a disinhibitive vibe but I also feel like I could wear it solo without getting friendzoned. It almost enhances sexuality/sexual product in my opinion.

I worked a double but didn’t have a chance to reapply. Did notice some flirting/touching and talkativeness during the second shift but not sure whether this can be attributed to mones.

Temperature: Outside: High 70s, low 80s? Inside: Room temp.

Location(s): Bar.

Pheromone(s) added: 2x P130, 2x P83 @ 10mcgs

Scent(s): Unscented, Akuto

Self-effect(s): Focused, relaxed, uplifted

Went to play pool with B and another friend. Nothing really in terms of hits but there was a very strange incident where some guy randomly came up to me and asked if I had a problem, saying I had been staring at him. He said this a few times while I said “uh, I hadn’t even seen you until just now” while thinking about whether I should swing first or just stand my ground. I figured it’s just some drunk dude trying to pick a fight (not sure why he chose someone with other guys, all holding pool sticks?) but then some chick comes up and he says he was joking…he even suggest I try doing it to someone? :confused: Weird as fuck.

I really felt like going over and cracking him on the head with my stick after that for causing the small scene he did but I calmed myself and proceeded to spank my friends in pool lol. I was completely in the zone…making some amazing shots. B and my other friend kept arguing intensely about petty bullshit throughout the night and I felt it very easy to distance myself from it. I haven’t really hung out with either (outside of work) since then which is unusual but I’m not sure what there problem is.

EDIT: Just realized that I had already given out the name B to some chick. To clarify, other than that report B is referring to my male friend not a female.

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Judging by the views since my last report, it appears there are actually people who read this thing…:open_mouth:

Temperature: Outside: Fairly cool night. Somewhere in the 70s. Inside: Same.

Location(s): Bar, work

Pheromone(s) added: 2x MX3952 (neck and wrists)

Scent(s): FF21

Self-effect(s): Damn, I feel sexy.

Going to the bar/club after work. Time to try Project UF :cool:. I’m partial to the number 2 so I started with MX392. This was my first time with FF21 and I do not like the freshly sprayed smell but once it dries down it’s not bad. Kinda like someone with OCD who’s been washing with Irish Spring for the past 7 hours though lol. I felt fairly confident and sexy once the mones set it.

Anyways, we get there, the guy I’m with is stopped at the door by some people he knows so I walk through once scoping everything out, seeing if there’s anyone else I know. I walk back, no idea where the guy went, grab a drink and sit at a table. A pair of chicks I had passed when walking around come by the table and the brunette gives me heavy eye contact…her friend almost seemed to be pulling her away though…:frowning: I’ll count it as a hit though, mones or not. Possible hit #1 ----- Range = don’t remember; Exposure = less than a minute i.e. seconds

See my buddy, we head outside where some guy he knows and a bartender/maid off the clock are standing. I introduce myself, the girls heads inside not long after. My buddy heads to the car so I start a convo with the other guy. He invites me inside to watch the girls dance on the bar. The guy leaves, I go back to the bar to get another drink. Nothing really blatant in terms of hits. One of the bartenders was kind of flirting when I paid my tab but I’m not sure if she could even sense my mones from across the bar. All in all, pretty uneventful night but there really weren’t many girls at all. Ended up heading back by work to give another guy a ride home…E was there, off the clock, flirted a little but nothing out of the ordinary.

***More to come…

*****EDIT: I could have sworn that I used MX395 but when I went to use it again, I realized that the bottle had not been used but MX392 had been. Updated journal to correct this oversight.
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Temperature: Outside: Just lovely :smiley: Inside: Room temperature

Location(s): Indoor basketball court

Pheromone(s) added: 6x AndrosteRONE @ 5mcgs (wrists, neck, jawline), 2x TAF @ 10mcg (wrists and neck), 1x P75 @ 2.5mcgs (wrists, neck, jawline)

Scent(s): Akuto, FF22

Self-effect(s): Slight confidence boost?

