Wolf's Pherodiary

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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So I began work at a new hotel, old hometown. I met a female coworker there before I even started work. I was wearing MX203 and a little IS(x2.) She’s chinese - and not my type, even though some guys would go right for her because she is good looking - but despite my lack of interest in her it has become something of a wild cat and mouse chase. We’ve worked together only a few times. Yesterday she was asking me all sorts of questions because I know chinese martial arts, and if I ever thought about going to China. So not really wanting to be dishonest I said yes, I had. After hearing I had considered going to China she just up and tells me I should go back with her when her time in the U.S. is up. OMG! This girl is hugging me, feeling me up with her hands all the time - at work! It’s getting really uncomfortable.

:open_mouth:

Help! Talk about an experiment gone awry! Especially when it’s the cute, dark-haired Russian chick that I work with that I would rather have that kind of attention from! The only Pheromones I wear at work are IS most of the time! Sometimes the tiniest spritz of MX203. Maybe it’s my natural pheromones mixed with IS that has this girl going crazy over me?

The thing is, I would much rather have my wife-wanting-divorce take me back but she forced the paperwork through in less than two weeks, already bagged a guy two days before that (had to find that one out the hard way) and has been going wild, living with half a dozen guys at this bachelor pad and only sometimes seems dissapointed I don’t come over - the rest of the time she doesn’t want me around. The story goes deeper, and the unfaithfulness has probably been going on for years now that I think back and consider things (like staying down at that same thought-to-be-friend’s house alone after everyone else went home from late-night Halo 2 or drinking sessions.) So. That’s where things stand now! Any advice for any of those situations would be nice!

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Sounds like your plate is full. And difficult.
Sorry to hear about your dissolving marriage, that is never easy.

I’m intrigued by how uncomfortable this girl’s advances are making you. A lot of guys wouldn’t think twice.

What kind of results are you getting from the MX203?

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Well, I am just coming out of a relationship that lasted for seven years, so I don’t really need anything as serious as I think this chinese girl wants to get. Her personality isn’t what I am looking for, and it’s just not fair to her if I were to use the fact she likes me to get something just because she’s nice looking. That just seems so shallow when I see or hear about things like that happening (by guys or girls.) It’s at the workplace too, and the owner of the company is chinese and I get the feeling they might be family. Besides, I got a good thing going with everyone there already. Why screw it up? The unofficial assistant manager there already has me working on paperwork he normally takes care of, and told me I’m smarter than everyone else there and will probably be taking over his position after he leaves for Canada or Korea or wherever he decides.

Anyhow, here’s a report on my observations about MX203. Lots of IOI’s from blondes, just like everyone has been posting! OMG! At work, two blonde sisters (foreign) couldn’t look away once they entered the lobby. A couple days before that there was a really hot, though probably too young, teen that was doing everything but leaning over and kissing me to keep my attention. She was using any excuse to come to the lobby. LOL. Then the two times my sister took me out clubbing to get my mind off things, she was telling me how all the girls in the club were checking me out like crazy, and I was noticing IOI’s from them too. Especially this pair of girls that every man in the place was trying to get attention from. But I think my game is just a bit off, or my approach, because all the girls I asked to dance refused. It’s like I was okay for eye-candy but not anything else. Argh!

LOL, I sprayed my sister with IS and told her it’ll help her get attention. She didn’t believe me, and asked me if I was sure because she felt exactly the opposite. I reassured her that it’s just her misgivings for the night. Sure enough. Girls, guys, they were talking to her and considered her the life of the party. This cowboy did everything he could to get me out of the picture, introducing me to all sorts of women (probably at the suggestion of my sister) so he could get my sister to himself. Too bad she wasn’t having that, heh. Last I seen before I left the club he seemed a little depressed.

Maybe it was entering, talking and hanging out with my sister those nights that kept the girls at bay. They wanted to respect “his girl” or something. OMG. Let me go jump off a bridge right now if that’s the case, lol. Nah, I had fun dancing. It’s been years since I got out and danced - my ex never wanted to dance except at home on very rare occassions. So it was a good change of pace.

Oh, I almost forgot, one of the waitresses only charged me a $1.50 for a drink the other waitresses were charging me $4.00 for. She had darker hair though, might have been dyed… Maybe she just took a liking to me pheros or not, or was just one of those exceptions to the MX203 rule? Then another of the waitresses (blonde) seemed really interested in me, talked a bit more than she did other patrons that night. It doesn’t hurt that all of the waitresses wore bikinis and chaps! OMG! That’s an eye-catcher combo if I ever seen one. Especially when they wear blinking lights at their cleavage and on their chap-belts to draw your eyes back there as they walk away. Wow.

