Posted this in my MX408 thread…
Let’s do this again… working at the office during the day and I reapplied this MX again:
3 x MX408 - I applied to the tops of my hands and forearms.
Temps:
Mid 80’s to low 90’s.
Applied in the car before entering into the clients office. I found that the MX initiates a bit of restlessness in me. I was focused and calm in my work load for this day and after the MX, within about 3 to 5 minutes, started the ansy feeling. As I called to speak with my contact because no one was in the office, I was fidgety and uneasy that no one was there. I talked to M, my contact, and he let me in to do my thing. We spoke for a few minutes, while he walked with me to the rooms where I was to be working. He told me he had to leave as he had several things to do that day. I let him know I would be fine and would let myself out and lock the door when I left.
I worked away, alone, for most of the time I was at this office. M returned a few times within an hour and then again a couple of hours later. He wasn’t really checking in on me… he just seemed to want to talk and ask a bit about what I was doing. Mind you, he was my contact to LET ME IN if no one was there… He has nothing to do with the work I was doing. So, it seemed he just wanted to shoot the breeze with me. When I asked him if he could check something out for me… he jumped on it, as if he was waiting to see how he could help. I thought, didn’t he say he had things to do?!
Well, I started to feel a bit down when I was finishing up here. I packed up, locked the door and left to my next site visit. However, I was starting to feel a bit despondent… dejected… a sort of saddening of the spirit…
About 5 hours after my initial application of this MX…
I arrived at my next site and after cleaning off my application points with hand sanitizer, re-applied the same amount of this MX in my car, prior to entering.
Self effects continued to be a bit of a dampened attitude. The gal I met up with at the front desk was all sparkly when we greeted. I’ll call her N. I had to work with her for a while and as I did, noticed that she’d start twirling her hair into a curl with her left hand as she pointed to the things we were talking about with her right. N is Hispanic, late 20’s, slim with a flower tat on the bottom of her forearm.
Another gal, O from the back, came by and seemed to hover around N’s work station and interjecting into our convo’s, trying to help. She threw out several suggestions as if she was trying to impress. It was for my benefit, I’m sure. O is early to mid 30’s gal, a bit on the heavy side.
Site manager, R, I spoke with, was a bit testy with me. He said, well, 1Alpha, how come you guys can’t do this!?! Though, he knew it wasn’t part of my bailiwick…N responded by defending me and trying to make R look bad… (Loudly saying that R isn’t much of a manager…).
I had the same despondent feeling, a melencholy, blue feeling breach my attitude. It seems that I have this lurking in the background and then rear’s it’s ugly head after a few hours of this MX… I basically was feeling in the dumps. In this blue funk state, I didn’t do what I needed when I got home and just vegged out, feeling sorry for myself… I don’t like that feeling at all!!! I didn’t take off the MX and let it linger for the rest of the evening. Found that, after I did take it off the next day… I was feeling a bit better.
I will NOT be using this MX or any other mone for that matter, to see if this blue funk state continues.
Re-calibrating session in progress… 
I haven’t had that depressing feeling and I started out with IS and IO again… No worries with it these benign social mones.
I would look better if you’d be on my arm! was my response… She just, pshawed, me and said get outta here!!