Starting out with 'mones: Takin' it nice and slow... NOT!

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Yes, it’s been a while… Yes, I’m getting back to posting here… I’ve still been using my mones and experimenting, keeping at my tried and true, which are:

A314 oil (What else but the slow burning, butt kicker?!)

AMMO (World Edition, what else can be better, other than, MAYBE Summer Edition?)

IShine (Lovely, wonderful and all around good times)

IO (To get those bubbly convo’s going and killing awkward silences with it)

FOR the testing molecules, my current faves:

TAC (Sweet jesus, amazing juice)

MX397 - (Super hero, amazing Super star vibe, ‘Just call me Cap!’)

Molecule F - Enhancing of all other mones when used with them… and a mental sharpener to boot.

Haven’t taken any P’s or Q’s out for a run lately. I did get my lovely order of refresher mones, from the ones above as I was dangerously low or in the case of some, completely out, on them.

I did take out A314, AMMO (2x strength) x 2 sprays, and IShine (2x strength) 1 spray out for a day time outing with friends and my LTR. It was fun, carefree, at ease and relaxing all bundled up into a neat package. Young gal, friend for a couple of years, was great to talk to, noticed some exaggerated laughs, hair twirling and soft eyes… when I spoke. My LTR was a bit more interested and kinder, I would say to all.

Then, @ 3:00 pm, I had my mental crash… My N.T. seemed to not have taken kindly to the onslaught of mones that I put them through and had a eternal 1 hour nap, which I found had some funky weird dreams, about driving and crashes and swapping insurance and registration info, then… going on a Sniper nests hunt with myself and my wingman to prepare for an enemy attack…
Like I said, some funky ness in my dreams.

Though I haven’t had AMMO for about a month, A314 still was using that, and my IShine was down to nothing as of a couple of weeks ago. I’m inclined to think the IShine is the culprit as it normally has that effect if I hadn’t used it in a while or OD on it… :slight_smile:

I’ll have to look at getting some more P’s and MX’s. Looks like some changes upgrades and additional moderation on the forum, which look to be a good thing!

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The Self Talk… That inner voice that usually wants to slap you, take it easy, not go beyond your comfort zone, can drive me crazy. Talking to myself and putting myself in my place. BUT… I DON’T Take it as a given of who I am.

I was with a gal, I’ll call her J, she had a terrible childhood, with an abusive father and siblings that were quite self centered and egotistical. She seemed to have been the family punching bag, so…

I should not have been shocked, then, with awful things she said out loud about herself for messing up and getting to our appointment late. She was going on about how she’s surprised at how she can hold down a job with the lazy ass she carries around…and so on. I mean, it was like listening to her family rag on her, from HER own mouth! I’ve known J for many years, that she is VERY hard on everything she does. And with this latest eruption of grotesquetude, it’s been escalating to even deeper levels of trash talk.

I can only shudder to think what she tells herself with her Self Talk, in the privacy of her skull. I WOULD NOT want to be around That Venomous language… The degrading and critical words that she has looping around in her head is a real shame. She is a good looking brunette, slim and bright eyed. She tears at her herself as well as down in front of others. She is ‘known’ to do this. J is one of those people who has been programmed for years to only operate with Garbage coming in about herself.

I thought about how would a pheromone help her out? It’s difficult to say. Though, in my reasoning, she would severely hamper their effectiveness because of her Inner Critic (Or, from what I can tell, I’d label it a Demon). Would only sabotage any uplifting or good vibes that she may have toward herself. She may even attribute the mone vibe to belonging to someone around her that is ‘deserving’ of it…
She can speak radiantly positive of others, but, this is never in the context of herself. I mean, she wants others to perk her up, and she doesn’t seem to have the capacity to do so on her own.

I MAY have a talk with her as a friend when I get around to coming back to see her and make some time. I’ll need to prepare, maybe with some IShine as a gift. If this comes about, I’ll post up on it.

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I absolutely know the type you are talking about. I’ve done my share of self-bashing, but I finally got to a point where I decided to stop. Actually, I read in a book how it only makes others think less of you, and rips down your own self esteem. That triggered my decision to stop. Not only that, but I have a rule: others are not allowed to self-bash in my presence. If they violate this rule, then their punishment is to say 2 nice things about themselves. Some people take it lightheartedly, and accept the reminder playfully. Then there are other people who have been deeply wounded, and the notion of saying anything nice about their self is a painful prospect. In those cases, I keep the mood playful, and I generally let them off the hook at their slightest attempt at appeasement.