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Wolfishgrin, I’m divorced myself, so I know what you’re feeling right now. Frankly mate, from what you’ve told us, I think your relationship with your wife is not just dead, it’s dead and rotting. Time to bury it. When a woman loses respect for you, you never get it back. Take it from someone who’s been there. Sorry if it hurts but I think it has to be said.

IDK what’s going on with the Chinese girl but they seem to respond well to Instant Shine, Gentleman and the other socials. Whenever a Chinese gets a whiff of me while I’m wearing Shine and IG, I get strong eye contact or other signs of confusion/attraction. Others report this with Asians generally, but seems strong with Chinese in particular, or maybe it’s just because there’s quite a few Chinese women in my area. I’m near a university which serves a lot of overseas science and business students, many Asian and a majority from China. Hey if you do visit China, why not make friends with this girl and let her be a native guide? You’re not obliged to do anything you don’t want to do with her. And if she likes you that much, she’ll probably enjoy doing things for you, just to spend time in your company.

With the Russian, have you tried -none based products? Maybe Ammunition? The -none may give you a phero profile more attractive to a European and drive away the Chinese girl.

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Somebody did stash Turn Up The Heat in with my order of IS(x2), IH(x2), IO(x2), and MX203. Good gift I suppose, until my ex (at that time wife) found it and thought I ordered it. Yeah, big drama. But maybe it’ll help my situation out right now.

One thing that has me really confused… All week last week my ex didn’t want to talk with me, didn’t call me (except when I was out to the club) and then on Saturday when she took the kids for a few hours she called me up seven times, and seemed really dissapointed I didn’t come over as well. What am I to make of that?! It’s got me all turned around and I don’t really know what to think. Don’t get me wrong, if she wants to get along now that’s great… But still.

One observation I noticed about my ex, she went off the deep end when I wore IS around her. Almost like how some people say guys will get towards someone wearing too much none. She would fly off the handle. She’s half-russian and dark haired so might that have something to do with it? Yeah, I guess you’re right tezza23, she doesn’t respect me except when convenient or if she wants something. I figured that out already. My head knows better than to take her back if that were ever something she approached me with, but my heart and soul have revolved around her for seven years and it’s like my uncle says - you can’t help who you love, even if you can’t trust them. His wife never knew how to keep a promise. She passed away before the age of 40 a few years back, my cousins were still in highschool. My ex was devastated as much as I was.

So I’ve read here on the forums that IFM is one of the best things you can wear to smooth things over with an ex, and somebody even had success in winning them back. But it smells bad? What does it smell like? Bad milk? Really thinking about ordering this because it’s also said to make girls feel good around you, and want to be around you more often/think about you because of that. Would compositing with a scent/frangrance that appeals to the nose a bit more help cover the bad smell?

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It seems strange that she’s going off the handle around Instant Shine. I’ve never heard of a reaction like that before. According to what I’ve read it should create a feeling of well-being “in healthy people”. Which makes me wonder if your ex is suffering from mental illness, or drug abuse, or both. It would certainly help to account for her other strange behaviour. IDK, maybe I’m all wet.

As for instant female magic - the key molecule, androstadienone, has been patented by someone else so no more IFM as far as I know.

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That isn’t funny tezza23. I have seriously considered it, because her mother and brother were diagnosed Paranoid Skitzophrenic and her sisters have admitted to thinking they might have the same problem. Some of her extreme shifts have had me considering Bipolar or Multiple Personality Disorder. So no joke? I love and care for her so much, thought I had worked out most of her issues years ago… Her mother dying has brought back a lot of the things from her troubled childhood (getting molested by her step-father and brother, her mother neglecting the kids so she could party, drink, get drugged up, get down with guys right in front of her children, yeah…) Lots of people have told me if she’s got that many issues it’s best to leave that be. But I can’t help how I feel for this woman who I have shared so much of myself with for so long. This really disturbs me to think she might be suffering from mental illness. She hates drugs, or hated. She’s so polar from what she used to be that may have changed too. Now that she won’t let me close, doing everything she can to distance herself from me and the kids there’s nothing I can do to help her with her problems if either or both situations you mentioned are the case here.

As far as more testing goes, the club was closed last night but I did get out to the mall. MX203. Freebie things from blondes (surprise!) LOL. But my whole night was bummed when a girl that gave me her number so we could meet up blew me off, then wouldn’t answer her phone - her friend did and was really rude and said a lot of uncalled for things. Really, be adult about it and just tell someone you’re no longer interested. Sheesh. Today there was another Asian girl that works at a different property that was REALLY happy to be around me - until the boss was getting after that Chinese girl I mentioned earlier in this thread. That kind of put a damper on conversation.

