yes. that. 
Edit : Good morning - now I can type more.
Perhaps I should have said “inspired” or “drawn out” or “instigated this occurrence/revelation?”
NO, betanol and pheros are NOT responsible for LIFE.
Think more like me/what I “do.”
I work in an industry where we hunt Very Bad People.
We use a lot of tactics to accomplish this. Many times, I am on the “front lines,” if you will. (or “behind enemy lines,” even)
Being able to size someone up, read their intentions, thought paradigms (not thoughts! ) actions, spoken language - in an instant - can, and has been, the difference between staying alive and … not.
THATS what I mean there.
Its a hard habit to break, when you’ve bet your life on your skill, much more than once or twice.
not quite what you were thinking, me thinks…
actually,it is.
i have learned lots of habits through different jobs,
but i dont identify with them.
im not sure they last past the job itself,
but the only way i know that is because my SO brings that to my attention
(“you used to do this but now you do that” LOL)
what i see you saying is that
you believe your skill determines life or death for you.
your job is responsible for that belief (if i got you correctly)
if you were no longer IN that job,
would that skill even matter?
or
do you believe in very bad people nomatter what?
i.e. if you worked at a daycare instead, would any of these habits ever come into play?
maybe i dont have habits from any particular job because i dont stay in them long enough to be a part of me.
or
maybe your job is who you are with or without it being your employment…
thats prolly a more accurate asessment?
meh.
we prolly just gravitate to employment that mirrors our beliefs and/or habits anyway.
I think you see this with a lot of people who are very successful and enjoy what they do. That is why you get the phrase “they were born to do …”.
Some people have certain personal qualtities, charateristics, natural abilities or skills that lend themselves towards certain jobs. When they find those jobs … you can have a winning combination.
- while* they enjoy it,
its a winner.
i agree !
Went to see Medic McSteamy Muscles tonight - didn’t even pretend to have a reason. Just went.
He is no longer surprised to see me ever! He totally rolls with it - “Hi Tigerlilly. What’s new?”
Had a wonderfully long chat, all about our lives, what was new, etc. He’s still overworked. His new house is coming along great, and he’s finally done with most of his work on it. He also reported back that the wine that I gave him eons ago was great. Apparently he just cracked the bottle of white a few days ago.
Wore 150mcg of P74. (yep, that’s right)
2 sprays Shine
The conversation was easy, laid back and fun. he was very interested in what was new in my life, and my professional advancements. He also readily volunteered information regarding his work/employees.
After a half an hour, his body language changed. We had been engaged the whole time - talking straigth to each other, looking in each others eyes, etc. He was still somewhat busy. Checked some phone messages, answered an email or two, but made me a part of it all. (read me the emails and we laughed at them, ie)
However, his body language all of a sudden became nervous and flustered. He was facing me directly, talking directly to me, no longer futzing. We were talking about him getting a dog and some other BS. Nothing deep and heavy. But he was looking me in the eyes, and then rubbing his left hand up and down his right arm, alternately leaning into me and leaning back into his chair. He rubbed his face with his hands and set his face in his hands, looking at me. The atmosphere seemed to change - it seemed deep all of a sudden. Very connected. The atmosphere changed from an office and a quick chat over lunch to two connected people sharing an intimate conversation. Hard to tear our eyes away. Emotional. Soft smiles on his part - massive, massive confidence and soft eyes + small smile + deeply connected feeling on my part. (P74 has a reliable confidence feature built into it - or a huge “who cares” streak, which translates into confidence and balls to the wall action.)
He started checking his watch, but not in an impatient way. Almost, I would hesitate to say, reluctantly. He allowed our chat/“lunch” to go over the time limit that he gives for the students - something he never does. Ever.
When it was time for him to go back to teaching, he was walking out of the office, and looked back to see me still sitting the, not making a move to go, smiled, and then went to teach. In the past, especially early on, he would hustle me out and walk me to the door, very nicely and politely. I was actually getting ready to go, but he seemed to have no problem with me staying, happily sitting in his office.