Was supposed to be meeting some guys up at the gym to play ball but none of them showed up…:roll_eyes: Some people talk a good game but won’t actually play one. I had read something in the pheromone theory section about mones and sports and as a point guard, I was hoping to give off more of the ‘floor general’ vibe the position requires. I’m perfectly capable of running an offense but many times in pick-up games people think they’re Kobe and are reluctant to allow me to do that. Also, confidence goes a long way in any sport.

There ended up being me and 3 guys there whom I hadn’t met and we played some 21. It was a real friendly but competitive vibe with everyone there. Pickup basketball can get really rough and loud and angry at times so this is slightly surprising but I think it was just a good group of guys. The thing that was strange was after the game had finished, the guys were sitting on the bleachers catching a breather. I dapped everyone up and told them they’d see me around. Then one of the guys asked if I was in the military or something. :confused: Talk about a ‘floor general’. Coincidentally I am currently talking with a recruiter but I wasn’t dressed in a way that would give that impression and my hair is short but not in a military style. The only thing other than the mones that could’ve given that impression was the fact that I didn’t need a rest after the games. I simply got a sip of water and left. I thought about it as I walked out and wished I had asked why he thought that but I think it was at least partially due to my pheromone signature. I don’t recall anyone every asking me that in all my years playing basketball or in general.

Temperature: Outside: Honestly don’t remember, I’m guessing it was hot though lol Inside: Room temp

Location(s): Work

Pheromone(s) added: 5x P78 @ 5mcg

Scent(s): Neroli

Self-effect(s): Slightly more social/funny

I did have some flirting from some of the females but nothing too sexual. The big thing I noticed was I was either being really funny or people were just more likely to laugh at my jokes. Normally people will bullshit in the kitchen with the cooks and people will laugh, etc. etc. but occasionally someone will say something really funny and everyone will be falling all over each other laughing hysterically. The thing is, this doesn’t happen super often and most people (including me) don’t pull it off that often but on this day I had everybody rolling at least 3 times that I remember. Also, there were one or two guys whom are usually fairly quick-witted who were unable to add onto my jokes or comeback to my joking insults. I felt like a stand-up comedian for the first few hours but after that I didn’t notice nearly the same level of results so I definitely believe mones played a big part. P78’s definitely something I’ll be looking forward to testing further.

More to come (including another Project UF report with much better results)…

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First of all, I want to state that I just read Mustang’s journal and he also had good results with MX395. I’m not sure how the following test relates to his own chronologically but I just want to make clear for scientific purposes that I did not read his report before this test because MX395 has also given me the best results of Project UF thus far. This took place roughly a week ago and I’ve just been too busy/lazy to type it out. Unfortunately, I also forgot to write my results in my notebook so some of the results are fuzzy.

Temperature: Fuck if I remember :roll_eyes:. It was warm/hot most of the week so I would assume this pattern prevailed on this particular day. Indoors was cooler, it is actually kinda chilly most days where I work.

Location(s): Work (working and later eating/drinking)

Pheromone(s) added: 2.5x (?) MX395 (applied to wrists and spread to neck)

Scent(s): FF21

Self-effect(s): Don’t remember, don’t believe I experienced any

If you’ve been paying attention, I reported that I had used MX395 already. I did not. Somehow I confused it with MX392 (I edited my report to reflect this change a few days ago). I say this because it means MX395 was a fresh bottle and therefore the first spray was one of those puny little half squirts. I then, to the best of my recollection, sprayed two more full sprays (it could have been one but I’m about 85% sure it was two…sorry, should’ve wrote this down :confused:).