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How much 203 do you normally wear, Wolf?

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Mate, it wasn’t a joke. :frowning: Deadly serious. I’m sorry if it came across as a joke. I myself have a tendency towards depression and have got addicted to caffeine and sugar (cola drinks). I also have suspected Asperger’s syndrome. So I do take such things very seriously.

The pheromones affect the brain in (relatively) predictable ways, so I’m thinking that if something as straightforward and predictable (IMX) as Shine is getting that result… maybe there’s something odd about the other person’s brain. And I know one other forum poster has noticed that drug use tends to modify the results of pheros, which made me think of drug use in this case. On top of that, people with neurological issues often use drugs to self-medicate and feel better.

If she’s pushing you away like that, I’m not sure what you can do though. It seems like an impossible situation.

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Hey M&M! I usually wear as small a spritz I can managed from the TOGO-sized bottle of MX203 during those occassions of wearing it at work, otherwise a full spray when going to the club or the like. As for where I apply it, usually on the wrist, rub both together then rub my wrists behind the ears for good measure. Running low on it though, so I have decided when I get off tonight I’ll be adding some of my favorite cologne to the rest of the bottle and trying a less-is-more approach to see what that does. There’s probably an eighth of the bottle left.

Hey thanks tezza23. That actually begins to make perfect sense when I realize you could be right on the money, although I was trying to keep it more of a mild possibility in the back of my mind until now. I have mentioned to my sister that my ex’s behavior might be attributed to something triggered by her mother’s death this last winter. The more I reflect on it, the more I think she really should get help. As my family has been telling me for weeks though, her and her behavior are no longer my problem (but they are still a concern - especially when we have children together you know?) and that I need to concentrate on myself and the kids.

Lol. I was just thinking about the freebies at the mall. That has NEVER happened before. My sister says that the more time I have to heal and all that the more noticeable my being -SINGLE- now will become and I’ll be getting attention I want (along with more that I probably won’t, heh.) That other Asian girl earlier is the typical small, short type and more to my liking - and could be considered some of that attention I want.

:smiley:

More updates forthcoming when I have more to report! More questions or feedback welcome, wanted and encouraged! Lol! Have fun all!

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So before going out to check on the clubs two nights ago (they were closed!) I sprayed a small spritz of MX203 on my wrists, rubbed it behind the ears too. Then I sprayed a full spritz of TUTH (Togo bottle) right on the front of my boxers. Most everything besides the none has worn off, but today this girl that is rooming with that cute Russian I mentioned invited me to a party they are having tonight. We met right off the street before I had to work. Sweet! The roommate is a cutie too, also foreign. The plus side is that she doesn’t work directly with me, and it definately took my mind off my other worries. The confidence boost was definately needed after a night like last night. Tossing, turning, dreaming things that had to do with something I learned last night concerning my ex… Yeah, enough said.

The only thing is, the girl is working right now and she only gave me her home phone (shared with the Russian girl.) That means I have to wait, she probably works as long as I do tonight, so the party probably won’t get started without her, or at least not too soon before she gets off. Yay! This will be my first party in a long time!

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Was too hung over yesterday to make any posts. Should probably go for a run right now but instead I’m plugging away at the keyboard. LOL. The other night went great, but I can’t remember falling asleep. The Russian girl does have someone (friend-with-benefits) so I didn’t do anymore than dance with her. The roommate didn’t dance, she was the only girl there that I wasn’t able to dance with. But I did call her up the next night and talked with her for a good twenty minutes or so. I’m thinking she likes me. We’ll see. Have to take a shower though, hope to see some tips or feedback next time I log in!

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Keep going with it.

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Alrighty. So a friend I haven’t exactly met in RL was telling me if things end between her and her guy over in Kansas, she’s going to come over here and find me a good girl. :smiley:

She might have been talking about herself. Lol. Sounds good to me. We’ve always liked eachother. Tomorrow I have a trip planned with both the Russian, her Thai roommate and another guy leaving back to Russia at the end of the week. The only bad thing about it is the rest of my MX203 is gone. No, I didn’t use the last of it - it’s just gone. Missing In Action (or my need of some action, lol, J/K!) We’ll see how that goes!