I followed him into the classroom and watched him proctor an exam to the students. He looked over to me a significant amount, and interacted with me in front of the students. He would come and stand in the back with me 80% of the time. Of course, I then get a crackberry message and have to go back into work-mode.
Weird thing he did during the exam: after chatting to me for a bit, hanging around me, he started to stretch a lot. Then went over to a side table, laid out flat on it, and stretched his back for all he was worth. Stood up, and continued stretching for the whole, especially near me. We kept chatting and lightly joking.
I found out he HAS NOT SEEN STAR TREK!!! Massive, Massive FAIL! I told him so - he found it amusing. He “claims” to be a Star Trek fan, but clearly… I informed him I have seen it 4 times. He was a bit surprised… and giggled quite a bit…
His computer crashed in the middle of the exam, and I needed to get going back to work. He was also starting to give me funny raised eyebrow looks, like, “what are you still doing here?” But not saying anything, and definitely not irritated at all. Probably was more curious about my various reactions to my crackberry messages.
Left him a note in his office that Duty Called, was sorry his computer froze, told him to see Star Trek and to get a massage. Said See you Soon, too.
Whats up with the stretching? Boy he hung out with me a lot, hmm? Weird body language in the office too. Veddy Veddy Interesting!
Ooookaaayyyy - Crisis!!!
Was invited last minute to a high school reunion this Saturday.
Dont know if I am going.
Dont know if Texas McBlues would come.
Dont know what to wear.
Have TONS of people to FLOOR and impress if I DO go…
Suggestions??? 
i cannot reply to the P74 thing.
the reunion, oh my!
if it were me,
i wouldnt play around.
i would stick to what has given me the most consistant reactions
(notice i didnt say best)
for me that would be instant sexiness A.
i literally get told i smell good.
when it comes to big deals, i dont play around, i go for whats consistant.
there are “bonding” pheros and flattering pheros in there.
an additonal yummy cover wouldnt hurt,either.
Precisely what I was thinking… and my IS/a is spiked with some serious cops too…
I’ve seen a lot of the ladies here mix MX135 and IS/a with great results. Sort of a “look at me” popularity potion, with spiked TAL and 'nols/sexiness. Might test run that on myself to see how it goes…
If successful, i think that might be a winning combo…
definately try it before using it.
MX135 and IS/A actually make no sense to put together.
its basically a kitchen-sink without singled-out pheros leading your company in any particular direction.
MX135 is TAH heavy.
IS/A is TAL heavy
it would be like putting on everything you own but wanting a specific reaction…
my only advice:
try it first.
id also be interested to know who is enjoying the “sink mix”.
source is everything.
ROTFLMAO. Those life and death decisions we make every day … lol.
Ain’t that the truth …
Tigerlily makes serious life and death decisions everyday,
but THIS one has her asking for advice
(seriously, with a job like yours we have to tease you,Tigerlily!)
LOL I know, I know… but at least you CAN advise on THIS one… imagine if I came here asking for all my OTHER advice!
I’ve actually seen a user here who I respect have some good luck with mixing the 135 and IS/a. if it was just noobs and weirdos I wouldn’t care. (Come on, telling ME in INTEL about sourcing your info? It’s like you’re thinking I’ll do an Iraq!!)
But YES, it’s a total Kitchen Sink mix, to the max. Doesn’t seem to make sense, but then again, it’s probably just a majorly amplified version of when we wear TAL and TAH on the inside/outside to balance out or congruent natures. Or the best girl ever - TAH and TAL in near-equilibrium…
or it’s a big fat mess. 
Hey! Much more scary was going in to see Medic McSteamy Muscles again!
One of my favorite combos is is/a,mx135!
you wouldnt be here, if we did that
thank gawd you have more sense…
anyhoo, looking forward to your results on the sink mix.
will watch closely 
Wont be anytime over the next few days - Need some serious betanol/EST combos at the moment…
BIG convo tonight - Might be “single” in the AM…
Hope things turn out for the best
Aw shit, not you too!
Must be the phase of the moon or the alignment of planets. Or is this like some virus that’s going around?
OoohYahhh
wow,
no sh!t you two…
there is something in the stars…
i just burned my bridge at work last night
and told my boss to
himself…