I don’t recall a ton of hits during my actual shift but I know there was a little flirting. One thing did catch my attention though…long story short, I get into it with one of the managers. I’m pissed for the rest of the shift. He then starts kissing my ass like crazy. I mean, I realized what he was doing at the time but now that I look back and recall some of the more subtle things he might as well have kneeled down and kissed my feet. Bought me a meal for doing some really petty extra work (managers will buy people meals occasionally for extra work but this was something really small), asked if he had been working me too much, hinted about making me a server, etc. etc. Then I do my cashout and my drawer is $4 over…it’s uncommon for my drawer to be off (especially over lol) even when I’m slammed all shift. There is absolutely no chance in my mind that my drawer was actually over and definitely not by that much. So basically he was not only kissing my ass, he bribed me with a meal and money (the extra money from the drawer goes to me). Then I’m off the clock and he goes out of his way to return something to me. And my schedule for this week (he makes the schedules) is awesome…plenty of days off, no BS shifts, and no extra doubles. Possible hit #1 ----- Range = From 1-5ft throughout the shift; Exposure = Brief periods over several hours

So I get off. I’m eating and having a drink. I end up sitting at a table next to one of the male servers, who is also off, across from some chick he knows. He’s on the inside and keeps making me get up to go to the bathroom, etc. so I use this as an excuse to move next to her :cool: She’s initiating kino. I’m basically talking shit to her the whole time, she keeps punching, kicking me, etc. but it was all very playful. At one point, it’s just me and her…I’m watching football and not paying her attention. Her: “You’ve got a pretty girl sitting right next to you and all you can do is watch football”. Now one of the hostesses I like to flirt occasionally walk by and I can see a change in her expression when she sees me sitting with this girl…is that jealousy? At one point the girl goes to the bathroom and the hostess walks by and pokes me in the side. I grab her arm and start poking her…Her: “I’m not ticklish”, Me: “I bet you are”, Her: “something about how I’ll never touch where she is” with a mischievious little smile. New girl comes to the table (friend of the other girl) so it’s me and the male serve with the first girl sandwiched between us. She is definitely favoring my side of the booth and is pressing up against me/touching me, etc.

At one point, the new girls foot is touching my leg underneath the table. Any time this happens, I move my leg to make sure they realize it’s my leg and not the table leg, etc. She keeps it right where it is. But she supposedly has a “boyfriend”. Blah blah blah etc etc the girls are leaving, they’re “going to play beer pong if * want to come”. Pretty sure I could’ve scored if I had gone with them but I don’t really say yes or no (I’m trying to figure out who my ride is going to be)…the first girl puts her hand on my chest, says I’m awesome, and says she’ll see me around (or something like that). Once they leave the hostess is back, giving me hugs and letting me tickle her. I then randomly end up at another bar playing pool.

Now I need to point out that all this stuff with the girls happened between 5 and 8 hours after application. Therefore I’m wary of attributing it all directly to the mones because of the application time and the fact that I was actually “on” socially. These girls has also been drinking. But I have read users (Wildflower, for instance) who get good results from “stale” pheromones and there’s always the possibility of residual mones.

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Temperature: Outside: A little cooler. High 70s, low 80s? Inside: Room temperature

Location(s): Work, bar

Pheromone(s) added: 1.5-2x MX395 (wrists and spread to neck), added 1 squirt (yes, a squirt not a spray lol) about 5-6 hours later

Scent(s): FF21

Self-effect(s): Possibly a slight increase in aggression

Not many females working to test on. At one point E (mid 20s) basically followed me back and forth from the kitchen while trying to subtly get my attention. She eventually just stood right next to me with our arms pressing against each other. Made a comment about me not talking to her. Didn’t get to see what happened later because she suddenly became very ill shortly after and had to leave…most likely caused by FF21 :roll_eyes:.

Did have some good interactions with female customers but nothing in-your-face blatant. Tips were pretty decent. Just based on my limited testing I feel whatever sexual steering molecules contained in this mix are well-buffered. Jasmin alluded to one or some of the mixes possibly making “-none acceptable” in the original Project UF announcement in the store section and I think this may be one of those mixes.

I did however get into it with a male coworker whom I’m friends with. He eventually conceded and later apologized. He was part of the group I went to the bar with after work. I do not believe this altercation was caused by mones/-none aggression at all based on the circumstances and overall environment. I won’t elaborate too much but this was not the only altercation of the night and the others did not include me. This leads me to another observation…I believe there is also androsterone or some equivalent present because I get respect hits with this mix as well.

