Hey Julesfl!
Welcome to the forum! lol, you’re like me! lol, I’m like that too, I’m soooo shy when I don’t know someone but when I do holy crap, I can’t shut up lol.
I’m so sorry about your best friend, and your job. Things happen, and I feel truly sorry for you (even though it’s not as helpful), hugs.
I suggest you try instant sexiness, it’s a definite confidence booster, when I wear instant sexiness A I feel super strong and when I wear instant sexiness B I feel all cutsy
Edit: Oh I forgot to mention! Check this thread out that I did a report on A break down of IS/A and IS/B, it might help you make a decision to get which one you want.
Have fun, and best of luck! I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you! xox