It’s hard to say which mones might positively affect her. IS might not be the best idea, because a crash might make her feel even worse. And in my case, IS doesn’t really give me much in the way of selfies, but it does increase my heart rate. There is generally some sort of anxiety disorder tied with self-negativity, and an increased heart rate would likely be counter-productive. I might suggest MX335 instead. I find it to be very much like IS, but the effects are smoother and not as abrupt, it lasts much longer, and there is no crash. CelticPrince has written in his journal about using it as an IS substitute.

Also, assuming that she is struggling with an anxiety issue, p130 might give her great relief.

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Thanks for those observations, Miss Dragon. That just reminded me of an older gal, mid 50’s Asian, owner of a large company that we deal with, for Many years, want’s things HER way, NO matter what the obstacle and cost, we dubbed her… the Dragon Lady. I would love to visit with her with, maybe 8 drops of A314 and see if she roars! :wink:

I hadn’t seen a co-worker, several months, we work in different offices. After the initial greetings (keeping an inner smile, embracing, that loving feeling I hold dear from others), this along with my initial physical smile and the “hey” eyebrow raise (quick 1 second raise of both eyebrows) we were talking really well, communicating verbally, but, I could tell in the physical, body language was leaning toward me, nervous smiles occasionally, quick sideways glances to name a few. Twirling her hair at me was another big one.

Anyway, she asked if I could give her a ride a couple of blocks away, she was leaving her vehicle for service from the office I’m working at. I said, sure, wait up for me a few minutes… then, proceed to make her wait longer.

She was interested in having me take her, as there were others in the office that she interacts with much more so than me. I did finally get to it and followed her there and waited for her.

She’s a late 20’s Asian gal, lets call her X, with a hubby and kid, and, no, not going there, for those who post with there raging hormones showing. While in the car, on the way back, more hair twirling, wanting to please, X, says “Oh, I love your VW, really comfy leather seats, I don’t mind the warm seats, I actually, like it. I’d love you to drive me, I mean, my Acura, really good car. And let me know what you think. Oh, my boyfriend won’t mind… I mean, my husband… It’s fine!.. Oh, I can ask my boyfriend, I mean, my husband, if he has seen any good deals on an Acura, since you’re open to buying another car”
And so on… Gave me a gift later on in the day AND then at the end of the day, bought me some chocolates, because ‘your so sweet’… Awwww… Shucks… I mean, Yes, Thank you!!!

A314 x 3 drops, spread on top of hands to jaw line.

AMMO x 2 (World Edition) - 1 Spray to back of neck

IShine x 4 (equivalent of single strength) - Top of hair and back of hair.

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Da basics.

IShine x 2 (minimum application that I’ve gotten a response)

A314 x 3 Drops (Spread along the jaw and above the eyebrows with a bit rubbed under my nose)

Feelings were what I expected, confidence burbling forth with a knowing smile creeping along the edges of my mouth.

I volunteer regularly and found myself requested to handle and direct some meets. I was on my way out yesterday evening, dressed up, though not required, lends a feel of authority to my direction, though, all are volunteers there, found visiting friends at the door. They were there to visit with my A and wasn’t expecting them until a bit later.

I had them in, both gals, one younger, late 20’s and one older late 40’s. Both were playful with the comments about my being all dressed up and going out. Comments and smiles were encouraging.
One mentioned that if I was being paid for this volunteer time, the focus and intensity that I’m bringing to it would make me a very good chunk of change! :slight_smile: I will ‘volunteer’ my time with YOU when I get back so be ready for me, I responded! Hinting at a chair massage.

The volunteers that I meet with are of varying ages, and all readily respond to the Influence of A314. The IShine will help in not making it a cold, stand offish, feel. More Helpfully inclined, looking at what is being proposed and considered by yours truly, and beneficial to all involved.

I enjoy a good, direct conversation with others where I get All of Yes sets! :smiley:

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OH, and, the late 20’s gal, Asian, DID bring in her Acura and ‘showed’ it to me. :slight_smile:

Yes, I was wearing AMMO and IShine, and yes, it SHOWED.