After work, we stopped by my place on the way to the bar. I changed and decided to add another spray…unfortunately, it came out as a squirt so it’s hard to judge how much was applied. When I got back in the car, one of the guys I was with commented on how much cologne I was wearing lol. It was strong enough, especially within the small car, to give me a headache which lasted and got worse throughout the night until I eventually went to sleep. I very rarely get headaches (knock on wood) but I have gotten them from mones before though they were not nearly this bad. Thanks FF21 :roll_eyes:

Anyways, at the bar, we pretty much just played pool. There weren’t many attractive girls though there were two that approached the table I was playing on at one point. One was drunk (I’d guess mid-20s) and introduced herself but I was shooting at this time and my friend simply told her my name. Half the guys in the bar were like a pack of hyenas stalking a wounded gazelle and I don’t prey on drunk chicks so I didn’t pursue in any way. Well, why am I even mentioning it then? Because when they went to leave, the drunk one basically shooed the other guys away and as she walked by me, touched me…stronger than a caress but gentler than a slap…I guess I’ll call it a pat? Anyways, she gave me a pat on the upper arm/chest area and said “Goodbye Boogie”. I’ve been around enough drunk people to be surprised that an obviously drunk girl who had opened/been opened by dozens of guys within the few hours I was there remembered my name when she had only been told it once and I hadn’t even said a word to her. I had no clue what her name was even though I had heard it and barely even had a buzz. Something about my appearance, body language, or pheromone signature (or a combination) had obviously left an impression.

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Yea, right. sure he was joking, joking enough to be willing to get cracked side the head with a pool stick. I don’t 'think’ so. Watch yourself Bro. As a side bar, do you think that the P130 could’ve attributed to confrontational behavior of that person and the irrelevant arguments between your friends? Who’s know maybe that guy might’ve kick started another aspect of this molecules. that may be a bit of stretch there… just something to think about.

On October 19, 2010 that was some reporting on your part, I’ve followed your journal and I would say on this particular day it seemed that you where socially qualified (female seated next to you) and this provided proof of DHV in the eyes of females. I sense that you may have been in “the zone” and the residue of MX395 could’ve blended things to what was needed.

Also, it seems like good touching going, bro continue to do that as much and do it as naturally as possible. That’s called laying bricks; thereby building comfort which creates opportunities for you.

Boogie, you do math:
…1; she asks who are you
1 + 1 =2; “she shooed the other guys away.”
2 + 1= 3; “she walked by me, touched me…stronger than a caress…”
3 + 1= 4; “she says “Goodbye Boogie”. she remembered “my name when she had only been told it once and I hadn’t even said a word to her.”

Oh, My bad. I forgot, you don’t mess with drunk girls. Keep your standards, Bro.

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Yeah, really a weird interaction. I’ve thought about the possibility that P130 attributed to his behavior but that is the only time I recall any sort of aggression when using it and this guy was clear on the other side of the bar before he approached me. He was not anywhere near me before this.

In regards to my friends, one of them was recently taking medication for anxiety and had stopped taking it which has caused him to be very argumentative. I was on the opposite side of the table for most of the time and throughout the arguments. I’ve known this particular guy for a couple years but when we first met we were both alphas and didn’t hang out much. Then I was broke, we would hang out practically everyday and he would spot me money, etc. and I would defer to him because of this but now I’m back to an alpha state of mind and we rarely chill anymore but he goes out of his way to be friendly when we see each other at work, etc.

Yeah, I thought about the social qualification thing too. Thanks for the advice. I was always decent with gaining attraction but my problem is the before and after, the approach and the close, so I’ve been trying to educate myself more lately.

Haha yeah. If we’re both drunk it’s a different story but this chick was basically smashed and I only had a few drinks.

