Today is the beginning of the beginning. I just ordered a to-go bottle of Instant Shine and Instant Sexiness B via a “intro hello” gift certificate. Which allowed me to finally come out of the shadows and stop lurking to give this pheromone adventure a go. So here I am, anticipating when my little package will show up on my doorstep
Until then, forum lurking has inspired me to set up my very own journal for some nice pre spritzfest analyzing. Please note that this will be a self absorbed learning experience on my life, personal philosophies, and the force of pheromones.
A little about myself:
Prespritzing thoughts on ISb:
From what I hear, ISa is like a dose of Angelina girl power and ISb is the Marilyn in a bottle. I guess it was better to the use lady opposite of you to balance out your pmone signature. Since AD discontinued ISa , I only the Marilyn ISb to play with. This will be interesting. Interesting because I’m afraid that I might be more of a beta female? or… really easygoing enough to be considered one? I wonder if the Marilyn will only magnify my beta qualities and leave my alpha quailties (if any) to rust in the corner. I mean i’m pretty confident in myself to the point where I scold myself for being too into myself. Let’s face it though, i’m pretty girlish and I’m not going to make anyone shake in their boots. My voice is quiet and airy. I tend to be giggly and goofy. I’m on the smaller and energetic side. All recipes for a sparkly frufru fluffy kinda girl. I’m full of ideas, and I am more no nonsense emotionally and mentally despite my girly demeanor and interest in sparkles. I can be competitive and some occasions vindictive. I just would like a taste of Angelina. I’ve read in a post that ISb made some women feel ditzy and were treated with less respect. My first reaction was “OH HELLZ NO!” This is not an effect that I am looking forward to. Right now as a business major ( a male dominated field as of yet,) I’m trying to be an intimidating colleague. I aspire to be a female BADASS, a Don Draper/ Anthony Boudain/ George Clooney without that pesky Y chromosome. Hell hath fury if i’m treated like a ditz or with less respect. (Any suggestions as to what kind of behavior can mitigate or illicit such reactions/be more of an Angelina naturally?) Hell hath even more fury if I allow myself to feel that way. I might have to watch out for something I will term ditzrespect (hah see what i did there?!) and will think about upping my own attitude when trying out ISb.
Watching out for dependencies: