A Bit of Background
It was suggested in my introduction post that I start a journal to track my experiments and experiences with pheromones.
My intentions for testing and using pheromones are pretty scientific, but like anyone I am also intrigued by the possibility for enriching my day-to-day experiences. In this journal I am likely to oscillate between scientific and personal reflections, and will hopefully be able to reach a number of convergences between the two in order to have a better insight into the nature of unconscious social influence.
About Me
I am 6’, 160lbs, moderate/slim build, nordic/germanic decent, blonde hair and blue eyes, well-trimmed blond beard. I dress smart but relaxed. My standard outfit is a nicely fitted pair of jeans with a business shirt and some comfy-but-dressy-enough Dansko shoes. In the winter I usually wear a v-neck sweater over the business shirt, black wool overcoat.
My Meyers-Briggs personality type is INTJ. I’m highly intuitive, artistic, and critical. Most people regard me as quite brilliant but also cocky and impatient. I am skilled in argument and public speaking, but not always a very fluent conversationalist. I’m very good at making professional connections but not nearly as good at making personal ones. I find it difficult to maintain an interest in people unless there is a specific purpose for doing so, such as in a therapy session or networking function. I’m really working on this right now.
I am a licensed psychotherapist by trade, and so am always thinking about the ways that people make decisions, cultivate and maintain beliefs, and communicate via multiple simultaneous channels. I have long-standing interests in psychology, hypnosis, neurophysiology, psychoneuroimmunology, binaural stimulation, light and sound machines, meditation, spirituality, and psychedelic studies. I’m very interested in the potential psychotherapeutic effects of various pheromones, particularly those which enhance trust, empathy, and communication. Research has indicated that clients’ perceived level of rapport and trust within the therapeutic relationship leads to better treatment outcomes. I will be experimenting in this area and reporting my results here.
First Entry
I just placed my order for an IS & IH for myself, and an IS for my lady as a Christmas present. I’ve been using A314 for a couple years – I had ordered it from the other pheromone site (LS) when they still carried it; in fact, that they stopped carrying it is the reason I found this site. So up until very recently I didn’t realize that anyone was going about this pheromone thing with the kind of scientific mindset I see here.
Not too long ago I acquired a bottle of WAGG in hopes of adding a more social element to the A314. I’m not sure if it’s considered polite to discuss products that aren’t sold here, but since it’s what I have on hand, I’ll go ahead a relate my experience until my other AD products arrive.
Long story short: I hate WAGG. The stuff seems to be the anti-A314. I always wear A314, so in my tests of WAGG I’ve been applying it in addition to that. Tonight was the 4th time, and I’m officially swearing off the stuff.
Self-effects: Immediate feeling of kind of loose laziness. Later, this becomes introversion and eventually melancholy. This is not a way that I am used to feeling, and since there are no ingredients lists available for WAGG I have no idea what causes it. The last two times I went out with it, I even applied some Perception gel (2:1:1 ratio of androstenol:androsterone:androstenone) to try and amp myself up, but the WAGG seems to counteract that too. I end up slouching, speaking in a slightly higher vocal tonality than normal, and feeling distinctly un-alpha. Not for me, bro.
Other-effects: People do seem to talk to me a little more easily than normal. Each time I go out with WAGG on I end up in relatively shallow conversations with people I don’t know, and they seem to like me ok. The effect is just enough that I feel like there is one, but not so much that I feel like it’s really significant.
I got home and couldn’t get myself into the shower fast enough. As soon as I washed the stuff off I felt mostly back to my normal self again. I hope the IH/IS combo provides what I was looking for when I bought the WAGG. I’m just looking to add some better social bonding aspects to my normal baseline/A314 persona.