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And… ??? :open_mouth::smiley:

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OK, so I’ve been using P86 the past week at work, combining it with P83 and P75. I’ve used P86 at 30mcg, P86 - 30 + P83 - 10, P86 - 20 + P83 - 20, P75 - 2.5 + P86 - 30 + P83 10, and P75 - 2.5 + P86 - 20 + P83 - 20. I’ve gotten my best results with P86 and P83 at a 1:1 ratio so far but I’m going to keep experimenting. Not too many obvious hits with P86 + P83 by themselves other than a few extra looks here and there. The P75/P86/P83 (P75 to neck, others to wrists) combo has gotten me respect hits (cook apologizing for making a rude remark without me even saying anything, apologized further a few days later outside of work) and attraction/flirtation hits (one female coworker added a kiss on the cheek to her normal hug both times I wore this combo). Another cook apologized the day after for not making me the free food I requested one night because a manager was there and said I was a “pretty cool guy”. Didn’t do very well on tips with just P86 + P83 but adding P75 seemed to help. I’ve realized how hard it is to find any sort of pattern behind tips but I’m still hoping to find a strong enough correlation from any specific mix. (Notes: P75 and P83 are Akuto scented, P86 is Neroli)

I’ve been going out almost every night recently which is why I haven’t had much time for reporting or posting but unfortunately I haven’t been able to reapply between work and going out very often. Did throw on 1 spray of MX395 (wrists then spread to neck) before heading to the bar the other night. A guy and girl were sitting near the pool table we started playing on…they left. Another group of guys took their table and started playing at the table next to us. The first guy had apparently left his phone and came back looking for it. Left, came back with a friend who asked the other guys about the phone in a very loud and almost disrespectful tone. I was standing right next to him but he did not look at me or ask me. The first guy came back over a little later and asked me in a very non-threatening, friendly manner which was much different then the way they approached the other guys.Major respect hit in my eyes. Another group of people started a brief conversation with me when I was getting change. Nothing overtly sexual but it wasn’t a great night for testing in that area. The weird thing about MX395 and the other mixes from Project UF is that they don’t so much give me overall confidence but I always feel attractive when I wear them even though I hate FF21.

I went to an early Halloween party with people from work wearing a mutant version of MX353. I applied directly from each bottle without mixing beforehand and calculated the **MX353 formula for 2 sprays…but instead of the 10mcg androstenone I used 1 spray IJ (from to-go) and instead of 20mcg P102 I substituted 25mcg P130. ***All applied to wrists except IJ and 1 spray of P83 to neck. *Not quite the great testing environment I had hoped for…got to the party pretty late and most of the females were acting kind of reserved. Then I had to leave briefly and by the time I got back many people, including most of the females, were leaving. During a car ride with one of my male coworkers it definitely seemed like the beta -nol characteristics from P130 showed up. He was basically “venting” to me and being more open with me then he has been previously. Definitely got good social responses and nothing negative to be noted.
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**On a side note, even though I ended up with 10 total sprays with this mix (using Neroli, Akuto, and FF22) I applied FF20 scented P79 last and it worked amazingly as a cover. I really couldn’t smell the other scents yet it’s so subtle that I didn’t smell like “cologne guy”. It really didn’t feel or smell like I had applied 10 sprays of anything, even though I had some on my neck which usually causes me to get strong whiffs.

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I’ve been playing with some bombs laced with A1 the past couple days. I’m not going too far into detail here since this particular investigation wasn’t authorized by the pheromone detective bureau but I still feel androstienone is an important and useful product so I will say that I noticed certain people being easier to deal with. Also, now that I think about it, most females were in fairly good moods around me. One particular girl seemed down and I thought she could possibly be angry at me about something else (it isn’t a legit reason to get mad but you know women :roll_eyes:) but once I got some one-on-one time with her she was smiling and laughing while standing close to me. I also got some pretty damn good tips.

The most interesting phero-related occurrence of the weekend was after getting off one night and I was wearing a drop of undiluted A1 on each wrist. I was resting my head in my hands (this is some 5 hours after application) and I think I experienced first hand what is known as “A1 depression”. The thing I noticed though that this “depression” was less like “my car broke down and I lost my job; my life is shit” and more like “the girl I really like doesn’t like me/broke up with me”. There is one girl at work that I do have a very small crush on but it’s nothing too serious. When the A1 hit me briefly though, it felt like I had very strong feelings for her and I was in despair because I couldn’t have her (she has a boyfriend ugh). My eyes actually watered on several occasions :open_mouth:. Then I simply rested my hands under the table instead of under my chin and I was fine. I still like the girl but I also have plenty of other girls I’m interested in.

To me, the self-effects seemed more like the same “calming, fall-in-love” effects A1 is reported to have on others. I felt the strong romantic feelings and also a calmness or subdued energy level. Of course, instead of catching a whiff of this from a cloud, the user is exposed directly to large doses constantly so the effects are more extreme. Granted, the “target” could get a nice big whiff snuggling up to you in bed or wherever but at this point the “depressed” feelings would not show up because they ARE WITH the person for which they have the loving feelings. They don’t have that sense of separation/despair because they are in possession of the object of their desire. Instead they would be left with the loving and relaxed effects. In my case and the case of most users, they are being affected by their own phero cloud and instead of smelling it on the neck of their lover during an embrace they’re smelling it while they’re at work filing paperwork haha. They’re not going to be in love with themselves (well, hopefully :roll_eyes:) so at that particular moment their target of interest is out of reach and thus, they are sad.

Now I will admit that some people have more depressive personalities and/or are less able to deal with strong feelings. Therefore they will have a harder time dealing with these feelings but for me it’s less of a concern (though it was never much of one to begin with) after actually experiencing it myself. I was wearing P75 which is reported to help avoid the negative side effects but I’ve worn A1 before without it and had no run in with “depression” of any kind and I’m disinclined to purposely give “depress” myself without the P75 just to see if my theory holds up.

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OK guys…I’ve been a bad pheromone detective lately. Accepting bribes, beating up witnesses, etc. lol. I apologize. I haven’t been making notes like I should have and even though I’ve had some good results, I can’t necessarily pinpoint which specific mix I was using at the time.

Since we last spoke, (YouTube - RJD2 - Since We Last Spoke)(apparently this forum doesn’t allow a href code?) I have been using P74, P75, P79, P86 mostly.

P75 @ 2.5mcg; P79 @ 10mcg:

After reading some reports by JosieW and Wildflower I decided to give this combo a whirl. One of the older waitresses who I’ve mentioned before likes to feel me up hadn’t been bothering me much lately. I only see her once or twice a week and she seemed in a bad mood so I attributed it to that. Well, today it was back to the usual. Grabbing my ass, etc. At one point she just stared at my crouch and said “that’s quite a bulge. you have a big dick, don’t you?” :open_mouth: I was kind of embarrassed at this point as I’m not really attracted to her and she has a bad back so she could never hang with me in bed :cool: and then she was saying something about embracing my sexuality and not being ashamed of it. Later, on a more serious note, she mentioned that she hopes she doesn’t make me uncomfortable (to which I said she doesn’t) and said I’m a sweet guy and whatever girl gets me will be lucky.

P74 + P75 didn’t work quite as well as I hoped. I used P75 @ 2.5 and P74 @ 35-40mcg. I will try it again with different ratios.

I can’t really attribute this to any specific mix because it’s happened over several days but E now hits me on the ass all the time for no reason at all. I return the favor occasionally but once again she’s married (though she is separating) so I don’t pursue anything further.

Pretty much every female I work with loves me at this point but unfortunately they’re all involved with someone and I’m not one for drama. Some flirt more sexually and others more playfully. I’ve been getting along really well with all of the guys too, even the ones I didn’t click with initially. Some have actually voiced that they prefer working with me over other more experienced people there.

I’ve seen the girl I talked about in the MX395 report a few times since then but only briefly. The other night she came and joined me at my table and invited me over but I had to decline. She then asked for my number. We’ll see where that leads. :cool:

I got A314 today along with an IH freebie (I was hoping for IO but hey, it’s free. Thanks again guys :smiley:) so I’ll be testing that in the future.

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xf_AFtMvI8)

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Been reading through your posts… What do you think that the best combo so far has been as far as people coming up to you and being flirtatious?