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MX203 is P93 @ 12.5mcg / spray

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Okay, so that’s the power of Instant Openness. Sprayed one spray (Double strength) on my cousin last night, and one spray of TUTH. Pulled him into the car, he proceeded to tell me about a time a couple years ago where he drank with my ex (when she was still supposed to be mine) and had flashes the next morning and such about what happened (I was in the back room reading that night.) He confessed he’s been trying to find a way to talk about it, has felt bad for years and always wanted to drink with me around if my wife was there since. Apparently they mutually did things together. My ex confessed about some of it, but he’s never talked about it. All hail IO! Lol! Then my ex was smelling at him last night, gave him a hug and was telling him he smelled just so good. Argh! :angry:

Okay, enough of that. I have to get to work! :open_mouth:

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Missing my MX203. Oh well, had a great night last night. Put on one spray of Instant Openness, a little TUTH, and covered with another non-mone scent. Then went to the Russian and Thai girl’s house to wait for the party to pull together. The chinese girl that isn’t my type but all over me came out into the hall only in a top and panties. Oh my. With a body like that, it’s hard to remember why she isn’t my type - but she isn’t all the same. That definately caught my attention. Um, maybe I should update at home, here comes a coworker.

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Okay, back at home and ready to describe the rest of the (other) night. :smiley:

Definately a noticeable difference with everyone while wearing Instant Openness. It’s a double strength togo bottle and it seemed to make everyone so much more open. Before the party began, the girls and I had to pick up the guy who was hosting the party. So we drove over to his work in my car, the mones really must have been going because the Russian girl is usually really quiet around me. It might be because she has a little trouble still with English - but she was talking it up, laughing and having fun with all of us.

Picked the guy up, sort of met him before but got to know him better by the end of the night. We stopped by the market to get chips and beer. The cashier said he would have to ID all of us - the girls left their passports back at their home so we had to go somewhere else for the beer. It wound up being cheaper at the other place for bottles anyway, so that worked out. I had some Mudslide left over from a camping trip that I also brought down with me for this thing, and the girls REALLY liked it. Lol.

We finally got to his place, and a few more people trickled in - including two of the asians from the last party. Come to find out, one and maybe both share the last name as the owners of my work… Yeah, I must be a crazy mother-effer (after finding out about that!) Almost immediately after one of the girls came through the door, she commented that I look good in that shirt. My being a little unused to this whole single thing could really be felt right about now, because all I did was thank her for the compliment - I should have gave her one right back. Hindsight, yeah I am kicking myself right now.

I did manage to dance with just about all of them (the girls that is.) My legs are so sore right now, it’s not even funny. It hurts to walk, to stand even. Sheesh, I’m a pussy right now. ROFL.

This couple that must have been in their thirties came a little later on, and the girl was showing the girls a lot of naughty dancing and some lap-dance moves. The thai girl made a grinning comment that she likes that, haha! She tried learning a little (my my, it was definately nice watching! Argh, I didn’t get offered or given one! :roll_eyes:) She’ll get better, practice makes perfect as they say. Then the girls* (*the Russian and Thai) had to leave because the Russian had work the next morning. Bummer.

Sometime later, after the dancing kind of dwindled off, we all started playing cards. Poker mostly, five card draw and blackjack. And somehow the topic of strip poker came up. The older guy from the couple was giving the host a hard time (they work together heh) and telling him how if we win, he strips and if he wins - he strips. Lol! So he did wind up taking off his shirt but putting it back on after a little while. When stripping was brought up again, I said something like, “Alright.” And took off my outer shirt. I noticed the two asians had been interested in me all night long, enjoyed dancing with me, and their reactions were priceless. Both of them had an intake of breath as my shirt was coming off. Oh my! LMAO! Then they were all embarrassed after they gasped expectantly, it was great! They definately didn’t have that kind of reaction from the other guy taking off his top. :smiley:

The party wound down about 3am, but we were all invited to a BBQ at the couples house. That’ll be fun. Marked it off in my scheduler, Sunday at 5pm. Well, I think I am going to try taking a nap. I was up late last night and the night before, and will be going to a different going away party for a different friend tonight. Losing two friends in the same week (well, not losing but all the same…) The food will be interesting! Authentic food from a guy coming from India! I can’t wait!

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Hmm. So confused right now… :confused:

When I invited the Russian girl out to dinner before, she refused. :frowning: Her Thai roommate overheard me inviting a cute little chinese girl (that works at a different property) out to dinner and interrupted me to say that I should invite the Russian girl instead. :open_mouth: So I did, and she accepted! :smiley: But it has me so confused… What could have caused her to change her mind? What’s different now? :roll_eyes: Not that I’m complaining! :slight_smile: It has me all turned around though, it’s hard to figure women out sometimes. Lol! :wink:

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Who knows what’s happening with the Russian girl… maybe it’s just persistence. Persistence is an attractive trait because it’s instrumental in success. It’s a woman’s prerogative to change her mind after all… a woman tends to react based on how she feels in that moment; so she may refuse at one moment and accept at another, and then flake on you when it’s time to go out to dinner because she’s changed her mind again.