So many tests So little time - My journal

Annnd, it’s reports like your last couple ones that really get the newbies excited and expecting the moon. :smiley: I don’t blame them! Those are some rather exceptional stories, standing out even amongst all the other crazy stories on this forum. I can’t even imagine all the memories AD has analyzed in their attempts to formulate even better products.

Glad to see things are going well for you, and I hope they continue to do so. Nothing else needs to be said or thought about regarding the stripper. :stuck_out_tongue:

so mx292 will help me mix with one of the biggest celebrities in the world? dude Ronaldihno basically won the world cup for Brasil on 2 occasions and cannot walk anywhere in europe or south america or asia without being mobbed…[though he’s getting older now but im sure will still be in there world cup team next year]…your basically talking about a person who earns $100,000 a week…just basking in this guys presence and id consider it a great advert for mx292 - wow! amazing is all i can say.

Mate, i am in complete awe of you. Pheromones helped u date a semi-famous Brasilian actress who is rumoured to be dating the 1 and only Ronaldihno? yes the only American parallel of the same level would be aMicheal Jordan or Kobe Bryant or Andy Roddick…i personally would be so intimidated by these celebrities…good on u man this is inspiring stuff.

honestly, there isn’t another sports celebrity that can compete with any soccer super star. Sure they’re huge in the US, but soccer stars are famous internationally. When I said he was as famous as Kobe + A Rod + whoever else, I really meant it. Sports figure wise, soccer stars are the most well known globally. And he’ll def be in the next world cup as long as he can keep his partying down… xD

And now I’m not all that sure where I stand with Daniela! We barely talked at all last week. She did apologize saying that things have been crazy, but she just really seems to have cooled down toward me.

Last week I sent at least 5 or 6 just because “miss you” texts, and one saying “This text is a coupon for a hug, redeemable by the bearer on demand” and she didn’t respond to any of them. I did get Hey baby" and “Hey sexy” texts from her thanking me cards that I sent and telling me it was sweet, and ending in x’s and o’s, but no “miss you’s” or “love you’s” like I used to get.

Finally last night I got a text from her telling me that she wishes she was here, after texting her about Saturday’s fireworks show (Addison Texas has one of the top 10 in the country), and I wrote back saying “Thank you baby, you don’t know how much I needed to hear that from you!!! Still miss me though? Cause I miss you!”

And I got back a “Of course I still miss u!” But not before a half hour had gone by and she had not responded, and I sent another text saying “I guess I have my answer! I’ll stop missing you too then, but I’ll love you forever and I’ll always be there for you”

Sooo, then I messaged back to ask her if we could meet somewhere next weekend, anywhere, Florida, Jamaica, Aruba, her call. And I did not get a response!

I’m hoping that the text messaging problem is back and she’s just not getting most of my texts, but I kinda doubt that’s the case, cause she seems to at least get and respond to the ones that she wants to reply to.

And, I’m wondering if there’s not some truth to the stories about her and Ronaldinho! I couldn’t find the picture she told me was in the paper of her and him together anywhere, but I’m thinking that it wouldn’t take 12 days for the media to find the picture she had on flikr, and they wouldn’t go to print calling her his girlfriend based only on that picture taken in Miami. He lives on her street, and Google shows that street to only be about a mile long.

I guess all I can do is take a wait and see approach and see if things go back to the way they were, and maybe she just did have a really rough week. I don’t want to read to much into it, but I don’t want to cover my eyes and act like nothings wrong either.

Anybody want to throw in their 2 cents worth? Especially the ladies!

EDIT:

Nevermind, Daniela just messaged me to say she’s in a resort in the South of Brasil to lose weight, wants to talk tonight, and says she’d love to go to Orlando, if her rehearsel schedule will allow for it. :slight_smile:

Actually it was Daniela, her reputation and her family name that had us partying with Ronaldinho, not the pheros. But yeah, I can see the commercial now, spray on some MX292 and party with superstars!

Ok, well she’s not a famous actress, yet! She just got her first part in her first movie, which shoots next month, and the rumor about them dating lasted all of one day, but literally traveled the world.

But yeah, I’d have to say the pheros had something to do with her and I being where we are now. Out of all the people at Red River that night and the next, I was the one that left an impression on her. And we both talked about how strange it was to have stayed in contact with each other after she left, how it’s something that we would normally never do, and how we formed such an incredible bond so fast.

And a month later when we saw each other again, were exchanging I love you’s!

BTW, this is a girl that really can date ANYBODY she wants, at least in Brasil! Her and her family are that well known!

Dude sounds awesome!

I’ve been reading for a while now, but never stopped to say hi and subscribe! Well wishes!

Hey folks! I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything, but I really didn’t have anything to say.

Since Daniela got back from Angola and the story about her and Ronaldinho hit the net things have been pretty rocky between her and I. We have barely talked at all, she’s ignored most of my “just because” text messages and I’ve not had a single “just because” message from her since Miami.

Well, as all good things must come to an end, so did we! I sent her a text message yesterday saying: “If I sent you a big hug and a kiss would it make you smile? And, if you have one to send me that would make my day! xoxoxo”. Then I waited for a reply, which never came.