:wink:

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Hi 1Alpha,
Just a quick note to say how much I enjoyed reading your journal, having made it all the way through. Your insight and suggestions are terrific! I realize you don’t have the time lately to keep up the constant test reports you once had, but know that I will be here to read each and every one you are capable of sharing with us. Thanks for your journaling and all the help you have provided me in the past few weeks. You are the greatest!
pudleduk

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We have been having some peculiar weather as of late. Some Sunniness occasionally with a large doses of rain!

I have been having some fun cravings during this time, you know, when you’re feeling chilly and want some Ice Cream… :stuck_out_tongue: That was me on Monday, on this US holiday.

I decided, well, I’ve been bumming it all day, so, let me wash up, a bit, apply some AMMO (4x) and be off…

So, off I went to a local market. Found my refrigerated section, where my Target lay in wait! Ben and Jerry’s, Chunky Monkey!

http://www.benjerry.com/files/live/sites/systemsite/files/flavors/products/us/pint/chunky-monkey-detail.png

Chunky Monkey Ice Cream | Ben & Jerry

While I oo’d and ah’d, I found a gal, 30 something, looking in my direction, sort of behind to the Left of me. I looked over my shoulder, smiled widely, and said, I FOUND my Happy Cream! She chuckled and said, THAT will go straight to your hips… I just retorted derisively, I don’t care if it fill me out, As long as it goes to my Butt… I need some help in that department! She proceeded to do some hair twirling and looking at the BnJ’s selection with interest next to me. She picked up some Cherry Garcia and said, yeah, I’ll be bad too… :smiley: …

http://www.benjerry.com/files/live/sites/systemsite/files/flavors/products/us/pint/cherry-garcia-froyo-detail.png

During this time, another gal, who, it seems had a similar craving, tall, blonde college age gal, came straight to the BnJ’s section, she went straigt for the Cookie dough! :slight_smile:

http://www.benjerry.com/files/live/sites/systemsite/files/flavors/products/us/pint/choc-chip-cookie-dough-detail.png

I said, YOU, my dear lady, have some excellent tastes in Ice Cream. That is DECADENT!
She laughed and said Yeah, this is WHAT I’ve been craving all day! I told them both, we are just being TOO Bad tonight, aren’t we!?

We all laughed and went our way from there. I decided to add some yogurt dipped almonds to my selection as well as some Strawberry Ale…

That was a fun, brief interlude. Would it have happened without the AMMO? Maybe… though, sometimes, you just have to be relaxed, sharing open and true feelings with others, and attractions happen!

It’s been a long time that I don’t let the mones lead me anymore… I lead THEM to where I WANT to go! :slight_smile:

1Alpha

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Great to see new mones, particularly, A314 adjustment being tested and mones science continues to grow.

I’m still using mones, along with P’s (Currently on P102) AND am grateful that I found mones and this site!

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Woah! Surprise of surprises. I’ve been looking over the thread and have to say, woah!

It’s been quite a journey and to view it from the point of view, the perspective, of the Future 1Alpha looking back at the Younger 1Alpha, it’s trippy! Plenty of earnest and completely heartfelt testing and observations, for sure. I’m just surprised that I’m not using all of these as much as I had been.

I do, though, still use A314 and TAC as well as TAF. I’m running low on many of previously stalwart mones. I will be checking in on the forum and my threads and see what I can give in experience as well as share as in thoughts to those that still haunt this forum!

Be awesome especially, without your mones… because doing so will only Make the MONES that you DO use, POWERFULLY Influential!

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Here is a post that I put together for a new gal on the forum that I think you may enjoy:

Welcome Ashley!

Note this, because mones on their lonesome will not make the adorable go away or make the charismatic automagically be your vibe or feel to others.

For example the IShine and IH, applied at the same time, different application points(One to each wrist or pulse points on the neck).
The IShine, will be a feel of “comfortable to be around you” with your words, body language and attitude steering it to a ‘Fun to be around you’ vibe. If you’re a wall flower, stuck in your own head, with a closed body language, you’ll tear down that “comfortable to be around you” Pheromone vibe completely.
So, let’s take that IShine induced, attitude supported, ‘Fun to be around you’ vibe, which, by the way can be from the first few seconds around you that people will feel that way, to a few minutes of ‘marinating’ in your Shine, looking at a time frame.

