Hmmmm. Well, thanks to your suggestion, Visionary, I did have an interesting afternoon yesterday.
Not having a lot of work to get done, I went with just nols, EST, and P83: 3 sprays of P83 with a social mix containing Instant Honesty, EST, and a little Cleo alpha.
My grin was huge
, possibly bigger than before, but not by a lot. And yeah, I felt really good. People said hi to me first in passing, even strangers–probably due to my loopy self-satisfied expression. The most dramatic effect I noticed, however, was that I had extremely deep, long, passionate conversations with other women.
I talked with a female co-worker for close to an hour, and we bonded intensely, sharing some pretty major family secrets. Although we don’t have a lot in common, it felt like we did because we found ways to relate to each other’s experiences. Rewarding but very intense.
When some friends and I went out to lunch, we got into this major conversation about the nation’s infrastructure. (No lite chitchat at all.) Voices were raised, but we weren’t arguing. We were just really into it and we were agreeing strongly. After a while the opinions expressed were so adamant that at any minute I expected we’d rise up and storm the Bastille!
Later in the day, when the P83 had worn off, I ran into one of them again and she acted a little sheepish or embarrassed for some reason.
I also got into an extended flirting session with a guy in the breakroom at work. (He’s married with a kid, but he flirts with everyone, men and women, in an almost fey way. No one has been able to figure out his sexuality. My best guess is bi and tres kinky.) Every time I gave him body language that said I had to leave, he would change topic. He’s never singled me out before for such a long back and forth, so I wonder whether the P83 had anything to do with it.
Not sure what to make of all this. ![]()
Kitten