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Well, I don’t recall many women actually “coming up to me”. Usually the mones take effect when we’re already near each other and interacting. One of the best mixes I’ve used though would probably be MX347 (spray version of A314) + IG + TUTH + IH + IS (I believe that’s it? It’s somewhere near the middle of my journal). If you wanted to encourage women to approach you could replace IH with IO.

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So, I’ve been using A314 for most of the week at 1-2 drops with various other products (P86, P74, and IJ among others). Also, did a P79 solo test.

2 drops A314 + P86 @ 50 mcgs (Neroli scent) worked pretty well. I finally noticed the “airbrush” effect…after a few drinks lol. Went to the bar next door on my break. The daytime bartender, whom I had only met once, asked “where do you work again?” like he vaguely remembered me. This was after he IDed me (applied the A314 to my wrists people, keep up :roll_eyes:). Then asked my name and made some other small talk. I know quite a few bartenders and tip well so I have gotten hooked up before but these may have been the strongest drinks I’ve ever had. It was just a big shot of bourbon with a tiny splash of coke. One of the ladies at the bar also said something to me, I don’t recall what it was.

Then I get back to work and one of the hostesses comes up and starts a conversation and is staring into my eyes, hanging on every word. We’ve talked before but interaction was differed from the norm. Also, later that day and since then (aka since I got A314) she touches my arm or shoulder for no reason at all. She never really initiated contact before this. She even ran and gave me a big hug the other night when I was leaving and teased her for not telling me bye.

I’ve also had some respect hits. Not sure what I was wearing with A314 but the other day the GM was in and he was being very rude for absolutely no reason. So I then decided to be rude right back. He asks me a question as I’m walking away and I answer in an annoyed tone like it was the stupidest question I’d ever heard and he gets this shocked look on his face. He was then very nice to me for the rest of the night.:cool:

Reflecting back I’ve also noticed a slight disconnect with certain people, mostly customers. In the moment I thought they were just being rude but looking back it may have been more intimidation based. Like, just staring at me and not really saying anything or avoiding looking at me altogether. Unfortunately I had a very busy work schedule this week and ended up staying very late most nights so I didn’t take as many notes as I should have.

I have plenty of great testing opportunities planned for this week though :smiley: I’m gonna try to make myself bear FF21 (and resist using MX395) long enough to do some more UF testing.

P.S. Just to liven things up a little I’m going to start posting videos of music I’m spinning and pictures of my scantily clad female obsession of the hour. The old journal layout is a pain to keep up with. :smiley:

In this edition: From his recently released album, The Lady Killer, YouTube - Cee-Lo Green - Bodies

And my current avatar girl, Shay Maria:

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So, with the A314, you’re getting the respect hits from people who know you but more of an intimidation from those that don’t?

Is that about right?

Oh yeah, was that always at 2 drops application and how long from the application to the testing you out, by your GM?

Thanks for the solid thread!

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I’m glad you pointed that out to me but it would be hard for me to categorize everything so cleanly. I have pretty decent rapport with everyone I work with and even on Sunday morning when I wore just 10mcg of P79 I got respect hits (granted, A314 is known to leave a lasting impression). But it’s harder to differentiate respect versus intimidation with someone you are familiar with. The shocked looked I reported on my GMs face very well could have been one of intimidation.

With people I don’t know, there were still respect hits. For instance the bartender I mentioned, he started a convo with me. But he also fumbled when he went to hand my ID back. The woman at the bar didn’t seem intimidated (though she was drinking obviously). But when I looked back at certain interactions where people weren’t as receptive to me socially as I would have liked and took them as whole, I realized instances where intimidation or awe, if you will, may have played a role. Not necessarily more intimidation than respect overall but more than usual.

I was just totally swamped most of this past week but I’m going to make an effort to pay closer attention and take better notes this week so I can try to elaborate on a pattern. There’s a fairly fine line between respect and intimidation so I’m going to have to be more attentive to detail.