With that, IH will be working quite easily for people to open up around you, possibly talk about deep fears, desires and want to open up to you as you would a long time, intimate friend.

Will this get you a charismatic vibe? Hell ya! You’ll guide it there with the rest of your social arsenal.

Couple of more thoughts. Many times, mones have a personal/self effect as well. The IShine can provide a bit of a confidence boost in you. Good thing, too, if you’re a bit reserved and shy.
You’ll also see that the same effect of deep conversation can also influence YOU, in the IH. This can be good or bad, depending on the situation… blurting out your feelings for someone at work, which you have a secret crush, may not be the best place to do so, especially if you know that, it WOULD NOT work out and make things awkward later.

IH, I’ve observed may also bring about deep ‘Mental’ conversations within your own mind or those people around you. They/You may get caught up in these ‘Mental’ conversations and not share with others. It’s a possibility. :wink:

I’ve also mentioned several times, people around you, which is men and women. I know you’ve mentioned men to feel at ease with you and step up. Keep in mind, these mones don’t discriminate as it’s a kind of mone cloud around you that will influence both sexes around you. You also leave a mone ‘wake’ behind you that many times will be attributed to you.

‘If there are many people around, how do people KNOW the mones are from me?’ You may ask.
Here is an example, albeit, fairly rough, but, and that there is not designed as a pun, but, hey… there it is again.
Imagine you’re in a room full of people. While there, you slowly get the scent of a nasty gas that someone let out. First, depending on the people you’re with, may slowly look around, trying to pinpoint the culprit. In some rooms of people, yelling outloud, Maaan, who let ONE out!??, would be more appropriate.
In either case, once you’re attention has been grabbed by the scent and your mind is automatically looking for the origin, you’ll notice the direction, strength, and subtle facial and body hints from the offending human and his/her offending olfactory gift. You can just TELL this gal was the flatulence producer!


In a similar way, when wearing mones, the people around you will be doing just that, except, in YOUR case, you’ll be showing off your best face, body language and attitude that says, Damn Straight, those mones are MINE!

You’re reporting, Ashley, on how these mones work for YOU will be beneficial for the study and improvement of the women’s line of mones.

Be awesome and make it an awesome day!

1Alpha

How do pheromone targets know it's you??
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Very good example of source location, dead on.

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Quick report coming your way now. I’ve been using IG mostly in the last week and CTTM2 as well. The Putative that I have, I’ve taken out for a spin as well. Not too clear on it yet, but all in all, Good stuff. More on those later.

Morning walk

Did some stretches and Qigong before going on a walk with A. We’ve gone to trails in the area and this time, decided on a neighborhood walk, along one of those tree lined streets that have a thick canopy that looks like the street has a green leafed roof.

For about 1/2 a block, 2 minutes into the walk and talk…

A found the need to hold my hand lovingly. She began to tell me that I have a ‘funny’ face. (I thought, WHAT?!?, not what I expected from this mone). And I said… What?!? What do you mean?

She continued telling me that I have a youthful spark about me, really, reminds her of the man that she loves. I said, awe… Shucks! Thanks! Then,
I asked, where did this come from?
Her response, was I have seen the stress and problems you’re overcoming and have overcome and will be here for you. I realize how much I love you for who you are and I say you have a funny face because I’m more emotionally calmer and settled now when I’m around you. More secure with you.

We walked in silence, hand in hand, with the silent understanding of a deep love and connection between us with our smiles and eyes.

Good times!

Deep connection with AMMO? Not normally!

App: (1) Spray of Heavy AMMO (2x Regular strength in 1 spray)

App Point: Left wrist, rubbed over to the right wrist.

I will continue to enjoy these cool and emotionally strengthening reactions to the mones. :slight_smile:

1Alpha

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Report on P133 - Not the putative I was expecting?

5mu - To Wrist and spread to the other one.

Had a down day, that is, spent most of it at home, working and then just kicking back and relaxing. I wasn’t alone, as my A, she was going out doing errands and occasionally would be back at home. The P133, after about 4 hours, I remembered I put it on, and took a whiff. I couldn’t tell if it was still there. Subtly, the scent was barely there?

For effects, none that I can perceive, in self or in A. It was a test in self effects and just to see if I would spontaneously combust with it on… No… I can confirm that it doesn’t do that, at least when I use it! YMMV!

This is the (3)rd day, one on, one off, of using P133 at this dosage. I will continue to try it for another day and see what happens.

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Dam now I have to watch for 2 journals from you awesome.

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Yeah, the dude’s all over the place, haha ^^!

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Another report of P133.

5 MU - Morning application to Pulse point on the neck spread with wrist to the pulse point on the other side of the neck.

Taking stock of my feelings and attitude, I began to perceive a possible Relaxed, take it easy, in a happy kind of way, this app. @ 10 minutes after application and 10 minutes car drive of marinating in the P133. It wasn’t to the stage of IShine, but, did feel a solidity to myself and my inner feelings. I was sharing with people around me quite easily about their morning and what their day would be like. Older women, 50’s and above, were quite attentive and sharing of their thoughts to myself and my A. A was seated next to me and seeing a group of older women coming and going, greeting them, it was as if they were comfortable/comforted for us to be there.

4 year old came up and stared at me wide eyed and smiling saying hi. This 4 year old, she went right up to my A and gave her a big hug of her knees, though, this is the first time we’ve met the mom and child. AGain, we were together and I’ve seen plenty of times my mone cloud be mistaken for someone that’s close by.

At the same time, I know my A is friendly and has a genuinely infectious smile. Quite accepting and easy to talk to.

I’ve also perceived in the Past that kids are susceptible to the mones as well, quite easily accepting of the mone signature, whatever it may be.

Can this be a possible lighter, though solid in internal comfort, alternative to IShine?

Next time, I will be bumping up to 10 mu and see if I will spontaneously combust. The mones are alcohol based, you know! :wink:

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Thanks for the nice testing with P133.

I agree with the kid comment.

My sons are affectionate with me like pots of glue everytime I wear P75, no matter the dose. I guess it makes them feel protected and safe. A definite strong dad aura IMO.

Whenever I wear MX297, they run around like demons and care less about the rules and regulations.

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2 x IG
1 x IShine
7.5 mu of P74.

Need to take the lead in conversations with some people… found that the status of IG, of IG I’m telling you, was palpable. The IShine didn’t make it awkward but easy for others to talk to me.
The P74, seems to support the IShine and the enhances the IG leader vibe. I found that by being serious, in a thoughtful kind of way, in a car with 4 of us traveling, was a bit too quiet for others. The gals seemed to be basically waiting for me to INITIATE the convo’s. I noticed this early on and tested it out in the car, like I was a bit preoccupied with the GPS and driving.
Once I let them simmer for a few minutes, I began asking questions of the gals in the back seat, about themselves, their family, etc. With a few questions and my intention of paying attention with interest to their answers, they were going out of their way to talk it up.
I was conveying the feelings of being in control, of respect for me and my personal time, because at the same time, I was truly interested in their responses. This got the ball rolling with the conversations between them and even when I wasn’t in the car. It was a bit like a dam of water, I was needed to LEAD, to poke a hole in the dam to allow for the flow of communications. With my attitude of listening, others were given permission to poke holes in the dam and let the communications flow. They were flavored with the IShine and P74 so it was fun and open.

IG, again, with the RIGHT people and MY attitude of Leadership, is a beautiful thing. Of course, I NEED to lead and be willing to Lead without hesitation, as this only amplifies the IG leadership qualities and it becomes a given that I MUST Lead.

Could I have gotten here with A314 and IShine? Very likely. However, with the crowd I was with, IG was as close to perfect to mone applications!

I’ll use A314 for the tougher crowds, where I can be ‘tested’ for Leader vibes and I can ‘more’ easily crush them with A314!

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A314 + IShine and some P102 (10 mu) just for giggles…

Coffee time… morning… Coffee shop for a reload… Cashier follows me to the coffee kiosk… “You look sharp… Like a professor… You smell really smart!” (I was in a 2 piece suit… so… yeah)

Offering donuts and muffins to go along with the Coffee… Can give me one free…

Wants to know if I’m going to party on the weekend… he can bring the beer. He wants to come on over.

I do share I’ll be going with some friends to a sushi house for a few hours… on Saturday.

Want’s to join in… I say sure, you can’t bring some cheap beer though.

A314… THE Man… IShine… Fun to be around… P102… Amplifies the Mones and Mood/feelings that I’m ‘wearing’ at the time…

1Alpha