Nope, never ever sprayed 'none or TUTH at work - ever. However, from my little TUTH experiment from earlier this week, I still have a pillow scented/sprayed with 'none (12.5mcg). I liked it tonight. It made me feel happy. I relaxed into that pillow, then started huffing it again.
Go figure. ![]()
The “self effects” yesterday were more influenced (imo) by the fact that I felt like crap and was responding to the crappy crappy way people were treating me. I was seriously abused and walked over. Sneered at. Talked down to. I normally can “sweet talk” and open doors for myself - not at ALL yesterday. People interacted with me like I was a bother, a nuisance, someone incompetent, or someone who was ridiculous.
Condescension is a good way to describe it. Along with sneering and just meanness.
But that’s others reactions.
MY reaction, from the 1st test, and the beginning of yesterday, was nothing. Not a lot of self effects with this one on me. My irritation and headache came after I seriously upped the dosage of 'rone, and I think was influenced by the crappy way i was being treated. After a day of crap being thrown at you, who doesn’t get irritated!? ![]()
I FELT this crap “evaporate” off of me in the afternoon. It was the best mental tingly feeling I had felt in a long long time. I felt normal again. Yippee!!
Still great with TAL - wearing some later today, I think.*