So. I went to Hooters and got a little hammered, then came home and e-mailed her saying I was through and why. It was the hardest letter I’ve ever written, but it was something that I knew in my heart needed to be done.

I did get an e-mail back telling me that she got my message and would have replied if she knew it meant the world to me, but that she was busy, had an audition and got home exhausted. And that she knows that I’m not needy, but thinks I overreacted a little, and that she would write more tomorrow.

I e-mailed back today saying that I didn’t overreact, but might have if I had said something sooner, like after any of the last dozen or so “just because” messages that I sent in the last 2 weeks which she completely ignored. I told her that it took me all of one minute to write that text and would have taken her less than 30 seconds to respond, if I still meant anything to her, so “I was busy” didn’t cut it with me. And, I told her that since she got back from Angola I’d sensed that things were different between us, but I tried to convince myself that I was over analyzing things or just being overly sensitive, but ignoring the text message from earlier really told me that I was not wrong.

I had also sent her a couple of e-mails in the last 2 weeks telling her that I was feeling kind of neglected and unloved, but those didn’t do any good. And, last week I did get a text from her that was nice, but lacked any show of love or care, so I responded by asking if she still missed me. She replied back “Of course I still miss you”. Nothing more, and nothing since.

And, of course I heard nothing from her today.

And, this one one hurt a lot because things seemed to go from awesome to dead with nothing in between.

So, it’s back to being single and seeing what happens next. Life sucks sometimes!!! :frowning:

Damn! She just couldn’t hold onto you. :frowning: Maybe the next girl will be luckier. :slight_smile: Cheer up

Thanks, but this time around I think it may take awhile.

I liked the way you phrased it and it did make me smile, but the truth is that I was the one who couldn’t hold on to her. Maybe next time I’ll get lucky though, cause the last few times around have pretty well sucked!

I understand completely, MID. It really sucks when it happens. Usually seems that right about the time you start developing real feelings, their feelings dissipate. :frowning:

I’m sorry to hear that MID! From the looks of it though, it won’t take you too long and you will be saying “Who?” before you know it!

Best wishes!

Hey man, I hear you. I’m sure you’ve already been through it all and then some, so I’ve full confidence you’ll be back on your feet in no time. It does suck really bad when things flip flop so quickly. Honestly, I went through a similar experience recently, and it kinda sent my head spinning. I constantly wondered what the hell went on in the first place, and what happened at the end. But my head is back on and I’m starting to think properly again. :slight_smile:

It’s strange recalling the dramatic shift. She used to constantly brush her hands and arms on me, on my neck, around my neck, anything to maintain physical contact. She used to walk outside with me, just to kiss me and not let me go until I was late for my appointment. Then overnight it became cold shoulders and “I’m just stressed.” I’m not a dummy, I figured it out quick, so at least I saved myself some time, but it doesn’t make the pain any less.

Having something to great can really suck when it’s taken away from you, but at least you had the chance to experience something nice – It wasn’t a worthless experience. As I’m sure you’ve heard, it’s better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. It’s hard to agree with that sometimes, but I believe it to be true. I dunno, I may be talking out of my ass. I haven’t seen half of what the world has to offer, good or bad, so maybe I’m just totally off the mark. Either way, I sympathize.

You know, it’s funny you say that. That’s kinda exactly the timing for me. The whole time, I was thinking, we’re too alike, we’re better off as friends..then ehhh, who knows, maybe it’s good to go, then hey, you know what? I could dig this for a while. Then crickets Hello? WTF happened? crickets.

Ugh, that’s a terrible feeling/realization. That complete 360 just throws you such a curve you have no idea what to think. And when you have no idea, any idea pops in and you start to wonder if you should be wondering and maybe you’re over thinking and blah…

I hope things work out for you Mark. At least you didn’t let it drag out longer, cause that can be pretty painful too. Take care of yourself.

And just a bit more of an update: I never did hear anything from Daniela and it looks like she’s decided to bock me in MSN Instant Messenger. And no, I don’t know that because I tried messenging her, I know it becuase her status hasn’t changed from offline, nor has she changed her personal message. So, while I didn’t block her, I did move her out of my favorites so I don’t have to see her everytime I open my I.M.

On another note, I caved and tried calling Biata on Sunday. She didn’t answer but text mesaged right back to say that she quit the strip club and was working at a temp job in a call center and couldn’t talk right now. And over the course of a few more messages said that the reason she stood me up and had not called was because she ran into a jam and didn’t want to bother me with it and seem needy or full of drama, so she handled it alone. So, we’re supposed to go out tomorrow night now.

MSN Status Checker, MSN Block Checker, Check who has Blocked you on MSN

You can use that if you really want to know if she blocked you.

Thanks, but I was just in MSN and she now shows online, so I guess she didn’t block me. Not that it really matters anyway, cause it’s over and done.

You know what you’ve gotta do, right? Get out there and meet some more respectable young women cough and have a romantic evening out with them cough and make sure to be the perfect gentlemen you are! cough

Mark, so sorry to hear about what happened. Don’t worry, before long a girl will come along who realizes what a gem you are.