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Temperature: Outside: Cool, overcast; high 70s/low 80s; Inside: Comfortable, room temp

Location(s): Work

Pheromone(s) added: 3x A314 (left wrist, spread to right and neck), 1x IJ (same), 4x P83 (one to each side of neck, one to each wrist)

Scent(s): Akuto (P83), Neroli

Self-effect(s): Easily irritated with coworkers; felt more like a jerk than usual

This was my first time going to A314 at 3 drops. I was in a rush and shook the bottle and 3 drops flew out lol. Whoops.

Anyways, I’m standing there checking the schedule and the hostess I mentioned in my last report who’s been touching me a lot just comes and stands right on me. Like, the whole side of her body is pressed against mine for a solid minute. Then later we’re standing there talking and she says I smell “delicious” lol. Now I’ve already given her my number and I’m under the assumption that she has a boyfriend because there’s a guy that comes in some days just to sit by the front and talk to her. Otherwise I would’ve made a move today. I’ll see what happens though.

The other hostess that night I basically just talk a lot of shit too but when I was sitting there having a drink with a couple coworkers she was standing there and kept letting her forearm touch mine on the table and rest there. At this point it had been about 6-7 hours since application.

Nothing else too major. I did say some pretty jerk-y things which was funny. Not really any significant respect or intimidation hits but it was pretty slow for the most part. Did decently on tips.

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I really love this journal. I’m surprised that I’ve never actually posted in it yet. Well there’s a first for everything :slight_smile:

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1 drop A314, 2x P74 @ 10 mcgs (FF20); applied to wrists and spread to neck

This was a short shift at work and I didn’t have too much interaction with customers. One thing I have been noticing since I started using A314…I’ll follow another server or manager when they’re running food and have too many plates. They will set down a majority of the food and I’ll come behind and set down the one or two plates I’m carrying and many times no one says anything except the last person, who is the one I personally gave food too. They’ll give out a loud ‘thank you’. This may not seem like a big thing but it registers with me. The entire table is silent during the interaction except for the one person who I gave food to and thus gave a big whiff of my wrists/pheros. Maybe it’s coincidence but I think I remember these occasions because my subconscious realizes it’s not the normal behavior.

Some not so good news about work though, they’re fucking me over as usual and promoting me sideways rather than upwards. Fortunately I have a few friends who can get me jobs elsewhere. That should only have to hold me over for the time being because things finally seem to be rolling with the military. Now it’s on me just to put in the work to get where I need to be to get the contract I want and eventually ship out.

1 drop A314, 2x P75 @ 2.5 (akuto), 1x TUTH, 1x TAF @ 10 (FF22), 2x P79 @ 10 (FF20), 2x P83 @ 10 (akuto), 2x P86 @ 10 (neroli), 0.5x TAC @ 10 (FF20), 2x P130 @ 12.5; applied to wrists and spread to neck

Again with the wannabe MX353 haha. Went out with some friends for one of their birthdays. Pretty good interactions for the most part. I was worried about an OD which is why I added the half spray of TAC but it seemed fine. Weren’t many potential female targets in the group but the one single one was flirty with me all night. I don’t think the P75 and TUTH hit her fully though. She’s also not my type at all. I prefer women who are slightly thicker if anything, she is basically a skeleton lol. Unfortunately not too many prospects outside of our group either. The first restaurant/bar, I did get some looks from our waitress who was gorgeous. Played around with her but nothing too serious. Next bar there was only one group of females that I would have been interested in but a buddy had slept with one and I really didn’t want to interact with her. Also, another acquaintance’s soon to be ex-wife was there flirting with me a lot. Not attractive and wouldn’t have done it anyways. Then at the third bar the bartenders/girls were nice but not many girls other than that.

2 drops A314, 2x MX390, 2x Ammo (FF21), 1x IS (x2); wrists then neck

Not much in terms of hits here. I was really tired and quiet for half the shift which probably affected my results. Did well on tips initially though.

Daphne Joy:

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Sucks about work. We all know how that works. Bust your ass these days and the only thing you get is passed up. You’re right though about wanting to leave and you should. While no one is irreplaceable it will hopefully make a difference in how they treat others when you’re gone. To late for you, but maybe it will do someone else good.

Best of luck :slight_smile: